LOGINAlanis
"Don't stop," I push her head further down as she deep throats me. My eyes roll to the back of my head as I enjoy this pleasure. He moans as she sucks me deeper and faster. She keeps going and I keep pushing her head even deeper. This seems to give her pleasure because she continues until I get that release I so needed and cum all in her mouth.
I watch her as she swallows, and my dick gets harder from the view. Fuck, I don't know what I will do without women. Maddie smiles brightly and moves closer to me. She kisses me and I taste myself. We are both naked and sweaty. We have been at it all night.
"That was great," she exclaims satisfied.
I manage a smile and she grabs my dick, enjoying my hardness. I should probably get up and get ready for school. we are already late. Maddie kisses my chest and waits for me to devour her as usual, but I pull her back gently "We need to get to school."
She groans and lies back on the bed, she reaches for a pillow and screams into it loudly. I chuckle at her exaggeration and reach for my briefs. I put them on and walk into the bathroom. I can hear Maddie in her room rummaging through her clothes. That is her ritual, we have sex in the morning and then we head out to school.
I wash up and then walk back into the room, she kisses my cheek softly as I lie back on the bed, feeling too lazy to get dressed. I watch her enter the bathroom and I know that will give me at least thirty minutes.
I have been with Maddie for a year, she is the first girl I have been able to tolerate. I have been waiting a thousand years to find my supposed soul mate. I remember the first time Denis told me about finding my soulmate. Dennis is my father; he is the one that turned me. I remember like it was yesterday. The late 1900's. I was in a hospital ward just a 17-year-old boy dying of cholera. He was a doctor and he saved my life.
Maddie walks out of the bathroom at exactly 30 with a gleam in her eyes ''That was fun. Are you ready?" she asks me and for the first time today, I notice that her hair is shorter.
''Did you cut your hair?''
She rolls her eyes and I watch her reach for a pair of heels in her closet. For the best part of me I can never understand why she always wears heels to school. They always look uncomfortable and she ends up having blisters ''It has been a week, been waiting for you to fucking notice'' she straps them unto her feet and I refuse to give her the satisfaction.
''Get dressed,'' she tosses my jeans to me and I catch them swiftly. I watch her walk out of the room and I know what she's going to do. Breakfast with the rents and that will be another 15 minutes, so I'll end up waiting for her in my car while she acts like a good daughter. I get up from the bed and put on a new pair of boxers that I kept in one of her drawers. I put on the same clothes I had on last night.
I don't mean to eavesdrop on their conversation but that's something I have no control over. I can hear them like they are right next to me. I can't choose to block out their voices.
How was your night?
Her father asks her.
It was great. Slept all through.
I roll my eyes because lying has really become so easy for her. I remember when we first met, Maddie couldn't tell a lie to save her life. I like to think I turned her into a bad girl. I am not proud of it and it's not like I make her do or say the things she does.
You need to stop seeing that boy, you think we don't know? I heard him come in last night.
Oh shit.
I put on my clothes faster and fly out of her window hurriedly. I jog to the far end of her street where I parked my car and wait for her in it. My phone rings and I groan not in the mood to answer the call. It is my brother Darrian. The call ends and I release a sigh of relief. Darrian is a bully; he has always been and somehow our whole life has been a competition. He hasn't found his ''True love" and I put it in quotes because I don't think I believe in the whole finding your one true link.
''You didn't come home last night,'' he exclaims angrily. I don't know why he is even angry in the first place.
''I was with Maddie,'' I tell him even though I am over 100 years old and I don't have to explain where I am to him.
He laughs into the phone and the sound irritates me ''What a waste of time. Father wants to see you before school,'' he hangs up before I can even get the last word and I groan frustrated that I have to call him my brother. I have three brothers and their links. We are all the same age and we all go to the same school. Darrien is the only one I can't get along with; there is just something about him that irks me so much.
I see from a distance before she gets into the car. I start the engine and drive until I get to her. I stop the car and she jumps into my jeep. ''Sorry, my dad couldn't shut up this morning,'' she leans closer to me and plants a soft kiss on my cheek.
I start the car and we start our journey ''I gotta make a stop home first'' I tell her and notice a wide smile on her face. I haven't introduced Maddie to father and I don't think I am ready ''Really, can I meet the rents today?'' she asks with so much hope in her eyes. I sigh because I am not even in the mood to start explaining why I don't think it is a good idea for her to meet father and mother. They wouldn't understand why I am in a relationship in the first place.
I am supposed to just wait.
Until the day I finally find my link but I don't believe it will ever happen. At first, I used to believe in it and I was so hopeful and excited to finally find my soul mate but after so many years and so many girls. I have given up and I don't want to wait for the universe to tell me that I am supposed to end up alone.
