Camila's POV
His thoughtful gaze moves to my comforter as he sighs. "Ethan told me about your liking to wear nice things that make yourself feel good. So please don't stop because of a stupid comment I made." He looks up meeting my eye. And although I don't want to, I believe in his sincerity.
"What if it happens again?" My tone is soft and hesitant.
Alejandro's head snaps up to mine as a hard look covers his face, "It won't. I won't. You have my word."
I nod, believing him, but the frown on my face stays put. "What if the others say something?"
His hard eyes turn cold and I momentarily think that I have done something wrong. I lean away from him, the action causing his face to soften in realization. "If anyone says anything or does anything, you come to me and tell me, yes?" It's not a question and my heart momentarily warms at the genuine concern in his voice. He moves closer, staring into my eyes with a look of promise. "I'll handle it, okay?"
"Okay." I smile, the surge of comfort I feel telling me to push it and make things that much harder for him.
A small mischievous smile forms on my lips as I look at him. "But what if...." I say furrowing my brows trying to think of something else to say to make it difficult for him, but I'm interrupted by an exasperated deep groan as Alejandro falls back onto the bed.
I giggle throwing my head back before looking back down to see him staring up at me with a small smile on his face. The type that I want to keep hidden away from everyone else.
It's not in politeness or because he feels forced to, it's genuine. My smile grows at the sight of such a small yet magnificent sight that could probably bring me to my knees.
Quite literally.
"Give me a break, please. I've been going insane thinking I made things worse for you already." He mumbles making a show of being extra dramatic, I chuckle in relief, smiling shyly at the suddenly sweet man before me.
Now, this was the Alejandro mamá had talked about.
"Okay," I say taking my pointer finger to poke his cheek.
His smile drifts into a firm look as he sits up and tilts his face to look me in the eye. His eyes regard me with sympathy, "I am truly sorry for the circumstances we must meet under and I am extremely sorry for your loss." My smile instantly drops at the mention of mamá. I hated to admit it but I had spent weeks crying myself to sleep every night. Except for those nights I had the comfort of someone else sleeping next to me.
Tears gather in my eyes but I don't want him to see them fall. I hear him shuffle closer as he hesitantly lays a hand on my shoulder in comfort and I look up to him, seeing a sad smile form on his face. "Your mamá was like family to me. I'm so sorry we failed to protect her. But I will do everything in my power to make sure nothing like that happens to you." He assures and I force a sad smile.
His eyes scan my face, pausing at my pale blue almost grey eyes. "Christo, you have eyes just as amazing as your mamá's." He murmurs smiling sadly and it's only then I realize how hard her loss must have been for him too.
"Mamá used to tell me all about you," I say. He lifts his head, his brown eyes scanning mine for a moment, seeming to be looking for something and when he doesn't find it, relief settles.
"Your mamá used to tell me about you all the time, too." He nods, his jaw twitching slightly in memory.
I ignore his behavior as my ears perk. "Really? What did she say?"
"She said you're smart, talented... and beautiful." He sends me a lopsided smile as I move closer to him. "She was right." He murmurs and I beam at him, the compliments making me feel so giddy that I have the urge to hug him, so, I launch myself into his arms.
He freezes as I wrap my arms around his torso, hugging him and after a few moments, I feel his arm come around me almost awkwardly, like he's not used to this.
"Promise me you will come to me if you have any problems and let me take care of it?" He says his voice dripping with eloquence and a light Italian accent that has my mind reeling.
Instead of replying, I nod against his chest, eagerly, basking in his manly scent of cologne and something musky.
"Good." He says moving me away from him and standing up, a look of determination on his face- one that looks much more like him. "You go back to school tomorrow, yes?" He questions and I nod.
He glances at his watch and rubs a hand along his sharp jaw."What time is that exactly?"
"Why?" I ask before my eyes light up at him. "Are you going to drive me tomorrow?"
He shakes his head, but I don't let it deter me. "Can you?" I ask hopefully. He looks like he's going to protest but I blink up at him, giving him my puppy dog eyes that no man has ever been able to refuse and even throw in a little, "Please."
That gets him to sigh and nod reluctantly. "I will move some things around. Come to my door in the morning and wait for me then we will go."
"Yes, Sir," I respond playfully, smiling up at the man, who stares down at me before averting his gaze, with a nod.
I try to hide my giddy smile at how his demeanor did a complete one-eighty while he turns around but not before his deep rich voice bids me goodbye. "Goodnight, Principessa."
I slip under my covers and smile as he shuts off the lights and closes my door.
Goodnight indeed.
