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I wore a groove in the floor with my pacing. Hours had crawled past since he’d left me at the door, and still nothing. The silence of the bond was a blade at my throat, sharper with every minute. I had reached for him again and again, desperate, frantic, but he had shut me out, walled himself off so completely it was like he had never been there at all. The hollow of it gnawed at me until my chest felt empty, scraped raw.I tried to sit. Tried to breathe. Tried to tell myself he would come back. But every creak of the house made me jump, every flicker of shadow made my pulse trip. What if he wasn’t coming back? What if I had pushed too far, doubted too deep, and he had decided I wasn’t worth it after all? He had told me once what it would mean if he left me—that I would not survive it. And the terror was that he was right.My hands shook as I pressed them to my face, whispering apologies into the silence, words he could not hear. I would have begged if it would have made him open the
The streets opened before me like a vein, sunlight striking every stone until the whole city gleamed like a wound. I welcomed it. Pain was cleaner than doubt, easier than the echo of Morien’s laughter or the memory of her eyes when she thought me false. Each step seared, each breath rattled smoke from my skin, but still I pressed on.The trail was easy to follow once I forced myself to listen past the noise of traffic and heartbeat. Blood has memory, and his sang to me from every wall he touched. My brother had not learned subtlety in my absence. He never cared for shadow the way I did. He wanted me to find him. He wanted the hunt.I moved deeper into the sprawl, toward the places where the air stank of fear and cheap liquor, where mortals went missing without headlines. And there—scrawled on brick in blood that had not yet dried—was his signature. Not words, not symbols. Just a mark cut with precision only I could read. The angle of the stroke, the economy of the wound. A private jes
The sun still burned in my skin as I left her. Each step seared, the scent of scorched flesh clinging to me like a brand. I welcomed it. Better the fire of the day than the fire she had stoked with her doubt.She had looked at me as though I were a liar. Me. After I had bared myself, after I had sworn, after I had held nothing back from her. That disbelief cut deeper than the light ever could.The bond pulled, begging I open it again. I kept it shut, but the effort left my chest tight, my jaw aching from the restraint.She had never felt the bond go silent before, never been denied the constant thrum of me. To cut her out was cruelty, I knew, and it gutted me even as I did it. But I wanted her to feel it—the cold void where my fire had always been.I wanted her to know the wound she had carved into me. I would not soothe her guilt. Not yet. Not until the doubt was ash between us.So I walked into the streets with the sun gnawing at me, and I swore with every scorched breath that when
The morning came soft, for once. I woke to quiet, the blankets tucked around me, my body heavy with exhaustion but whole—healed from the hush’s torment, though not from the endless ruin Theron had dragged out of me. My muscles ached, sore in places I hadn’t known could ache, but beneath the ache was a glow I almost didn’t want to name.On the nightstand lay a slip of paper, written in his jagged hand—letters crooked and sharp, shaped in strokes that looked as if they belonged behind glass in some museum, ancient script pulled from another age. I am above, among your things. The machine that hisses like a serpent has been conquered. A cup waits for you.My chest tightened as I traced the letters with my fingertip. There was something unnerving about it—like touching history, like holding proof that the man who had ruined me in the night was older than every city I had ever walked.The strokes felt deliberate, austere, beautiful in their severity. It should have been unsettling. It was
Her hand brushed my wrist and all the centuries I had taught myself patience turned traitor. The bond surged, fierce and bright, pulling me into her heat as surely as a tide drags wreckage back into the sea. Her mouth found mine, soft and trembling, and for one reckless moment I forgot the sun still stalked the windows, forgot the danger of day, forgot everything but her.She tasted of iron’s ghost and want. Every part of her pressed to me asked for more—her ribs shuddering, her pulse a drumbeat I could not ignore, her small, desperate sounds making my restraint quake.I kissed her until the promise of night threatened to break too soon. My fangs grazed her throat without piercing, drawing a gasp that nearly undid me. I whispered her name against her skin, reverent and hungry, the syllables older than stone and truer than vows. She arched into me, and I thought of the moment we lost—the knock, the interruption, the fury of being torn from her as she trembled on the edge of ruin. Now s
Sleep was never easy anymore. Not with the bond humming through me like a second heartbeat, not with the memory of Theron’s presence saturating the air even when he sat silent in the corner. I drifted, I surfaced, I dreamed of his mouth at my throat, and I woke with my pulse thrashing.But this morning, I woke to something else—the weight of eyes. Not his. Lani’s.She sat hunched at the edge of the couch, blanket bunched around her shoulders, face pale with exhaustion. She looked like she’d been dragged through the night by sheer stubbornness alone. Our gazes met, and in that instant I knew she had not closed her eyes once while I slept.“Lani?” My voice rasped. My ribs ached when I tried to sit up, the memory of Theron’s hands steadying me a phantom burn along my side.She rose quickly, crossing to me, pressing a hand to my shoulder before I could move further. “Don’t. Just… stay down.” Her eyes flicked toward the shadows of the room where I knew he lingered, silent, immovable. “You







