Chapter 4

'Let's go.' I grit out at Ron and he just completely ignores me and looks at Ace. 

'You know Ace she has always been -' I then went to him and closed his mouth with my hand and I smiled at Ace then I started ushering Ron out of the door. 

'Are you going to be okay he seemed to be really drunk.' 

'Don't worry I will be the one driving good night.' 

'See you soon Izzy.' he says and I felt butterflies in my stomach. 

I then dragged Ron out when we got outside I gave him a little push. 

'Hey!' he complains. 

'What were you trying to do in there you idoit?'I ask really annoyed at him. 

'What it's the truth isn't it?' 

'Truth you idiot you just told him I was still a virgin you might as well said I have never had a kiss.' 

'But I didn't so chill.' he says as if it's nothing. 

'No I will not chill!' I was beyond angry who knows what he would have said if I did not decided to close his big mouth in time. 

'Let's just go I will deal with you tomorrow.' 

I then went and opened the passenger door for him and he got in and I made sure to slam the door too since I couldn't vent all my anger to him at the moment I might as well do it to his precious car. 

I then got in the driver sit and started driving. 

That's when I heard his stomach rumble and when I looked at him he was a little pale. 

'Hey are you okay?' I was angry at him but I didn't want anything to happen to him he was still my best friend after all. 

 Next thing I knew he was throwing up in the car and my stupid ass looked down at the vomit, I have a weak stomach so it didn't take long for me to  start gagging next thing I knew I was puking too. 

'Shit why did you do that?' I ask but I wasn't really expecting an answer because the idiot fell asleep 

I just drove us as fast as I could back to my place because the smell was not really pleasing and I could vomit again at any moment. 

When we got to my house I tried to wake him but he just wasn't bulging. I then went and called Ruby to help me. 

'Word of warning do not um look inside of the car.' 

'How am I supposed to help him out of the car if I don't look in the car? ' she asks looking annoyed. 

We then went to the car she opened the door next thing I knew she was crunching up her nose. 

'I told you.' 

'What-you know what don't tell me I don't want to know.' I then went and helped her get him out of the car. 

'This idiot is so heavy.' I cry then we got him to the couch. 

'Well after that I'm sure I've burned enough calories for today.' I say as I throw myself onto the couch and I sighed. 

I got up and went to my room, removed all the makeup and took off the dress and put on my pj's and my mind went back to the events that unfolded today. Oh my God my crush finally noticed me after all these years. 

When he touched me I felt my heart flatter, I could still feel the heat of his hand on my thigh or how his thumb started moving. 

I was really never the girl that guys noticed I was always teased for the way I looked. Usually they all preferred my sister since she was the whole package big tits, ass, flat tomach and smart. 

While everyone knew me as marely Ruby's sister not Isabella but I really did not let it get to me but deep down it has always hurt that I was never someone's choice. So the fact that he actually remembers me meant alot to me because it meant maybe I had a chance with him. 

I remember when we were kids how he would always protect me from my bullies even though he was older than me, even though he was supposed to hang with the cool kids he would always take care of me. 

Now here we are today and I'm still in love with him. That night I went to sleep thinking about him. 

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I woke up to a text on my phone and it was an unknown number when I read it it said 

Good morning beautiful - A

I know who it was already and it was Ace I myself smiling. 

I then replied with a good morning text then I went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. 

Then I went downstairs i saw Ron sitting on the couch. I tip toed to him and when I got there I got down to his level and went to his ear. 

'Ron!' I yell and that resulted in him being startled and he groaned right after. Payback's a bitch. I let out a little laugh. 

'Why did you do that?' 

'because you deserve it you little bitch why did you tell him I was still a fucking virgin?' I ask my angry face on. 

'tell who?' 

'Ace you idiot.' his mouth forms an 'o' 

'oh chill I'm sure he didn't take it serious even if he did its true anyways.' 

'But that doesn't mean I wanted him to find out you idiot!' I yell at him. 

'Lower your tone Izzy.' he groans touching his forehead. 

'No one told you to go get yourself drunk.' 

'Jeez sorry then.' he mutters then he stood up and went to the kitchen. 

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After that day Ace and I texted frequently not only that but he took me to dates. 

Our first date was at this fancy restaurant and what he said left me shocked. He said that he had always liked me that he did not act on his feelings because of the age difference and my naive little heart fell for it. 

From there we went on different dates at first I convinced myself I did not belong in his type of world I still do believe that I don't belong but as long as I had him I didn't care. 

Little did I know that this little act of his was just a facade that he was just using it and me being the naive girl whose desperate for love I fell for it. He lured me into his trap and I fell into it, how my happiness would soon turn to sadness, my love into hate, from being in the light to being taken into the dark where there's no where to escape, the regrets, lies, pain I endured and how I became a surviour. 

*There is one pain, I often feel, which you will never know it's caused by the absence of you- Ashleigh Brilliant *