''We are not staying for long. You can just stay in the car while I do what I need to''
I see the disappointment in her eyes but she tries to hide it well ''Oh...okay. No problem.'' we get to my house and her eyes open wide from how big it is. This is the 100th house I have lived in with my forever family. Being vampires, we have had to move to so many places to get away from the suspicions. This is the most recent home. We moved here just a year ago and I have been with Maddie ever since.
There are a couple of red flags in this town and the worst of them all is the mutts—yes you heard right. Fucking werewolves. We didn't know when we came here that they would be in this town so you can imagine the surprise we had when we found out. I even have a couple of them in my class. The worst one of them all is Beau. Beau Foxly is the most annoying person I have ever met. The most popular but still annoying. He thinks the world revolves around him and the way people act around him is repulsive. I just wish he could disappear from existence.
''I'll be back soon'' I walk out of the car and into the house and Milani Cranwell is waiting for me. I can already hear their whispers in the main living room. I know they are talking about my relationship with Maddie.
They keep quiet when they hear the door close. I walk all the way to the living room where I know there are. The door is slightly ajar and I can tell how many people are in the room. Their scents are strong, its nauseating.
''Get in here Lan'' father calls already sensing my hesitation. I take a deep breath as I brace myself for whatever is about to come. The door creaks in a terrifying tremble and I walk into six pair of eyes.
Father, mother and my three brothers. Their wives are absent which is good. I know this is an ambush. They want to talk to me about Maddie. I don't see what the big deal is but they all seem to think being with her is the biggest mistake I could ever make. I actually don't understand why it is such a big deal, they seem to think that I shouldn't waste my time being with someone that there is no prospect. They say it is a waste of time, I will find her soon enough and ill end up hurting Maddie in the end.
''What's this for?" I ask immediately I walk in.
Father sighs ''Have a seat first"
I walk over to the couch by the fireplace and obey his instruction. They all sit down following my defeat and I face them ready to hear their woes. "You didn't come home last night'' father speaks up instantly.
''I know, I was busy'' it is not a good excuse. I know but I have never even had to explain my reasons for not coming home; so why are they starting it now.
He frowns and the crinkles on his forehead deepen. He is angry, in fact very angry. ''You have to break up with Maddie'' he changes his voice to a calm tone. I know he is controlling himself. I don't think I have done anything to get him upset but father is very emotional.
''I don't understand what you mean?''
Belis the oldest one of us decides to intervene ''It is a simple instruction. Stop acting stupid will you'' I look at him and he is glaring at me. What the fuck is going on right now?
They are all watching me. They want me to react, they know how fucking aggressive I can get. I take a couple of deep breaths because this is the only way I can relax. I don't want to go into full beast mode. I don't want to give them the satisfaction of even thinking they remotely won this.
''Why?'' remain calm. Talk to them like rational human beings.
''We had a meeting yesterday evening and I also spoke to Eli from the fore ones. You will never find her if you keep on dating Maddie. You have to be alone''
The fore ones are the first vampires that ever existed. They are like a spirit guide to all things supernatural. They are the wisest ones out there and the fact that Father called Eli is scary. He thinks something is wrong with me.
Fuck.
''I've been alone for a hundred years. I've been waiting and nothing, what makes now different?'' I stand up from the couch because I am fucking pissed. I am trying really hard to control myself. This is my family we're talking about but they are no making it easy on me.
''Sit down,'' mother finally speaks up. She has been quiet all through this. I guess she just won't have me disrespecting him.
''No, this is bullshit. Why are you all on my ass? This has gone on for too fucking long. I am getting tired of you all trying to beat me up on the fact that I haven't found the supposed person I am to spend the rest of my fucking life with. It's not in my control''
Belis jumps forward and before I know it, he is in front of me. His blue eyes darken and his breathing becomes heavy. He is fighting father's battles again. As usual.
''How dare you"
I hold unto my stance, not showing any fear. If he wants a fight, he will get one from me ''Get the fuck away from my face'' I warn him. My hands are in a fist. I will hurt anyone that tries anything funny.
He doesn't listen and before I can push him off me, he punches me square in the jaw. I knew that was coming, I could sense it before he hit me. Now no one can tell me anything. He made the first move. I feel the blood as it drips down the side of my mouth and a smile creeps up to my face. Smiling means that I won't let him win this; smiling because I will have his blood.
