He makes a noise like he had been stuck with a question for days and just now found the answer to his question. He takes his finger out of me and then sucks it into his mouth, separating those sweet russet lips and swirling his wet liquid-coated finger into his mouth.
I stay still and silent, completely taken aback by what he is doing.
My voice wasn't coming out of my mouth due to fear. Flames spark down near my spine as I watch and he looked straight into my eyes, smirking badly and greedily sucking my nectar off of his finger like it was some sort of fine wine.
He is the most disgusting person I have met in my entire life... It was the most erotic thing I had ever experienced.
He took his finger out of his mouth and rested his hand next to my head.
"Virgin," he whispers before laughing deeply.
" Say Something in your beautiful voice "
I was scared to say what I want to be thinking what if he kills me out of anger still I said because living like this is worst than death.
" Please don't do this to me, " I said with a stumbling way.
He steps away from me, still laughing. He throws a pile of furs in my direction, taking a sip of his wine glass.
"Dress yourself, I will not warm my bed tonight."
He sits back down in his chair. My heart pounds faster and faster.
This was my reality. Here I was in a barbarian castle, sitting indecently in the corner of a barbarian's room in a torn red dress as his whore.
I can't do this.
I won't do this.
No matter if he kills me or lets me live I will not do this.
I don't remember when I blacked out due to weakness.
The next morning I woke up in a comfortable, warm bed. I don't remember how I got here or how I got changed into the animal skin bedclothes. I open my eyes and look around. I'm still in his room. Did he take advantage of me during the night? I wait for the painful ache between my legs to come,
This is what my friend told me when I met her after her marriage, That it was painful and for days she was unable to walk properly but it was pleasurable too.
but it doesn't hurt.
So he didn't rape me.
I'm relieved.
As I throw the Bear skin covers off of my body, I notice how scantily dressed I am. The cloth doesn't do much to hide my breasts or shield my legs. I understand that it's hot where we are, but to dress like this is a complete disgrace to me.
I have never worn a dress ao revealing even when I sleep alone at night.
If my father ever saw me like this, he'd surely roll in his grave. A loud knock on the door causes me to jump. He enters the room, wearing nothing but bearskin pants and a deerskin breechcloth. He wears bones around his neck and has feathers weaved into his braid. On his face, he had red patterns and black lines as if someone had painted on him.
I look down at his hands to see what he carries in his hand. It's a dress made out of sheer gold material. He looks at me expectantly, holding out the dress. I slide slowly out of the bed and hesitantly take it into my hands. He turns away as soon as it's in my hands and sits down in his chair.
Am I going to change in front of him? I walk back into the corner of the room and slowly slip off my top. He throws a glance in my direction while drinking his wine, his black eyes roaming
over my pale skin.
I squeak in disapproval; he chuckles and turns back toward his wine.
"You!!! insecure," he croons in his smooth bass. "I am not a stranger to any woman's body."
My eyes widen and I can feel my cheeks flush. How shameless he is for saying such disgraceful words. As soon as my top is off, I slip on the dress. It's beautiful but revealing. Two strips of gold material cover my breasts and the sheer skirt does not do much to hide my legs. If it weren't for the gold undergarment, he would have had me walking around half-naked.
He looks at me when I'm finished. "First meal starts soon," he grunts. His beautiful eyes roam up and down my body. I cross my arms over my chest and he chuckles again.
"Beautiful"
I look at him, blushing. I do not even know this man's name, and yet he wishes me to bed him.
"What do you call yourself?" I asked
He sips his wine, his eyes darting from hers to the wall every so often. "Is not your place to be askin' 'dat."
I feel as if I've been punched right in my gut. Back inBellechester, I was treated with such respect. Men would come around, throwing their names at me so I'd remember them and maybe want to court them. But now, here, I felt like the dirt on the sole of someone's feet, a burden.
I put my hands on my hips and frown at him. "You sit here, expecting me to be your whore, and you don't even have the common decency to tell me your name?" I hiss. "That's just grand."
