LOGINThe next morning, the air was colder, as if the tension of yesterday had settled on the stone walls.
A knock came at my door– lady Storm, the lady of the house walked in. She entered the room with calm grace that belied her age. Her eyes, though tired, held none of the harshness her son had shown. "I hope you slept well," she greeted. I nodded, "I am well rested." "Well, they're some things I have to teach and show you as the new lady of the house.... Come with me," Her tone was warm but cautious. As we walked through the manor, she gestured towards ledgers and rooms, weaving between duty and kindness. Her steps were deliberate, her explanations clear. Eventually she stopped, her hands gently touched my arm, " About Darell, he'll warm up to you soon enough. You both were thrown in this marriage. But I do apologise for how he's been treating you." Before she could respond, another voice chimed in–a younger brighter one. "Good morning ,lovely ladies." It was Coral, looking radiant under the sun's glow and unmistakably pregnant. A subtle bump round her midsection. How had I failed to notice it yesterday? She noticed my eyes lingering on her bump. "I wanted to tell you myself," she smiled sheepishly. "But all that tension yesterday ruined it." Lady Storm chuckled, "You will be taking over the household duties from next week. So do start familiarising yourself with everything." I smiled. She excused herself, leaving us in the sunlit drawing room. The drawing room was flooded with soft light. Floral curtains shifted gently with the breeze, and the scent of honeysuckle drifted in from the garden outside. The room lacked the coldness that echoed through the rest of the estate. Here, it felt.....loved in. Coral eased in a cushion seat with a soft sigh rubbing her belly. "I've been craving nuts crushed in bananas for days. My sister says it's disgusting and won't let me eat at the same table as her," she said. She chuckled ringing the bell. Moments later a maid appeared, and tea was ordered , a long with a tray of sweets and fruits. "I don't remember you being this quiet," she observes. "I feel a little bit awkward," I laughed nervously. "Being back and seeing how everything has changed has quite affected me. I don't know if you're the same people I knew back then." "I am still me," she said. "I picked flowers with you, teased Darrell together. That young kid is still here." I studied her searching for that young girl beneath the glow of impending motherhood and gentle poise. "You've grown to be the woman you've always wanted to be," I said. "What woman?" She asked sipping her tea. "A poised, elegant woman. You would stare at the ladies who came for garden parties and pick the elegant of them all," "And then later drag both of us into a mud pool," we burst out laughing remembering how chaotic we were. "I also admire how you've adapted to everything," I said honestly. "Marriage. Motherhood." "Well," she said reaching for a sugared cookie. "Adaptation is a polite word for surviving with grace." I watched her bubbly exterior crack. She sounded tired. It made me sit straighter. "You don't sound happy," She waved it off, but her fingers tightened slightly around the edge of her teacup. "I'm content. Anyone enjoying all this luxury and servants at your beck and call..... won't you be content?" I wanted to ask what she meant but she now felt distant. But I had approach her some way. "You should have sent me the wedding invitation," I tried to chase the tension away. "We eloped," but I had made it worse. And then....the door to the drawing room slid open with a muted scrape, admitting Darrell himself. He paused on the threshold, coat half buttoned and hair still damp from a morning ride. Whatever words he'd intended dried on his lips when he saw Coral's hand resting a top mine. For a heartbeat the three of us hung in a fragile stillness. "Good morning," he said at last. The greeting was Civil, but the tension beneath it coiled tight. Coral's bright composure returned like a curtain dropping. "Morning brother. Have you come to steal my company or maybe the last of the sugared biscuits?" "I came for the ledgers," he replied stepping farther in. His gaze flicked to me, then slid away. "Mother said they'd been moved here." "They're on the escritoire," I said gesturing with my teacup. Darrell picked up the stack of leather bound books, thumbed their worn spine and set them down again as though they'd grown heavy. "Did you go through them?" He asked. "Not yet, but I was planning to," I answered. "Brother do spare as a minute, we were reminiscing," Coral said. He glares at me, "Reminiscing can wait, duties don't." "You speak as though we've never known duty," I ventured. My voice was softer than intended, but the challenge was there," Your mother has just shown me half the estate and explained all my duties at dawn." He lifted a brow, " and found it lacking?" "No," I said. "Found it magnificent..... and in need of care. The sort of care a household grants when it works together, not at odds." Something flickered across his features–hurt or was it annoyance? – before he masked it with indifference. " A lecture already? We've only been married for two days." "It isn't a lecture, Darrell," Coral interjected easing her swollen feet onto a footstool. "It's a suggestion –learn to listen for once." A muscle jumped along his jaw. He gathered the ledgers once more. But before turning he addressed me directly: "After luncheon the steward will bring you the household accounts. If you wish to help start from there." With that he strode out. "I feel stiff. Let's take a walk in the gardens."The days that followed left Clara with little room to breathe.Cerelith had taken it upon herself to order an entirely new wardrobe, lighter fabrics, brighter colors, all meant to reflect what she called her new self. Seamstresses came and went, arms full of silks and sketches, their voices filling the halls with endless chatter.Darrell, meanwhile, had thrown himself into assisting Edmund with renovations and moving in.And I ....... had the estate.Winter had loosened its hold, and with it came a thousand responsibilities. I oversaw the transition carefully,storehouses, gardens, staff rotations. New uniforms were being commissioned for the servants, something more suited to the warmer months.I sat now with a merchant, a catalogue spread open before me , fingers brushing over samples of fabric as he spoke at length about quality and stitching.“…this weave, my lady, will hold its color even after repeated washing.....”The door opened. I didn’t need to look up to know who it was. Ce