Alanis.He can see right through me.All day, I could tell he knew something was wrong. He gave me this weird look, like he was using his eyes to tell me that I could trust him. I know I can trust him. This is not about trust; this is me not wanting to see him hurt again. I really don’t know how he will handle this. He is still trying to get over his father and now I have to spring this up on him.How do I do that?The day ends and I succeed in not saying anything about what I know. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I know I have to tell him but I don’t know how to tell him, here I am staring into his eyes and keeping something so big from him.I am uncertain about what he will do, he might end up killing his uncle. I need to tell him the truth but I can’t just blurt something like that out. Rex was suspicious, the last time I spoke to him, he mentioned something along those lines. He has an inkling and I think he is the best person to talk to about it. I couldn’t get a
Beau.The funeral ended with so many emotions and I don’t know how to handle them all at once. Lanis has been acting weird and I know that something is up. he is trying to hide this from me—his worry but I see right through him. We are at the rec centre in the community. It is customary to eat together as a pack after a funeral. For the rest of the night we all of have be together in the same enclosed place. I just want to get away and be with Lanis, I will be okay once I can lay in his arms and hold him tight."How are you holding up baby?" Bells comes up to us with a compassionate smile.I manage to return her smile back to her and she moves even closer. Lanis is watching us and I can sense jealousy emanating from him. He hasn’t said anything but I know he doesn’t like how close we are. I know he wont say anything because that’s just the kind of person he is."Today went well," she says as she sits on my lap. She doesn’t seem to care that my mate is right next to me. I have seen thi
Alanis"What did you see El?"El is driving us back home to meet with Father. I have been pestering him to tell me what he saw, I am sure now that Beau isn’t here, he might open up to me.He sighs for the umpteenth time today "Look, what I saw has already happened. I didn’t see the future," he exclaims and I furrow my brows because he has never seen the past before."Is that possible?"He shrugs and I watch as he turns the steering "It has never happened before," he explains "But it is possible.""What did you see?"We are almost home; he looks away from the road for a second and I see pain in his eyes. Whatever he saw must have been terrible. The fact that he doesn’t want Beau to know makes it even more terrifying. How will I be able to handle whatever he saw?I will have ti share it with my link. He will have to know whatever it is. I am thinking far ahead. Different thoughts are running through my head, this is what I do, i over think things. I don’t know anything yet but I am alre
BeauI have seen a lot of dead bodies; this is not my first rodeo but looking at his lifeless body on the ground hurts too much to handle. I am not allowed to cry; I can’t show any form of emotion and the only person that makes me strong enough to handle anything is not here right now. The funeral preparations have been going on for a couple of hours.There are three stages to saying goodbye to the dead.We first provide a proper honour to their spirits, this usually takes roughly an hour to perform, Alby the elder of the pack will be the first to smear a small amount of his blood unto the dead and also on their gravestones and then the rest of us follow suit.The second stage gives us an opportunity to make our peace and say the final goodbyes, even though I am not the alpha yet due to the fact that I haven’t done my mating ritual, I am still the next in line, which means I will be the first to say goodbye. Fallon will be the next and everyone will take turns until the pack as a whol
Alanis"Father is back," Eligio tells me.He wants me to go back home with them, I am not leaving Beau so somehow, I have to convince him to come with us. "I have to talk to Beau about it, we will go together."He frowns, I look over the couch and Darrien is already getting antsy, he wants to leave and I don’t blame him."He should stay here," Eligio mutters."Why?"He shrugs "He shouldn’t leave in case Cassius comes back."I frown "I can’t leave him alone; he needs me in case Cassius comes back." I am being stubborn but El should know that he can’t win this argument. I don’t want to leave Beau right now."What If he comes back and the Alpha of the pack isn’t here?""We won’t sleep at home; I’ll just hear what father has to say and bring him back.""You know he is better off here right now; besides we are having a meeting as a family.""He is part of the family."He shakes his head "He isn’t, not really."I am getting angry."Why don’t you want him to come with me?" he seems to be hid
BeauWaiting is the worst.Waiting when you are not sure of the outcome, that is what I am doing right now. It has been an hour, Darrien hasn’t come out of the room. The suspense is killing me.Lanis doesn’t seem to be worried, he said it’ll be alright and I completely trust him but I don’t trust his brother. I know the guy hates Lan, what I don’t know if he intends to actually help us right now."Stop fidgeting,"I look at my boyfriend "I am okay, totally not fidgeting," i tell him.He chuckles and I realize my legs are shaking continuously. He places his hand on my right leg in an attempt to stop the shaking "Take a deep breath and relax."I follow his instructions and try for the breathing exercise but the door open and reveals Darrien. His expression is blank and doesn’t give me a hint of what he has done. I don’t know if he was successful, all I know at this moment is that he is done trying.’’Is he okay?" I stand up from the bench and run over to him. He nods his head immediatel







