Arpit's POV
It was drizzling this morning. I love rain. Well! It is because I used to enjoy the rains with Niharika during college. Whenever it rains, I remember her. So many years have passed but it seems it's just a previous day. No doubt my sister complains that I am stuck in the past. She was too innocent in those days. I wonder if she has changed a lot. She has surely moved on. After all, we aren't teenagers anymore and she doesn't even know that she is indeed, special to me. She doesn't even know that I was attracted to her and I haven't felt such an attraction with anyone till now.
Since I will be meeting her today because it is my first day for work, I remembered one of our stupid adventure which gave me goosebumps literally.
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Once during our second year, she had been wearing a white top and black jeans. It was during the month of September and it started pouring like cats and dogs. Niharika and I were studying together on the lawn. She removed all her books and mine too as we ran towards the shade. She went into the lawn to enjoy the rains. She appeared as a Greek Goddess drenched in water. I was immediately sexually attracted to her for the first time that day. I remember vividly she had called me too and I couldn't stop myself despite I despised rains. Going near her, I could see her black bra forming the outline of her attractive breasts as the transparent top had stuck on her wet skin. She seemed so innocent as she was oblivious to this fact. She was purely enjoying the rain dancing to her own tune!
Her nipples were upright perhaps, due to heavy rains. The strands of her hair on her face were embellishing her sexy look that day. I had never felt like that before but I could sense something inside me. I developed the sudden urge to touch her. Her wet lips were alluring enough to make me mad. I somehow controlled myself and asked her to come in shade. She obliged and when she had seen herself in the shade, she was embarrassed as the transparent top was stuck on her skin revealing all her sexy curves. Luckily, there were not many people around. She excused herself for using the washroom. Even I ran to the washroom to control my manhood.
That incident changed a lot. I felt distracted by her. My dad's health was not in a good condition at that time and our finances were pathetic. My sister was a spinster and being an elder son of my parents, I had responsibilities. There was no place for love or any other distraction in my life. I had begun distancing myself from Niharika after that incident. I became selfish and I feel guilty of losing a good friend due to my insecurities even today. I wish Niharika could fill up this void at least once.
I was utterly wrong when I tried to find reasons to stop talking to her because of that incident despite she had no mistake. It was me who couldn't control myself and I was victimizing her.
Observing the changes in me, she called me at my landline.
"Hi Arpit", she said very sweetly.
I had become jealous that she was rich enough to sustain herself by that time. I scornfully said, "Why have you called?"
"Arpit, are you fine? If you are busy, I will call later."
I was getting mad for no reason. I said, " We are mere strangers, Niharika. Stop being my mother asking whether I am fine or not."
"We will talk later", she said in a low voice. I knew she must be controlling her tears.
I had just cut the line.
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My mother called me for breakfast and I observed it was already 8:30 A.M. I had to reach the office by 10 sharp and I knew I was late. I went for shower and got ready in a blue shirt and black trousers. I ditched my business suit and blazer because I am a researcher and I have no meetings. Grabbing my breakfast, I rushed towards the office.
Niharika's POVIt was raining today. I used to love rains at a time but now I despise rains to the core. It was raining when I lost a good friend. The guy whom I loved, respected and liked the most insulted me on a rainy day. The guy whose dreams I thought were mine shattered all my dreams and this rain wiped those broken pieces years ago. Drinking my coffee, I began visualizing the past once again.Remembering those idiotic college days, a tear skipped from my eye.During our second year in college, out of no reason Arpit had begun behaving weirdly. I knew about his finances. I knew he had some tensions. I thought he needed support and as a good friend, I spoke over the phone when he shouted at me leaving me broken into thousand pieces. Ideally I should have stopped the things right away but I planned to mend everything and decided to speak to him in the class next day.It was raining on the day when I decided to speak to him. I remembered I wore a white kur
Arpit's POVI had been waiting to meet Niharika today primarily because I had planned to apologize for my selfish deeds in the past. I couldn't control my urges and I bombarded my anger on her disturbing her throughout. Infact, the worst thing is I didn't even apologize to her before leaving the college.I remembered that I had planned to apologize to her on the last day of college. It was our last examination of third year and we were bidding goodbye to each other marking the end of our college life. I had dressed up in a maroon T-shirt, the one which she had gifted me on Friendship Day. I had worn it almost after a year. In the exam hall, I was restless, how to talk to her and what would I say. Completing my exam in time, I rushed towards her examination room. She came out of the room after the bell rang, handing over her answer sheets to the invigilator.She walked past me. I tried to stop her, I called her but she didn't listen. I ran past her and stood in fron