His eyebrows rise at my comment, his black eyes flickering with anger "You test me," he says. "Three Horses was right. Strong woman, you are."
He stands up from where he was seated in his big Bearskinchair. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a long, golden chain. It is the most beautiful piece of jewelry I've ever seen. He slips it over my head and then pushes a lock
of my chestnut hair out of my eyes.
"A gift?" I ask.
He nods and the corner of his mouth tugs up slightly.
"So Tiger Claw. This Is A gift from Dances With Wolves."
My mouth falls open slightly. I remember the story that Cassandra told me in the harem, about the barbarian king,
Dances With Wolves and his raging temper. I am almost afraid to lift my eyes to his, but I do anyway. He is here, he is tangible, and he is standing right in front of me.
"Your name," I whisper. "Is…it Dances With Wolves?"
" Of course not " He saidBut to everyone it is So same for you "
I swallow the lump in my throat. "Are You…you're the barbarian king?"
"Yes," he begins, picking up his goblet of wine and sipping the red liquid, all the while keeping his eyes on me. "I am the king."
Looking into his eyes I whisper " I want to know your Real Name "
" So daring huh? But if you wish to know, you may call me Cesar Chavez. "
I blink.
" Cesar Chavez? That's a commoner's name."
He shrugs his shoulders. "We are all given commoner'snames at birth, as well as our barbaric names, as your kind would call it."
" So is Three Horses and Drink of Waterfall also a Given Name? " I speak more openly as If we know each other well.
" For instance, Three Horses' commoner's name
is Daniel, and Drinks of Waterfall has Tristan? The barbaric names are what we prefer to be called, because 'de name describes us. Tristan's father was a heavy drinker, so when he was born he was given 'de pure name of Drinks Of Waterfall, to rid 'is the family name of drinkin'. And Daniel was sold by 'is father as a child for three horses, thus 'de nameThree Horses came about."
My mouth drops open. "I had no idea."
Cesar Chavez sighs and sets his goblet down on the cherry wood table. "But," he begins. "If you call me my common name in public, or anyone else, there will be consequences."
He turns on his heel to leave. "Wait!" I call. "I'm Elizabella, not Tiger Claw."
Cesar doesn't look amused. "We must leave."
I fold my arms tighter over my chest to hide them and follow him down the long, dark hallways until I can hear the sound of chatter
and clinking of plates in the dining hall. I watch as Cesar steps into the dining hall first.
The room goes silent. He opens his arms and smiles, and the cheering starts up again. He takes his place at the end of the table, and the food is instantly passed to him. I peer into the bright dining hall from the dark corridor I'm in.
Some of the harem girls were sitting on their man's laps and feeding them sensually, but I don't see Michelle, Cassandra, or Evalyn.
I step into the light slightly. Men can see me now, and somehow try to call me over to them. Cesar turns around slowly, glancing at me. "Eat," he says to me, nodding his head towards the seat near his. It was empty.
I walk around the table slowly, trying my best to hide my embarrassment as the men holler at me rudely.
My hands are still on my chest covering the exposed skin, But I can't deny the fact that I am very hungry. Suddenly, a man takes my seat. I give him an angry look before glancing back at Cesar.
He does not pay attention. One of the harem's
girl is sitting in his lap and feeding him. I do not know this man, Who sits in my place. He suddenly pulls me onto his lap, gesturing for me to eat while smirking. I do not squeal, for this must be the custom of a barbarian.
I saw the china plate, which looked a lot like my mother's stolen plates, I picked it up and add some fried potatoes with sausages. I pick up the fork and stab at one of the potatoes.
The man's lap is uncomfortable and he shifts every so often, But what disgusted me most was his fingers groping at my thighs. I try not to mind it.
"Feed me," he says.
I shiver as I lift one of the sausages links up to
his lips shakily. He takes a bite off the end, locking eyes with me and growling in approval.
I'm disgusted. I turn away and eat the rest of my potatoes.
"Again," he tells me.
I ignore him, eating my food. He has hands, and he can feed himself if he wishes to.
The man becomes irritated Suddenly, he grabs me and spreads my legs apart, inserting his finger into my wetness without warning or reason.
