Masuk“Mr. Dhark, we need to discuss the company’s long-term succession plan.” One of the board members began.
I immediately frowned, not bothering to look up from the document lying on the table in front of me. I didn’t need to, because I knew exactly where this conversation was going. Another board member cleared his throat. “Public image matters, Mr. Dhark. You’re thirty-six and investors value stability. An heir would reassure them.” Lifting my gaze slowly, I tried to remain calm and composed. “My marriage and my family will not be discussed by this board.” The board members exchanged knowing glances. “With due respect, Mr. Dhark,” another board member added carefully. “It’s been five years since your marriage to Claire Moreau… yet she has not conceived. I believe it is time to evaluate the reason.” The word ‘evaluate’ hit me like a slap. As if Claire was a failing business asset that needed evaluation or replacement. “If the issue is from your wife,” He continued. “Of course there are other options.” The sentence made my heart beat louder than usual. Other options. Eva. It felt like something restless stirred inside me. She was a memory that simply refused to go away. I stood abruptly, the legs of my chair scraping sharply against the polished floor, making several board members flinch. “Meeting’s over.” I declared. “Mr Dhark—-“ “It’s over.” I repeated. My tone was harsh and unquestionable. There was no room for argument. I walked out of the conference room before my temper exploded, but their words followed me like an echo. An heir, stability, public image. Even the elevator felt suffocating on the way down. I hated when people cornered me about things I couldn’t fix, things I didn’t know how to approach without destroying the person involved. Claire. The last thing I wanted was for her to get trapped by the world’s expectations. But that was exactly what was happening. And somewhere at the back of my mind, a face lingered. A face I had tried so hard to forget —Eva. Her green eyes, her teasing smile, her easy laughter. A ghost I had buried who refused to stay dead. The next morning, I woke up to sunlight spilling across the room. Claire sat at the edge of the bed, still dressed in yesterday’s clothes, staring at nothing. I realized she had not slept after our argument last night and immediately felt pity for her. She had seen the photos, confronted me and I hadn’t given her even the slightest reassurance. For a moment, I remembered a different version of her. I remembered the woman who would bring me tea when I worked late, and I would kiss her forehead in silent appreciation. I had been gentler then. Before I realized how dangerous my emotions were. So I hardened again. “Claire.” I called, sitting up slowly. She wiped her cheeks quickly, pretending she hadn’t been crying, then turned to me with a faint smile. “Good morning.” Her voice trembled. Her eyes were red and swollen. “We should go to the hospital today, just like you said.” The board had pushed my hand. After the meeting, I’d instructed my secretary to schedule an appointment with a fertility doctor… and call Claire to inform her. Perhaps I should have called her myself. “Are you sure you’re up for it?” I asked, sincerely concerned. Claire nodded. “I want to know what’s wrong with me.” Her voice was so small, I barely heard her. Something twisted inside me. I hated it when she spoke like everything was her fault. There were a lot of things I wanted to tell her—things I should have said last night, instead of shutting down. I wanted to tell her nothing was wrong with her. That the photos meant less than she feared. That I was sorry for being an ass. But when I opened my mouth, nothing came out. The hospital smelled like disinfectant and lavender, a scent I knew too well. A scent that dragged memories I had buried, back to the surface: my mother’s failing body, the machines beeping around her and her fragile hand in mine. Many years later and hospitals still felt like a graveyard. Claire and I sat side by side in the doctor’s office, waiting for our medical reports. Her hands were clasped tightly, trembling. She was terrified. I wanted to reach for her and put her hand in mine. God, I really wanted to. But I couldn’t. “Mr. and Mrs. Dhark.” The doctor called, snapping me out of my thoughts. “We have reviewed all the scans and tests.” My heart pounded in my chest and I noticed Claire stiffen as the doctor flipped through a file. “As we suspected,” the doctor started. “There is extensive scar tissue around Mrs. Dhark’s uterus. It significantly reduces the chances of pregnancy.” Silence followed. A heavy silence _ the kind that punches you in the throat. Claire’s face collapsed. “So… what does that mean?” “It means pregnancy is extremely unlikely,” the doctor said softly. “Even with treatment.” It felt like my heart had stopped. Just like the last time I saw my mother… “So…” Claire whispered, snapping me out of my trance, “I can’t get pregnant?” “It is very unlikely.” The doctor replied gently. Claire’s shoulders fell. She looked so defeated, so broken. I hated myself for causing her agony with my silence. My hand twitched and I almost reached for her. But somehow, I remained still. All I could hear was the board’s voices: an heir… stability Claire turned to me with glassy eyes. “Lucian… say something.” What could I possibly say that would make her feel better? All I felt was pressure and guilt. “We’ll discuss it later,” I finally said. Those were the wrong words, but they were the only words that came out. Her eyes darkened with hurt. “Later?” She looked like I had just slapped her. “Yes.” I said as I rose from my seat, ready to finally leave the hospital. “I have a meeting.” Her lips parted in disbelief. “After what we just heard?” “Let’s go home Claire.” The words came out harsher than I intended, but I needed to leave before the hospital walls suffocated me and the memories swallowed me whole. The doctor looked away politely, but the damage was done. The ride home was silent. Claire stared out the window, with tears sliding down her face. This time, she didn’t wipe them away. Once again, I couldn’t bring myself to reach for her and hold her. I couldn’t even find the courage to say her name. Guilt consumed me as I sat beside her, useless, while she cried. I had hurt her and I would never be able to fix it. When we got home, she stepped out of the car and into the house without saying a word. Not even a goodbye. On instinct, I followed her. She