The ride back to the estate was silent.Coral had chosen to stay behind at the cabin, needing time to process everything. I had insisted I would be fine on my own, but the emptiness beside me in the carriage felt heavier than expected.Darrell didn’t say a word. His eyes were fixed forward, calm, almost unreadable.I watched the trees sliding past the window, the frost of winter had given way to the green. The world seemed to change quietly around us, and yet the tension inside the carriage remained unchanged.The rhythm of the horses’ hooves was the only sound that punctuated the long stretch of road.Eventually, the carriage slowed, pulling up to the estate. Darrell stepped down first. “Here we are,” he said, his voice low, measured.He extended a hand toward me.His grip was firm, steady, grounding in a way that made the air around us feel suddenly lighter.As I stepped down, our eyes met, and for the first time that day, it felt as if words weren’t necessary. The estate loomed befo
Lady Meridia’s funeral had been a quiet affair, held by the cabin near the lake she had loved. No grand procession. No crowd. Only a handful of people, and the stillness of a place that seemed to understand what had been lost.I could not stop comparing it to the last time I had stood there. Then, the world had been covered in white. The lake frozen solid, the air sharp but alive.I walked slowly along the water’s edge, her steps unhurried, my gaze fixed on the gentle ripples where ice had once been.I remembered gliding across it, laughter caught in the cold air, my breath visible with every turn. I remembered how carefree it had felt.I remembered Darrell. He had stood with his grandmother then, something unguarded in him as he listened to her speak. There had been warmth in his expression, a quiet kind of joy I understood at the time.Now, that warmth felt like something borrowed from another life. The snow was gone. The ice had melted. The lake looked… ordinary.Or perhaps....
That evening, the estate had settled into a hush. I sat before the mirror in my chamber, fingers working slowly through my hair as I braided it over my shoulder, the steady motion giving me something to focus on.The door opened softly behind me. I caught Coral’s reflection before I turned. She lingered by the doorway, in her nightgown, her shawl clutched tightly in her hands.She looked… nervous.“Coral,” I said gently, though I did not rise. “You needn’t hover there. Come in.”She stepped forward hesitantly, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of her shawl, twisting it in small, restless motions.For a moment, neither of us spoke. Then I exhaled quietly and set my hands still against my lap.“I won’t tell Darrell anything,” I said, my voice calm, meeting her gaze through the mirror.“But,” I added, turning slightly to face her more fully, “I think it would be wise if you did… at some point.”Her eyes dropped, the weight of the unspoken settling heavily between us.Silence stretched
The next morning arrived softer than expected.The gardens were quiet, kissed by a gentle breeze that carried the scent of blooming flowers and damp earth. I sat beneath the shade of an old tree, sunlight flickering through the leaves above, casting shifting patterns across her skirts.Across from me sat Edmund. For a time, he spoke, and I listened.He told me of the roads he had traveled, of shifting alliances, of whispers that had turned into something far more dangerous. His tone remained steady, but I knew him well enough to hear what lay beneath it the caution, the weight, the things he chose not to say aloud.“And you?” he asked at last, his gaze sharpening slightly as it settled on her. “How have you been here?”I hesitated, my fingers brushing lightly against the fabric of my sleeve.“The Storms have treated me well,” I said, my voice even, composed. “There is nothing I lack.”It was not a lie. But it was not the truth either.Edmund studied me for a moment longer than n
The warmth of the hug lingered in my arms long after Edmund pulled back, his faint smile still lighting his features.But the moment felt fragile, like a dream I wasn’t allowed to fully savor.“I—I have to settle my men at the family home,” he said softly, a hint of regret in his tone. His hand brushed briefly against mine before he stepped back. “There’s much to organize before tomorrow.”I nodded, trying to steady my racing heart. “Of course…You're settling at the Rosendal's estate?""I hope it didn't crumble down...."he joked, like he always did.“Tomorrow,” he added quickly, catching my eye. “I will visit. I promise. You will not have to wait long.”I forced a smile, though the hollow ache of parting already pressed against my chest. “I’ll hold you to that,” I whispered.With a final glance, he turned and walked away, leaving me standing in the courtyard, the echo of his presence lingering long after his boots had faded into the distance.Coral’s hand brushed against my arm, gentl