I screamed, standing up instantly. I backhanded him as hard as I could. The room falls silent as the man curses
" Fuck You Bloody Whore " and spits out a bit of
blood from his lip. I can't believe that I just back headed and hits a barbarian across the face. He looks up at me with hatred and jumps at me, grabbing me by the neck and beginning to choke me.
His hand tightens its grip on my neck, I gasp for air that is nonexistent as his fingers tighten, my eyes becoming wide, my cheeks flushing bright red. No one says anything."How dare you disrespect me in my own house, you kariya!" he booms, his fingers going tighter on my neck making me out of breath if that was even possible. He lifts me off the ground. I look at Cesar waiting for him to say something with tears and a terrified look. But he says nothing, looking away into the corner while making a fist...This is my end, I thought But He drops me, and I collapse to the ground.r, waiting for him to say something with tears and a terrified look. But he says nothing, looking away into the corner while making a fist...This is my end, I thought But He drops me, and I collapse to the ground.
This is my end, I thought But He drops me, I collapse to the ground, the sound of myragged breath echoing throughout the hall. I'm humiliated. I'm hurt. My pride is gone. He laughs at my pain. I force myself to my feet, Fell again, and tried to stand, the world going dizzy around me,I rush out of the hall, Don't know how many times I fell, and get up. Before I leave I heardCesar rubs his temples and groans.I don't stop when he says to stop. I'm crying so hard and loud that I can't focus on anything else but the pain in my neck and the salty tears coating my cheeks.I faintly remember where the harem was located, my bare feet slapping on the cold stone floors as I rush to the comfort of Michelle and Cassandra's arms. I see the big wooden door, the first one to the right of the stone staircase.I burst into the room and the unyielding arms of Tristan, or Drinks of Waterfall. I gasp and wipe my eyes quickly before he could see that I was crying. He sets me back on my feet before ta
That fuels my fire towards him. Tears stung in my eyes. "If I am shaming your title, why did you dress me up and haul me down to your breakfast table huh? If I deserve it then why don't you fuck me roughly and kill me?" I hiss. My fingers clutch at the gold necklace around my neck. I snap it off of my neck and throw it at him. This surprises him, for he wasn'texpecting me to throw the jewels at him. "Why did you try to fuck me if I'm just dirt on the bottom of your feet? If I am so worthless then why don't you give me to someone? "Another strip of gold lace comes off. "I didn't want to be here!"His face crumbles as he walks forwards. I punched him relentlessly with my fists. And started to hurt me, He wrestles me back, stopping my nails from clawing at my skin. "Elizabella," he whispers."Stop it. You're hurtin' yourself."I sob silently, resting my head against his chest. He's warm, and his arms comfort me. But I realize who he is, and I pushed him away, my palms hitting him ha
"You like what you see?"I realize that I'm staring straight at the appendage straining against the silky sheets. I gasp quickly and look away, redness instantly painting my cheeks. " No I Wasn't seeing it " He chuckles smoothly and slides out of bed. He throws the covers off of his glorious naked body and stridesover to his wardrobe.I can't help but stare as I see him walk in front of me, his muscled ass cheeks flexing with each step. I feel like I want to swoon. But I remember who this man is and I instantly shake the thought out of my head.No Elizabella NoI follow subtly behind him. I don't have a wardrobe of my own, and I'm relying on Cesar to give me something to wear. He notices me lingering awkwardly and realizes why I'm doing it. "I should Proudly tell you 'dat your clothes are in the other wardrobe over there."Something about his accent makes me shiver. I look over to the wardrobe in the corner of the large room. I hadn'tnoticed it before. I open the big wooden doors. I
