เข้าสู่ระบบAlanis.He can see right through me.All day, I could tell he knew something was wrong. He gave me this weird look, like he was using his eyes to tell me that I could trust him. I know I can trust him. This is not about trust; this is me not wanting to see him hurt again. I really don’t know how he will handle this. He is still trying to get over his father and now I have to spring this up on him.How do I do that?The day ends and I succeed in not saying anything about what I know. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I know I have to tell him but I don’t know how to tell him, here I am staring into his eyes and keeping something so big from him.I am uncertain about what he will do, he might end up killing his uncle. I need to tell him the truth but I can’t just blurt something like that out. Rex was suspicious, the last time I spoke to him, he mentioned something along those lines. He has an inkling and I think he is the best person to talk to about it. I couldn’t get a
Beau.The funeral ended with so many emotions and I don’t know how to handle them all at once. Lanis has been acting weird and I know that something is up. he is trying to hide this from me—his worry but I see right through him. We are at the rec centre in the community. It is customary to eat together as a pack after a funeral. For the rest of the night we all of have be together in the same enclosed place. I just want to get away and be with Lanis, I will be okay once I can lay in his arms and hold him tight."How are you holding up baby?" Bells comes up to us with a compassionate smile.I manage to return her smile back to her and she moves even closer. Lanis is watching us and I can sense jealousy emanating from him. He hasn’t said anything but I know he doesn’t like how close we are. I know he wont say anything because that’s just the kind of person he is."Today went well," she says as she sits on my lap. She doesn’t seem to care that my mate is right next to me. I have seen thi
Alanis"What did you see El?"El is driving us back home to meet with Father. I have been pestering him to tell me what he saw, I am sure now that Beau isn’t here, he might open up to me.He sighs for the umpteenth time today "Look, what I saw has already happened. I didn’t see the future," he exclaims and I furrow my brows because he has never seen the past before."Is that possible?"He shrugs and I watch as he turns the steering "It has never happened before," he explains "But it is possible.""What did you see?"We are almost home; he looks away from the road for a second and I see pain in his eyes. Whatever he saw must have been terrible. The fact that he doesn’t want Beau to know makes it even more terrifying. How will I be able to handle whatever he saw?I will have ti share it with my link. He will have to know whatever it is. I am thinking far ahead. Different thoughts are running through my head, this is what I do, i over think things. I don’t know anything yet but I am alre
BeauI have seen a lot of dead bodies; this is not my first rodeo but looking at his lifeless body on the ground hurts too much to handle. I am not allowed to cry; I can’t show any form of emotion and the only person that makes me strong enough to handle anything is not here right now. The funeral preparations have been going on for a couple of hours.There are three stages to saying goodbye to the dead.We first provide a proper honour to their spirits, this usually takes roughly an hour to perform, Alby the elder of the pack will be the first to smear a small amount of his blood unto the dead and also on their gravestones and then the rest of us follow suit.The second stage gives us an opportunity to make our peace and say the final goodbyes, even though I am not the alpha yet due to the fact that I haven’t done my mating ritual, I am still the next in line, which means I will be the first to say goodbye. Fallon will be the next and everyone will take turns until the pack as a whol
Alanis"Father is back," Eligio tells me.He wants me to go back home with them, I am not leaving Beau so somehow, I have to convince him to come with us. "I have to talk to Beau about it, we will go together."He frowns, I look over the couch and Darrien is already getting antsy, he wants to leave and I don’t blame him."He should stay here," Eligio mutters."Why?"He shrugs "He shouldn’t leave in case Cassius comes back."I frown "I can’t leave him alone; he needs me in case Cassius comes back." I am being stubborn but El should know that he can’t win this argument. I don’t want to leave Beau right now."What If he comes back and the Alpha of the pack isn’t here?""We won’t sleep at home; I’ll just hear what father has to say and bring him back.""You know he is better off here right now; besides we are having a meeting as a family.""He is part of the family."He shakes his head "He isn’t, not really."I am getting angry."Why don’t you want him to come with me?" he seems to be hid
BeauWaiting is the worst.Waiting when you are not sure of the outcome, that is what I am doing right now. It has been an hour, Darrien hasn’t come out of the room. The suspense is killing me.Lanis doesn’t seem to be worried, he said it’ll be alright and I completely trust him but I don’t trust his brother. I know the guy hates Lan, what I don’t know if he intends to actually help us right now."Stop fidgeting,"I look at my boyfriend "I am okay, totally not fidgeting," i tell him.He chuckles and I realize my legs are shaking continuously. He places his hand on my right leg in an attempt to stop the shaking "Take a deep breath and relax."I follow his instructions and try for the breathing exercise but the door open and reveals Darrien. His expression is blank and doesn’t give me a hint of what he has done. I don’t know if he was successful, all I know at this moment is that he is done trying.’’Is he okay?" I stand up from the bench and run over to him. He nods his head immediatel







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