Mag-log inNathan: “Take your friend home first. I need to talk to you.”
Me: “I don’t think we have anything to talk about. If that’s all, I’ll go.” I didn’t understand why just meeting Nathan’s dark gaze could unsettle me so much. I grabbed Liliana by the arm to leave. I had drunk way too much that night. I had let myself go, and so had Nathan. But now I was sober, and I no longer had the courage to talk to him. Liliana: “Well… I’ll leave you two. I just remembered I still have some errands to run. Irene, I’m going now,” she said. I had no idea what she was up to. She let go of my arm and slipped away immediately, leaving me alone. Just as I was about to leave, Nathan grabbed my wrist. He pulled me toward a corner near the stairs and pinned me against the wall. We were so close I could almost feel his scent, his masculine aura. I had been completely drunk that night. Aside from the fact that we slept together, I remembered nothing. And now my heart was racing wildly. Me: “Na… Nathan, what are you doing?” His gaze on me completely destabilized me. I wanted to run away, but my legs felt paralyzed. Nathan: “What’s your relationship with Perry?” he finally asked, his eyes full of questions. Just hearing that name made my chest tighten. The breakup had been a nightmare. Even if I was still broken, I had become very good at hiding my pain. Me: “Nothing. He’s a stranger.” Before, Perry had been the most important person in my life, the man I wanted to spend my life with. Now, at best, we were two strangers. Nathan: “Do you really think I’m going to buy that, Irene?” His eyes hardened, and there was a hint of anger in his voice. I froze. How did he know my name? I didn’t remember ever saying it in front of him! Me: “How do you know my name?” I looked up at him, my voice weak. Nathan: “It’s not hard for me to investigate someone. And the woman next to Perry just called you.” He frowned, and the depth of his voice made me feel almost stupid. Me: “I… I’m leaving. Running into you today was just a coincidence. And… thank you for what you did earlier.” I turned to walk away after saying that. But once again, he trapped me against the wall. He placed his arms on either side of me, closing the distance. At that moment, I could clearly feel my heart pounding uncontrollably. His handsome face was so close to mine. Anyone would react in front of a man that stunning. I wasn’t used to being so close to men. During the seven years I had been with Perry, I had gotten used to keeping my distance from others, so being face-to-face with the man I had given my virginity to last night made me incredibly uneasy. Nathan: “You’re leaving just like that?” He leaned in slowly, his deep, seductive voice sending shivers down my spine. His words stirred something in me, and my heartbeat went wild. Me: “What do you want?” I held my breath as he approached me. Nathan: “Come on… are you trying to play hard to get with me now?” Suddenly, his eyes darkened as if questioning me. At first, I was still a little flustered, but when I heard what he said, anger rose inside me. What did he mean by that? Was he implying that I was playing hard to get? Me: “I don’t know what you’re talking about. Sorry, I have to go.” I pushed his arms away roughly, wanting to leave. He must have been insane. Since when had I ever played hard to get with him? I had no idea what he was talking about! At first, I thought he wouldn’t let me go so easily. But surprisingly, he didn’t try to stop me again. I had never felt so shaken while walking alone through the streets. The scene at the shopping mall replayed in my mind. I didn’t know how to forget Perry or how to end my heartbreak. When I returned to Liliana’s place, she bombarded me with questions about Nathan. Liliana: “Come on, tell me. What’s your deal with that guy? Is he the man… the man you slept with that night?” Liliana was a very smart person. Honestly, she would have figured it out even if I hadn’t said anything. Under her endless questions, I eventually admitted that the man I had slept with was Nathan. Liliana: “Irene, seriously, Nathan is not bad at all. If he became your boyfriend, he’d be a thousand times better than Perry.” Liliana obviously wanted me to get over my breakup, so she started putting “dangerous ideas” in my head. I weakly shook my head and sighed. She had it all wrong. Other than that one night, there was nothing between me and Nathan—and there never would be. We came from two different worlds. What kind of man was Nathan Spence? With a flick of his wrist, he could shake the entire Milshire. He owned properties and businesses all over the country. He kept a low profile, but everyone knew he was a billionaire. Me: “There’s no way anything could happen between Nathan and me. Stop imagining things.” With that, I went back to the room to rest. Liliana: “You know he’s Perry’s boss, right? Didn’t you see how respectful he suddenly was when he saw Nathan? If he found out you were actually his boss’s girlfriend, it would hurt him even more.” Her words annoyed me. Yes, I had wanted revenge. Yes, I had been furious when I saw Perry with Courtney. But it had just been a moment of anger. Nathan and I… we were nothing. Just two strangers. I didn’t even know why he had been in that bar that night. Maybe he had his own problems—even billionaires do. But that had nothing to do with me. What mattered was healing from the breakup and finding a job to support myself. I had left my previous job because it was too far from Perry’s place. I wanted something closer to his office once we were married. In the end, not only was the wedding canceled, but I also lost my job. Who could be more unlucky than me? Losing everything for a man… Two days passed. Thanks to