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First Morning

Author: Lillycruze
last update publish date: 2026-05-29 16:44:16

I woke up and didn't know where I was for exactly three seconds.

Then I remembered.

The house.

I lay still and let that settle. The ceiling above me was different — lower than the penthouse, older, the kind of ceiling that had seen enough years to stop trying to impress anyone. The light coming through the east windows was something else entirely. Not the city light I had woken up to for eight months. This was real morning light. The kind that came from an actual sky rather than filtering throu
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