Camila's POV The only perk to crying yourself to sleep is the blissful sleep that comes after you've drained your eyes of all the tears.It's like your mind has finally given out, your thoughts all poured out leaving you to sleep peacefully. Which was why when I woke the next morning with flushed cheeks, a puffy face, bloodshot eyes and a dry throat, I didn't complain for I had a delightful slumber. I was effectively knocked the fuck out - in the best way possible.I'd locked myself in my room after the screaming match I'd endured with Alejandro and refused to leave. It'd been two days. And I'd spent those two days locked in my bedroom, ignoring everyone's attempts at trying to get me to come out, eat, talk or anything. Ethan had spent a good amount of time profusely apologising the night of - drunk I might add. But I wasn't ready to forgive him. I'd told him beforehand to make sure Alejandro was coming, only to have him brush me off, telling me that 'he's got it'.Come to find
Camila's POV "Cosa mi hai appena detto?" His voice is low as he speaks calmly, but it's clear the calmness in his tone is masking the anger beneath. (What did you just say to me?)"Leave him alone." I spit glaring at his back. Alejandro turns around, his icy gaze finding mine, and his face scrunched up in a look of pure anger. One that I had yet to see, and had it not been for my anger towards him, I would've been frightened. I want to take a step back but I don't. I stay rooted to my spot as he takes a slow threatening step forward towards me. "I come home from a long day of chasing after a blonde lunatic-" another step and I start to feel his suffocatingly intimidating aura engulf me. "Only to find out that you left and still have yet to return-" His jaw ticks with each word and his gaze is so piercing, I'm surprised he hasn't drilled a hole straight through my skull. "And you're here, telling me to stop?" He spits the last sentence, his face scrunching up and it doesn't take a
Camila's POV My mind, still reeling from the adrenaline, barely registers my movements as I stand and take my bow. "Camila Rodriguez, the youngest opener the Opera House has ever had everyone!" The sound of applauds drawls me back into reality as I stare ahead at the thousands of standing ovations I'm given. My heart swells with pride. Mamá was like me in the sense that she'd always wanted to be a performer and oftentimes liked to live through me. She would have loved this. My eyes almost instantly drift away from the thousands of unfamiliar faces, in search for that devastatingly handsome smile and those whiskey coloured eyes, I don't find them. All I see is an empty seat.Alejandro's empty seat. He wasn't here. He didn't come. And like a bolder to a barely standing wall, I suddenly don't want to be here. Suddenly, I feel like this small victory is meaningless and suddenly, I feel like shit for investing my happiness in someone so disappointing.Yet I mask my disappointment an
Camila's POV I wasn't someone who got stage fright. Crowds didn't make me nervous, in fact- I liked the attention. Performances were just between my music and I. But I'd be lying if I said the thought of Alejandro watching didn't make me anxious. So anxious that I couldn't do any of my pre-performance rituals. Instead, I was glued to my dressing room chair, applying my lipstick and making sure I looked absolutely perfect for my performance. I was going to be doing a solo, which meant that I was going to have all his attention. Would he think I looked beautiful? Would he think I was any good? Would I lift my head and catch his eye mid performance? Would he then smile at me?I couldn't stop thinking about these scenarios. I'd think myself to be pathetic if I weren't so distracted by the excitement of him seeing me play. I hadn't talked to him after telling him I'd reserve him a seat, and when it was time to go home, he'd disappeared with Greta.Marco had mentioned how they were
Camila's POV The greeting is awkward, Alejandro isn't as friendly as Jacob is, but after a while when the conversation turns to money, business and other topics I couldn't be bothered with, he becomes more bearable. The conversations go on around me and I send small smiles and respond the best I can, but its difficult to pretend to be okay. The best I can muster up are short concise replies, making it obvious that I don't wish to talk. All the while my mind kept drifting off to tonight. I'm halfway into my meal when Jacob pokes my side, effectively snapping my attention to him. "You've been awfully quiet, is something the matter?"I look up from my food, feeling Alejandro's eyes on me as I hastily wipe the food from around my mouth. When I was sad or upset, I tended to eat and sometimes I got too carried away devouring my food to realize there were people around. I smile politely as I shake my head. "Sorry, my mind is just somewhere else." He nods as if remembering something. "A
Camila's POV My Alejandro smiles and opens his arms wide ushering her to run into them. Which she happily does.He catches her, lifts her off the ground and spins her around. And all I can do is stand there and watch. Watch as Alejandro's smile turns into a little smirk as he whispers something in Greta's ear discreetly. A move I wouldn't have caught had I not been watching them so closely. I would have also missed the way Greta's cheeks warm into a blush, the color tinting her pale cheeks beautifully."How are you, princess?" He smiles and places a peck on her lips.And that's when everything crumbles. My face drops and I find myself blinking back tears. I was his princess not her. And infront of me?An awful mix of sadness and rage seep into my pores but I let the latter take over, for I couldn't stand anymore sadness.Sadness was the only constant in my life these past few days. I had been feeling particularly alone and down and Alejandro's absence wasn't helping.Ethan's been