AMELIA'S POV
"Yes. Yes, I will need the documents tomorrow." Damian's voice came floating out of the living room and I strolled to him, and saw that he was still on the phone. Jeez!Did the man never take a break from work? Surely, his staff could hold the forte, especially after considering the fact that it was the night of his wedding and obviously his honeymoon.Even though our marriage was not real, I expected him to at least take a break. Just as I was about to leave, he ended the call so I decided to join him on the sofa.He turned towards me immediately, his brows raised. "Did you want something?" he asked.I swallowed, wondering where to start. His tone was somewhat cold."Actually, I was hoping that we could talk... you know, get to know each other." I snuck a glance at him from under my lashes and flushed when I saw his steel grey eyes staring at me fiercely. That gaze unsettled me, had me stumbling to get the words out. "Seeing as we just got married and it's our honeymoon and all that... it's a good idea for us to er-..."I paused, groped for ways to express myself."Let me get this straight. You're referring to us bonding, perhaps doing what regular married people do. Right?"I bit my lip. "More or less... Yes.""I see. Perhaps I wasn't clear when I told you about the terms of the contract. Now please listen, Amelia. This is not a real marriage. See our union as business transaction, which is what it is. I want and expect no emotional connection between us. We will just have to live under the same roof but we don't even have to see each other everyday. What I expect is for you to sometimes accompany me to some rather tedious business dinners as my wife. That's all. You are free to do whatever you want with the rest of your time. Oh, and er- we will be sleeping in different rooms. Your room is the first door on your right after you climb the stairs. If you don't like it, tell the housekeeper. She'll show you to another." He paused. "Are my quite clear now?"I forced myself to meet his eyes. "Very clear."He nodded. "Good. If you'll excuse me, I have some rather urgent business matters to attend to. Have a good night."I clenched my fists to stop the urge to hurl one of the sofa pillows at his head as he walked away. A miserable, hollow feeling began to creep up my chest.He was right: our marriage was simply just for show. I had to put that in my mind and live my life the best way. But why was I so bothered that he wouldn’t bond with me?A minute later, I shuffled to my room, turned off the lights and curled up in a fetal position on the bed. I lay awake for a long time in the dark, sad and trying to reconcile myself to the fact that my marriage to Damian was not going to be hearts and flowers.“It’s just strictly business,” I mustered to myself before dozing off to sleep.*************************I woke up at the crack of dawn, showered, got dressed, had breakfast and then sat in my room, moping. I didn't know what to do with myself. The house was so big and I wondered how I would get through the days, weeks and months ahead.A knock sounded at my bedroom door."Come in," I said.Damian came in. He was dressed in an immaculate grey suit, white shirt and grey tie. He looked exotic and I flushed slightly."Hi," I flashed him a smile."Hi." He gave me an appraising look. "Plan on staying in here all day?”I shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe I'll see something on the television later," I said vaguely."Take my advice. Instead of staying in this house all day, go out and spend some of my money. I have lots of it." He took steps closer to me and dropped a credit card on the table. "Buy anything you want. I'm off to the office."Without another word, he turned on his heel and left. I fingered the credit card he left and after several minutes of thinking, I decided to go shopping.However, I was still shocked that he had given me his credit card. Noah had never done that in our two years of marriage. I drove to MagniShop, a classy shopping mall I had never been to before. I was welcomed gracefully and I wondered if it had anything to do with being Damian’s wife.I went straight to the clothing aisle, browsed through pricey clothes and picked anyone that took my fancy. Having had enough of clothes, I turned the corner to the section for jewelry and almost bumped right into Noah. I froze, as did he. Seeing him again sent a searing pain through my heart. I looked away at once and made as if to pass him."Amelia," he barked. "Where the hell do you think you're going?"I walked on. He grabbed me by the shoulder and spun me around to face him."What the hell, Noah!" I hissed. "Have you lost your mind?"Noah's eyes flashed angrily. "Don't you dare walk away from me when I'm talking to you. Why are you even here?"I scoffed. "What do people do in shopping malls?"He grabbed the clothes slung over my arm. "Go shop somewhere else.""Noah!" I cried, outraged.I attempted to take back the clothes. He drew his arm back and yelled in my face. "Are you bloody deaf? I said beat it!""No. I won't. You can't-""I can and I will. I am one of the partners of this mall and I have the right to send out undeserving customers like you. Now leave before I call security to throw you out!”I started to say something, but stopped. Noah's outburst had already drawn a circle of onlookers. I hesitated, then stormed out with my head held high."That's right. Get out and never come back," he yelled after me.Outside, I fumed. I had never been as embarrassed like that in my entire life. I was so furious that my hands were shaking when I dialed Damian's number. He was the only one who could solve my problem with Noah and put him in his place."Yes?" he answered curtly."I took your advice and went shopping. I ran into Noah at the mall. He- he threw me out. He said he’s one of the partners in the mall.” I told him, my breath rising and falling."I see. What mall is that?"