walked through the front door and into the bedroom, slamming the door shut. I stopped at the closed door, frozen. Unsure of whether I should knock or just leave her alone. I chose the latter. I didn’t know how to be the man she needed in that moment. Claire deserved better than a man who couldn’t even hold her hand. As I turned to leave for the office, my phone buzzed. I glanced at the screen, expecting my assistant. I felt my heart skipped a beat when I saw the name on the screen. Eva Sterling. I hesitated for a moment, then curiosity… weakness won. And I opened the text. “We need to talk. It’s about the photos.” — Eva. My pulse was racing as I stared at the text. I knew Eva too well. And I knew leaked photos were never an accident with her.I poured myself another glass of wine. The bottle was already halfway empty, but I didn’t care. I had stopped caring about things like that a long time ago. Standing by the window of my apartment, staring down at the city while the lights blurred beneath me was therapeutic in its own way. Somewhere out there, people were living ordinary lives— Going to work, falling in love, getting married, having children… Things the universe had somehow decided I didn’t deserve to have. They probably had no idea how quickly everything could be taken away. I took a slow sip of my wine, then turned to look at my phone, sitting on the table behind me. I stared at it for a few seconds before reaching for it. There was one person I needed to speak to. I dialed the number. She answered after the second ring. “Hello?” Her voice was quiet. Careful. I smiled. “Tell me about them.” There was a pause. “Mr. and Mrs. Dhark?” “Who else would I mean?” I sassed. “I’m sorr
By the time we reached the bedroom, I had stopped smiling. Not because I wasn’t happy—I was. But something had been bothering me since we left the kitchen. I walked toward the closet and opened it. Lucian was watching me. “What are you doing?” “I need clothes.” He frowned. “You have clothes.” I pulled out one of the dresses I had left behind last year. “This is one of the clothes I left here before the divorce.” I held it up. “It doesn’t really fit the way I want it to anymore.” Lucian leaned against the doorframe. “You’ve been wearing these?” I shrugged. “Some of them.” His expression changed. “You didn’t tell me.” “I didn’t think it was important.” I walked toward the closet again. “My work clothes are still at my apartment. I have a lot of suits, dresses, shoes… everything I actually wear to work.” Lucian nodded. “Then I’ll have to send someone to get them.” I turned toward him. “No.” I said quickly. He frowned. “Why?” “Because I need to go back to
Neither Camilla nor I noticed when the kitchen door opened. We were still standing there, wrapped in each other’s arms, both of us crying like we’d just survived the world’s saddest movie. Until I heard a familiar voice— “Should I be concerned?” I froze. Camilla froze too. We pulled apart very slowly. Lucian stood in the doorway. His tie was slightly loosened, and his suit jacket was hanging open. His facial expression was somewhere between confused and amused. His dark eyes moved from Camilla to me, then back to Camilla. “Why are you both crying?” Neither of us answered. His brows pulled together. “Claire?” I wiped my cheeks. “Nothing.” “Nothing?” Camilla sniffed. Lucian stared at us. Then his eyes dropped to my stomach, and understanding slowly crossed his face. “Oh.” His mouth curved into a smile. “You already told her.” I nodded. Camilla laughed through her tears. “I couldn’t help it.” Lucian shook his head. “You’re both so dramatic.”
By the time I got home that evening, the mansion felt different. Maybe it was because I felt different. Walking through those doors without wondering whether I still belonged here, was something I had to get used to. I was carrying a secret that had already begun changing everything. Our baby. I didn’t have to look too far for Camilla. I found her in the kitchen, standing by the counter, arranging dinner ingredients. When she heard me walk in, she turned immediately. “There you are,” she said. Her eyes moved over me. “You’re home later than usual.” “I know.” I smiled. “I got caught up at work.” Camilla nodded, returning to what she was doing. “How was your day?” She asked. I leaned against the counter. “Long,” I groaned. “Did you eat?” I laughed softly. “You sound like Lucian.” “Someone has to make sure you two survive.” I smiled in appreciation, then looked at her. That’s when I remembered there was something I needed to tell her—something I had
The boardroom was already full when I arrived. Directors, directors executives, senior shareholders. People who had been making decisions in my absence. People who had quickly begun discussing what Dhark Holdings would look like without me while I was incapacitated. The conversations stopped the moment I walked through the doors. Every head turned. I didn’t acknowledge them. Instead, I walked toward the head of the table and took my seat. A few seconds passed, and no one spoke. I looked around the room. It was almost amusing. These were the same men who had been so confident while I was lying unconscious in a hospital bed. Now they couldn’t even look me in the eye. I placed my hands on the table and spoke into the microphone. “I assume everyone here knows why we’re meeting.” Silence. “Good.” I leaned back. “I’ve been informed of what happened while I was away.” A few people shifted in their seats. I noticed—I always noticed. “I won’t waste this meet
The city moved past the tinted windows of my car that morning, but I barely noticed it. My thoughts were still at home—with Claire and the tiny life growing inside her. Our child. I still couldn’t quite believe it. Every time I thought about it, something unfamiliar settled in my chest. Joy. Pure, overwhelming joy. Claire was going to be a mother. And I was going to be a father. I found myself smiling. A ridiculous smile, one I don’t think I had worn in years. I imagined a nursery. I further imagined Claire standing in the middle of it, complaining that I had bought too many things—I already knew I would. I imagined tiny clothes hanging in a closet. I wanted to build the crib myself. I imagined small hands, tiny feet… Maybe a daughter. The thought made my smile deepen. Then I remembered the ultrasound image Claire had shown me. The tiny shape in the picture. My child—our child. An ugly memory resurfaced—Eva. The fake pregnancy. The fake ultrasound