Niharika's POVI immediately contacted Mr. Bose informing him what Mr. Walia had said. We focussed over the people knowing about this project. Only me, Mr. Bose, Arpit and Sapna knew about it. I couldn't imagine who could betray me. Mind pointed out at Arpit but instincts did not. Mr. Bose has never done anything like that despite having several opportunities in the past. He is the one whom I could trust. Sapna is kind of mysterious but what would a house maid do, I thought brushing off all these thoughts.While discussing the things Vikram could do, we realized possibilities are endless. My annual fashion show, international deal and shares are under a serious threat apart from the research project, I realized.During the discussion, one of my employees came up with a letter. Upon examination, we realized it was a court notice. A woman named Niyati Verma had complained against our facial cream in the consumer forum. According to her, many customers in her beauty s
Arpit's POVI came home to find my mother a bit restless. She was ready in a silk sari and asked me to take her to her doctor for a regular check-up. She is a heart patient so she is on medicines. Her blood pressure is a major concern for all of us and hence, I can't leave her alone. This is the main reason for me to work in India. I couldn't persuade her to move out of India with me because she wishes to die in her homeland like dad did. She loved dad the most and after his death, her health has deteriorated considerably. Now, she asked me to come back from Australia and stay with her. I want to be with her in her last days.*****Sitting in my study, I am almost done with my writing the proposal for the project which is more or less the plan of action, just without the results. I genuinely wish that the outcomes must come positive or I swear the fiery tigress would eat me alive.I chuckled at my chain of thoughts. Sitting in my study and working on my lapto
Arpit's POVI couldn't sleep at night. In the morning, I got ready for the office. I had to meet Niharika and tell her about the conversation I had over the phone at night. I don't know how she would react but this is only what I could do. I cared for my family first, if she doesn't assure my family's security, I will resign. I made up my mind to resign amidst the turmoil and got ready for the office. I wore a black colored business suit and combed my unkempt hair.I had a peaceful breakfast with my mother. She sensed my tensions but she thought I was worried about our health. Little did she know, I had got an ultimatum of a storm. Looking at her face, I realized she wanted to question my worries and I was not interested in anything. I knew my answers would give her more tension which could be detrimental for her health, so I got up picking my bag and left. I hopped into the car and began my journey.While going to the office, on the way, I entered a lonely lane I
Arpit's POVInstead of going to my cabin, I went straight to the 12th floor and entered Niharika's cabin only to realize that I didn't knock and I knew she would react. I was panicking because of the bikers today.I saw her holding a coffee mug and standing near the window sill. She was wearing a beige colored business suit and pencil heels. Her hair was falling on her shoulder. She was in a deep thoughtful mood. She looked very enticing. I was tempted by her beauty. All my fears vanished. I wanted to stand beside her forever. I mentally planned not to resign. I wanted her, her peace, her smile back."Dr. Khandelwal, why are you not used to knocking on doors? You must respect your boss's privacy." I heard her. My thoughts were interrupted."Madam, I am threatened by someone for working with you. Your business rival is probably conspiring." I said and played the conversation to prove my point. I told her about the bikers. I showed her the paper.She list
Niharika's POVI wondered what happened within a few minutes. "Was it even a serious proposal?", my heart enquired just to be sure."Yeah, it was certainly a real thing", my mind answered.His apology made me realize that it was my ego who kept this issue for long. I never thought about his point of getting distracted. I wondered how different things would have been if I had not punched him that day. We would have been good friends at least.I had been craving his 'I love you' for the last fifteen years. I wanted to jump in joy.I planned to play along. After all, he was distracted by me, he loved me and he chose his career. I really appreciate his choice because love cannot buy necessities of life but he took so long to confess. If he would have not applied for my company, we would have never met and he would have never confessed. These practical thoughts ran in my mind only to make me strong enough to play along.I remembered the moment when he
Niharika's POVIt was indeed a hectic day today. I was tired. As soon as I reached home, I felt betrayed by Sapna. I didn't feel safe in my own house. My instincts emphasizes over something being wrong.I entered my house to find Sapna lying with a pool of blood on the kitchen's floor.I was taken back. I knew something was wrong, very wrong.I called the Assistant Commissioner of Police, Mr. Aryan Vashistha and explained the turmoil to him. He rushed to my place along with his team. My advocate and detective, Raghav had already come. The ambulance was on the way.My study was ransacked. I received a call on my phone. I picked it up expected the worst."Niharika, my nephew..." I could hear feeble, weeping voice of Arpit."What happened, Arpit?" I asked. My heart beat was racing."Niharika, my nephew, my nephew has not reached home from school. I searched him everywhere. He is in trouble. Please help, please help me."