Mag-log inAdrianElena walked into the ring because nobody had the courage to stop her, and I've never forgiven myself for being one of them."Miss Duval," said the Reader, kindly."I know who I am.""Do you?" The old woman tilted her head. "I'd be glad to hear you say it."Elena stopped at the edge of the white cloth, three feet from the table. I could see her face by the candle, and it was so exactly Sienna's, white and set and level-eyed, that for a moment I felt the whole ring draw a breath."My mother kept a book," she said. "In a coat. She never told me why. I found it when I was nineteen, with a name in the front, and a line that said, ask her when she's old enough." Her voice shook and steadied. "I spent eight years looking for the person who'd have the answer. I thought I was looking for a sister.""And?""I found one." She turned her head. Across the ring, in the lamplight, Sienna stood quite still beside the table with the Founder's book against her chest, and for one second the two
AdrianThey came up the steps in silence, two by two, and I counted them in my head and got to eighty before the first of them reached the top.It took nine minutes. I know because I'd taken my watch off and laid it on the dresser, face up, in the kitchen window, so that I could see it from the yard. I stood by the rail at the head of the stairs with my back to the broken tower and my hands in my pockets, and watched a long black ribbon of people climb out of the sea into the beam of the lamp. The light swung over them once every eleven seconds. Gold, then dark, then gold. In the gold I saw faces. In the dark I only heard their feet, a soft dry shuffle on wet stone, like a congregation moving to the front of a church.They didn't speak. They didn't look at the tower, or at the ruined lantern room with its blown-out panes and its thin plume of smoke, or at the sea. Nobody carried a lantern. Nobody carried anything at all except the woman at the head of the line, who held a long narrow
AdrianWe held our council at three in the morning, in a kitchen with a dead woman in it, and nobody found it strange.She'd been laid out on the settlement by the dresser with a clean sheet to her chin and her white hair combed, and somebody, Theo, I think, had folded her hands over the head of her cane. Two candles burned at her feet. They gave a warm, low, steady light, and the shadows they threw on the plates behind her were soft and tall as the nave of a church. We sat round the scrubbed table with our tea going cold. Nobody sat in her chair."Let me say what we know," said Sienna.She'd slept for an hour on the flagstones. It had done something to her face. It had smoothed it, somehow, so that she looked younger and a great deal more dangerous, the way a blade does when it's been wiped. She stood at the head of the table with her mother's pencil in one hand and the Founder's book on its stand at her elbow, closed, with its cracked calf cover gleaming in the candlelight."Eighty
AdrianCorinne asked to see him at two in the morning, and I'd never admired anyone so much for asking.She'd been awake all night. We all had, but she'd done it with a kind of fierce stillness, sitting very straight on a hard chair in a corner of the kitchen with her hands folded and her eyes on the old woman's chair, as though it were a task she'd been given. When the clock struck two, she stood up. She smoothed the front of her borrowed cardigan. She looked across the room at me with the face she'd worn in a courtroom, pale and level and perfectly composed."Adrian," she said. "Would you take me to my husband?""Now?""Before the others come." She swallowed. "There isn't going to be another time."I didn't argue. I took the lantern from the dresser, and Elena, without being asked, got up and fell in behind us with a length of rope in her hand. We crossed the yard in the dark. The wind had dropped altogether, and the sea lay flat and black on every side like a held breath, and out a
AdrianShe sent for Sienna at one in the morning, and she didn't want anyone else in the room, which is how I knew she was dying.I don't think I'd have seen it. Not at first. She'd sat through the long night upright in the kitchen chair, with her white hair coming down and her cane across her knees, and she'd spoken when she was spoken to and been courteous to everyone, even to Julian, who'd been put in the annexe with his two men and the lawyer under Theo's watch. She had poured the tea. She had found a spare blanket for Corinne. She'd answered every question the reporter had asked about the books, with a dry exactness that never once flagged, and when Elena had come to sit beside her, a little shyly, and said she was sorry about the library, the old woman had patted her hand and said, "It was only paper, my dear. I've been waiting sixty years for someone to burn it."But when the clock on the dresser struck one, she had put down her cup and looked at the door to the yard and said,
AdrianShe woke at ten to midnight, in the keeper's kitchen, in a chair by the range, and the first thing she asked for was a pencil.I'd been watching her for an hour. We all had. They'd carried her in from the yard on the basket chair and set her down by the fire with a blanket over her knees, and the rest of us had drifted in and out like people at a bedside, not wanting to be in the room and not able to leave it. Corinne had made tea nobody drank. The reporter had found a first-aid box and done what he could for Margaux's hands, which was to wrap them in strips of clean linen and say, "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry," in a kind of helpless chant until she told him, quite civilly, to stop. She lay now on the settlement by the dresser with her eyes shut and her breath whistling, and the old woman sat beside her with a hand on her forehead.Sienna hadn't moved from the stool at her mother's feet."There," said Sienna, very low. "There she is."The grey eyes had opened. They looked at the