Liliana’s support, I slowly pulled myself together. I realized it wasn’t worth suffering over an unfaithful man who betrayed me. I returned to a normal life. I thought I was finally ready to start anew.Suddenly, Nathan spoke in a calm tone, his voice devoid of any emotion. I had thought he was already asleep with his eyes closed. My heart trembled, and I looked at him in panic. I hadn’t expected him to see right through my emotions so easily. Me: You’re overthinking. What are we? And do I even have a reason to be jealous? However, I would never admit my feelings for him, because I knew it was the last thing he wanted from me. If I confessed that I was jealous, he would certainly realize that I was in love with him and start suspecting me. Nathan: If you’re not jealous, then why did you look so angry earlier? Hearing my answer, he turned to look at me, disappointment flashing briefly in his eyes, though his tone remained calm. Me: It’s nothing. I just think that if you’re already seeing someone else and no longer interested in me, you should let me know so we don’t waste our time. If Nathan wa
Skye: It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. I was just asking. Seeing that I didn’t answer, he didn’t press further. Soon, we arrived at the hospital. Before parting ways, I thanked him for the ride, and he insisted on getting my phone number. Honestly, I didn’t really want to give it to him, but the way he reasoned and persuaded me made me feel guilty for refusing. He didn’t seem like a bad person, so I wasn’t too worried. Later, I stood outside Wayne’s ward. I looked through the glass to see my mother giving him her homemade tonic soup, her expression unusually soft—the kind I had never seen on her before. After lingering a moment at the door, I finally summoned the courage to enter. My mother turned and saw me, and instantly, her gentle smile vanished, replaced by a scowl. Me: Mom, how’s Wayne’s leg? What did the doctor say? I paused and asked softly, looking at her. M
Me: But…I wanted to say something, but Nathan didn’t give me a chance and kissed me on the lips to silence me. His kisses were wild and commanding, with a hint of anger.It wasn’t surprising—any other man would have lost control hearing what I had said tonight. It was a miracle Nathan had held himself back until now.He carried me to the bed while kissing me. My eyes were wide open, my heart full of anger and frustration. I was genuinely annoyed and wanted to push him away—but he felt like a huge boulder pressed against me, impossible to move no matter how hard I tried.Nathan: You’d better cooperate tonight. Otherwise, your resistance will only make my desire grow stronger.He grabbed both my wrists with one hand. His lips pressed against my ear as he spoke in a low, seductive voice.At first, I wanted to resist, but I stopped when I heard his words. I knew he wasn’t joking. When he saw I wasn’t fighting anymore, the corners of
His handsome face darkened, his teeth clenched, and as he spoke, his eyes burned with fury as he stared at me.Me: Of course I didn’t say that! I just… I heard it from someone else.Noticing that all his attention was on me, I quickly tried to explain. Nathan was undeniably first-class in bed—how could I ever think otherwise?Nathan: So… what do you think? Do you think I’m powerful?No matter how hard I tried to blame someone else, it didn’t work. Nathan’s focus was entirely on me. On top of that, his gaze pressed down on me with a suffocating intensity.Me: I… I… I started to stammer.Immediately, I felt resigned. If I had known this topic would end up pointed at me, I would never have said a word. I had only wanted to see his reaction—but now, I was in trouble. How unlucky I had been!Nathan: Since you think I’m not capable… tonight, you’ll decide for yourself if I really am or not.Me: That’s not what I meant
Me: Nothing… I just… it seems like women are really attracted to you, and that makes me happy for you.Meeting his intense, threatening gaze, I panicked and tried to come up with an excuse. But Nathan immediately sensed the ridiculousness of my words.Nathan: Happy for me? Irene, since when do you even have the heart to be happy for me? And why am I only finding out now?He stepped toward me slowly, looking at me with curiosity. Every time he looked at me like that, I always felt cornered. His eyes were sharp, and facing him, I couldn’t hide a single emotion.Me: Mr. Spence… I just remembered I still have some documents to sort through this afternoon. I should get back to work first, I said hastily.Unable to bear his piercing gaze any longer, I hurried past him and left, my heart racing with panic.Back at my workstation, most of my colleagues looked at me with envy. After all, Nathan hadn’t even glanced at them, let alone allow
Me: Alright, then I’ll take this dress, I said.Finally, I had decided to buy it. Even though Nathan had given me his card to spend as I wished, I still chose to use my own money.When I returned to West Northam, Nathan hadn’t come home yet. I quickly took a shower and put on my new dress. Truthfully, I felt a little nervous, but at the same time, excited. How would Nathan react when he saw me? Would he notice the difference?I prepared dinner and sat at the table, waiting for Nathan to come home. To my dismay, he didn’t return for a long time, and the meal had already gone cold. I picked up my phone, thinking about calling him. But he had said that we were both getting what we needed from each other. If I called to ask where he was, he would surely misinterpret my intentions.So, I lost the desire to call. Time passed, but Nathan was still nowhere to be found. I sat on the sofa, my eyelids drooping slowly.Without realizing it, I fell as