Cesar turns around to look at me, his black eyes digging deep beneath my clothes. "Yes?" His voice is so smooth and deep; it gives me shivers.I shift in my place and moisten my dry lips with my tongue. I point to his body paintings. "I thought…aren't you going totake um…Dakar dare out for the raid?" My voice is shaky. I throw a glance back to the black stallion huffing impatiently.He simply looks at me and says, "Someone must run the kingdom." Then he turns on his heel and leaves me alone in the stables. My shoulders slump slightly. I pat my newhorse's nose before following after him.Cesar is far ahead and he does not slow down for me to catch up to him. I stand in front of the stables and watch him enter his great stone castle. He hadn't beckoned me after him or anything.I narrow my eyes. Fine, if he does not care about my whereabouts, why should it matter if I took Daybreak out for a first ride? I run back to the stables where my horse Is waiting patiently in her pen, and let
I shrug my shoulders and wash the red blood off of my skin. I do not mind Michelle in here. She has helped give me baths countless times before, but now I feellike it isn't right. We are equals now, in this utterly foreign land.She kneels near the tub and dips her finger into the hot water. "You did not answer me, my lady."I grimace and shake my head, my wet hand gripping hers."I'm no longer 'my lady' to you, Michelle. Call me Elizabella."Michelle opens her big brown eyes in shock. "I—I am not your equal. I am your handmaiden—""Not here," I cut her off quickly. "And never will you be my handmaiden again. You are a friend…my closest friend." She smiles tenderly at me, blushing a bright red color. I sink deeper into the bathwater and sigh.She looks behind the curtain for anyone listening or watching. "He told me his commoner's name," " He? Drinks of Waterfall? " " Yes we're here to take you back "" I won't go "Michelle whispers to me." Why my lady? "I looked at her confusin
He lay on the bed after a bowl of wine, I make sure he is asleep or not! My fingers run over the blunt edge of the curved blade. which I hide underneath my dress in my mother's room. I'm drowsy and tired, and I can even tell myself that I'm not in the right mindset. I am scared and angry!I slowly sit up, making sure that I do not rouse him from his sleep. I press the silver blade to his neck. My heart's pounding in my chest. I have never killed anyone before! He does not wake. I climb into his lap, pressing the blade harder to his neck."Do it." The voice startles me. It's soft, but I do not expect it. He does not open his eyes, and he does not move. His lips merely move again. "Do it. Slit my throat. Do it." I stall, my heart clambering ridiculously against my ribs. I can't move. He cracks his eyes open a little bit and slides his hands up my arms. "I said do it."I stare down at him under heavy-lidded eyes. "You are not afraid?" I ask softly. The candles are the only light in The
"Spirits, woman,your hands are like magic," he moans softly, tilting his head and enjoying my touch. "No masseuse does, what you do."I pull my hands back and his head slumps. "If you not gon' fuck me, the least you can do is 'dat," he grumbles, insisting that I touch him again. I laugh. "Point taken," I say and then I start massaging his shoulder and back..." It feels so Good " But before I can reply or do it more accurately, his muscles beneath my fingers, the door bursts open and there stands Three Horses in the doorway.I snatch my hands away and jump back from where Cesar was sitting. Three Horses clears his throat and his eyes jump to his king. "Your brother got hurt during 'de raid," he says.Cesar grits his teeth, he's pissed off about being interrupted. "How injured?" he asks."A long gash on his arm," Three Horses replies. "He's in a lot of pain" Cesar rolls his eyes. I suppress a giggle. "Stupid bastard," he growls. "Where is he now?"Three Horses nod his head down th
" Tiger Claw, What are you doing, " He said in a worried voice." She pissed me off " I replied" Dammit you Cassandra, pray for your life because you injured Dances with Wolves favorite mistress If he sees what you did. he will rip off your skin "He said and Cassandra started crying begging for mercy." I can't do anything, He whipped Three horses 30 times because he slapped her and you made her face bleed, You will surely die, I came here because he told me to guard this harem "She sits on her knees " Please Elizabella forgive me! I don't want to die please I am scared "She begged and begged" It's okay, next time be careful! Drinks with a waterfall I will handle the situation, Don't say anything to Dances with wolves "He looked at Michelle with a smile on his face and replied " Okay " I don't know if he said that to me or Michelle but the way he was looking at her is so gentle.He went outside and stood beside the door." You won't tell him, right? " Cassandra questioned with