“MagniShop.” I answered. "Give me a minute. I'll call you back. Don't leave." He said, then ended the call immediately.I went into my car to wait, eyeing Noah as he paraded around the mall in an attempt to taunt me. After waiting for about five minutes, I received a call from Damian. I quickly answered it, hoping he had some good news for me and he did."You're now free to do anything you want in there," he said. "I just bought the mall for you from the CEO. All partnerships including with Noah has been terminated. Any of the staff can call the head office to confirm this."He hung up before I could say anything else. I stared at the phone, my mouth agape. Then the excitement hit. I could literally do anything I wanted! I approached two security guards, told them what Damian had said. They checked and confirmed it was true. With the guards flanking me, I sashayed into the mall, found Noah talking to one of the mall's staff. I tapped him on the shoulder. He turned and did a double take at the sight of me."You again!" he thundered. "I thought I told you to-""No. You are the one getting the hell out." I smiled at him sweetly, then raised my voice. "Security, throw this man out."The guards immediately rounded him up and began leading him out. When Noah resisted, they grabbed his arms. He stared at them in disbelief."Get your hands off me," he shouted. "She doesn't give the orders here. Don't you know who I am? I'm your boss-""Not anymore," I interjected. His stunned look was like salve to my wounded ego. "I just bought this mall."AMELIA FIVE YEARS LATER "Yay! Pancakes! Mum made pancakes!” The excited shouts... or screeches were followed by the sound of running footsteps. I sincerely hoped they were not... But of course they were, I thought in mild exasperation. Lily and Liam came racing towards me on their little feet, their eyes much like Damian's, fixed on the plate of pancakes I held. "Hey! Please slow down, guys," I called when Lily, still running, looked over her shoulder and screeched excitedly when she saw Damian. Damian was chasing them with Liam's favourite stuffed animal. "Slow down! Slow down!" I called more loudly as the twins approached me. “You’ll hurt yourself if you keep running around!” At the same time, they got to me and clutched my dress, giggling. I glared at Damian, who gave me a boyish, unrepentant grin. "Liam! Lily!" I said, turning my attention back to my kids. "How many times have I told you to stop running in the house? And Damian-" "Yes, sweetheart?" "You ar
THREE MONTHS LATER DAMIAN "Oh, come on!" I muttered to myself as, for what felt like the umpteenth time, my fingers slipped on my silk tie. I had tied knots, dozens, even hundreds of times before. But this time, I couldn't even manage to tie a decent one. I knew what the problem was, though. Apart from the fact that my hands were sweaty, I was anxious and nervous. Seeing as I had gotten wedded once before, one would have thought that I was used to the whole process by now. This time was the first time, in a way, the first phase of my new beginning with Amelia. "My wife," I said aloud, pausing to stare at my reflection in the mirror. A smile lifted the corners of my mouth. The word 'wife' did have a nice ring to it. Amelia was still technically my wife, but today, she became mine for real, not only in name. And it wasn’t like our first wedding, which concluded in minutes and was void of any emotions. "Hey!" I flinched a little and turned to the door, then shot an irr
THREE MONTHS LATER Noah's head throbbed. It banged like the world's noisest drummers were having a nonstop concert in it. His eyes felt like they were going to bulge out of their sockets as he walked-no- stumbled his way out of the bar he had been getting wasted in for hours. "Out of my way, you," Noah growled, shoving someone out of his way. "What the- Watch where you're going," the man he had pushed shouted. “Such a fucking asshole.” If only everything wasn't spinning so fast, Noah would have gone back to plant his fist in that asshole's face. It might have made him feel slightly better, hurting someone. Hate burned within him. He hated his life. He hated this noisy, shitty bar he had chosen to get drunk in. He hated every freaking thing. Eager to get some fresh air, Noah hastened his steps the closer he got to the door. He had just gotten outside when he lost his footing and- THUD! He fell on his face, gasping for breath, inhaling the smell of dust on the cold f
DAMIAN I looked up the stairs, checking to see if she was heading down the stairs. She wasn't. Not yet. What a surprise she would get tonight, I thought. With what was no doubt a goofy smile on my face, I touched the ring safely nestling in a box deep in the linings of my pocket. It felt like lead was there, a pound of it. I felt my smile slip a little bit as I thought of what this night would bring. I was nervous as hell about proposing to Amelia even though I was entirely sure that she would not refuse me. I wanted to do it right. I wanted the moment to be perfect for the both of us. Sighing, I willed my lips to speak the right words when the time came to declare my love for her, to ask her to marry me. Perhaps a simple 'I love you. Will you marry me?' would be best. Or not. The direct approach wasn't always the best, especially in romantic situations. "What are you shaking your head for?" Amelia asked in a voice I could detect the humour in. I raised my head to lo
AMELIAWith a slightly shaky hand, I pulled out a handkerchief and dabbed at my sweaty brow. I had been taking deep, steady breaths for the past few minutes, but it had done nothing to alleviate my nervousness. I didn't think any woman had been this nervous to tell the father of his child that she was pregnant. Damian was unwittingly making my nervousness a hundred times worse the longer he stayed away. What was he still doing up there anyway?I straightened and straightened the placemats on the dining table for what felt like the umpteenth time. And then I heard his approaching footsteps and immediately stood straight. "Where's the food?" Damian said cheerfully, standing just inside the door and looking around. "In a- in a minute," I said. "I wanted you to come down first. I didn't want your food to get cold."I stumbled into the kitchen and stumbled back out. My hands trembled so badly that I almost dropped a dish cover on Damian's foot."Sorry. Sorry," I apologized as I caught i
AMELIAI turned my head a little to get a good look at the wall clock and saw it was just a quarter past eight. Good. I nodded. The gossip show would start soon, and I was amped for it. I adjusted until I was very comfortable in my seat and took yet another bite of popcorn. On the big television, an ad for a new washing machine was being aired, and then my phone pinged, signalling that it was time for the show. I grabbed the remote and quickly changed the channel. Just as I did, the familiar soundtrack of the gossip talk show came on.The words 'STRAIGHT TALK WITH MILES' popped up on the screen in bold caps. The message grew more extensive and slowly faded into the background. What appeared next on the screen was a live studio in which was seated a tall, youngish man, very much like Anton in looks. I immediately recognized him as Anton's friend in the talk show biz, the one who was going to help me dig up dirt on Noah, the one who was to talk about Noah today on his show based on a