LOGIN~Valerie~
My muscles clench tight. Everything in me is fucking taut and on edge. I can’t breathe properly, my heart is pounding too fast and too loud for me to even catch up with. Desire pools in my stomach, hot and fast. My skin burns, prickling, scalding, like if he doesn’t touch me soon I’d die. It’s too damn much. I need him. I want him inside me. My breath hitches, my shoulders press against the door. My tits thrust out, round, full, ripe. Gods, I need to touch myself. I can’t… can’t survive anymore. I didn’t know I was going to be this hot in his presence. I didn’t know I’d be spiraling out of control just after seeing him. Just one close encounter. One fucking look and he called my name, now I’m like a sex-lust puppy. My nipples are poking out, my tits are aching and feeling heavier, heat dampens in my core seeping down in slick stream. I’m stuttering and panting, lust-drunk and breathless. The way my name rolls off his tongue, slow, intense, raw, fuck, it feels like sin. I want to hear it again. I want him to say my name like that again, and I want him to touch me when he does. I want his large, thick, veiny hands on me, gripping, fondling. Oh. I squeeze my eyes shut. I shift my legs, spreading them apart, my shorts hanging around my knees. My pussy throbs, clenching midair, squeezing out more warmth of slick liquid. My nails claw up my thighs, shaking. My lips fall open, panting softly as my breathing slows. My pulse ticks violently. My legs tremble in the heels, I can barely hold my weight on them. But it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t stop me. I gasp as my hand moves dangerously close to my pulsing pussy. I bite my teeth, drop my gaze down, and watch as my fingers inch closer. I spread my legs wider again, and I stroke a finger over my pussy lips. I moan, my other hand clamping around my mouth, sealing the sound. Raw. Soft. Slicky. Moist. Fuckkk. My breath becomes rushed, quickens. I swallow my saliva and part my lips again. My skin hums like rumbling air, both cold and hot air brand my skin. Two fingers. I slide two fingers down my clit. I hiss, my hips jerk up, my pussy burns, my nipples harden. My nipples stand perky, tight, seeking attention. It hurts. I cup my other hand around one tit and squeeze as my fingers glide through my clit. It’s not enough. I want more. My inside is on fire. It’s tearing me apart. It’s eating me up. I press my fingers deeper, rubbing slowly around the tiny hole, then gently dragging them up my clitoris. I hum softly. My hips circle quietly, my stomach tightens, my back arches, and I squeeze my tits roughly, moving from one to the other. My head falls back on the door and a soft sigh escapes my lips. I swallow against my dry throat, my eyes close. Yeah, like that. Yes, Daddy. I’m your whore, just take me however. Fuck me, use me, dump me. Ohhh. Daddy, this pussy is all yours. It’s weeping for you. It’s whispering your name. Come fuck it, Daddy. Come claim it. My breath stutters, thickens. My clit feels strained, tight. A little electric current pulses through my pussy, mild and low. My hands move on their own accord, rubbing, fondling, pressing slowly, deliberately, taking their time. It’s like I have all the damn time in the world. My hips grind sensuously. I bite my lower lip, sucking it in. I’m soaked, drenched, and messy. Slick wetness gulfs my fingers. Every rub of my fingers, a wet sound echoes in the air. My pussy lips are fucking drenched, the wetness trails down my thighs, sticky and soft. My scent thickens in the air, wild, mouth-watering, addictive. I hope he smells it. I fucking hope it gets to Ronan and drives him crazy. That he comes here, trailing the scent. Oh fuckkk. Fuck, I need him. I want him. I’m starving for him. The pressure in my groin escalates. It’s scaling, wrenching. My hands start to move faster. My hips buckle, my legs shake, shifting apart. Faster. Harder. Yes. I want his face pressed to my pussy. I want to feel his snot on it. I want his cold, unsmiling face beneath me. I want to ride him. I want to grind my hips on his face. I want him to lap at every drop of my wetness. I want him swallowing my juice. I want to feel his tongue slide in my pussy hole, teasing, tasting, eating me out. I want to cream his face in my essence. Want him soaked and drenched too. My thighs quiver. My body shivers. I moan as the first wave of orgasm hits me. My jaw clenches. My chest tightens. My fingers go fast, too fucking fast for my natural pace. My hips thrust forward, greedily chasing the pressure. Wet, sloppy sounds hiss in the air. My body sways uncontrollably. My tits bounce off my chest. Yes. Harder, harder, please. Ohhh, oh gods, gods… damn. Yes. Yessss. Oh yes. Uhhh, ahhh, yeah. Fuck me, Daddy. Take me, please. My feet shift apart. My shorts slide downward, hitting the floor. Warmth gleams against my fingertips, trailing down my thighs. My hand drips with my wetness. My pussy squirts, milking more juice, marring my thighs and my cunt with its rushness. I’m too fucking drenched right now, not just a wet, soaked cunt. There’s a puddle underneath me here, messy, ruined, flaming. My pussy is swollen and sore, red and fevered, but I still can’t help it. My fingers press painfully against my raw, sore flesh, rubbing and rubbing. I release my tits and press my palm on the door above my head. My body rocks against my hand. My head twists, swinging side to side. My lips hang open, blowing out breath through my mouth. My body burns. Sweat dampens my skin. My throat dries out. It’s too much. This is fucking too much. I gasp quietly as another orgasm hits me. My eyes roll up in my head. My legs tense. My hips grind down, locking my hand in between. I shake. My eyes snap open. A strangled moan tears from my throat. “Fuckkk.” Loud. Slow. Pained. My body vibrates wildly, banging against the door. My knees buckle. My fingers twitch. I moan, crying out my release, throaty, panting. My fingers remain clenched between my thighs, tweaking and pinching my pussy lips. Ohhhh, please… fuck. Yeah. Yeah, Alpha Ronan. Yeah. My body goes limp. My breath seizes. My hips tense, then sag. I exhale loudly. My eyes widen. I cuss under my breath. “Fuck. What the hell?” Did I just scream out? Moan loudly for anyone to hear? Fuck. What have I done? I reach down and drag my shorts up. I quickly secure them over my hips and adjust my top. I hope no one hears. I so fucking hope no one’s there. I shift my feet steadily, carefully, and turn the doorknob. The door squeaks lightly. I peek through the small space. The hallway is empty. My shoulders drop in relief. I open the door further and look again, still no one. Thank the gods. I move away from the door to close it, but the door opposite the one I’m holding, the door that leads into the bar, squeals. My head snaps up. My chest tightens. Slowly. Calculated. It opens, and I inhale sharply. My eyes bore into the darkest gray eyes I’ve ever seen on one person. My lips part. My feet stay rooted. His eyes trail over my body, gliding down my hardened nipples, my tense thighs, stopping between my parted legs. His eyes remain unmoving, glued between my thighs. Then he glances up, his eyes swallowing me whole, his nose flaring. He knows. He smells it, just as I wanted. But he turns around and leaves. No words. No shift in his expression. He leaves me standing, knowing what I just did. My whole body is on fire. My skin feels like it’s scalding in hot air. I need to touch myself again. I can’t stop this madness. I can’t. I stagger back inside the storeroom and slam the door shut. My legs tremble beneath me and I collapse to my knees. My bones hit the tiled floor, but I don’t care. I’m doomed to hell. There’s no saving me anymore.~Valerie~ Evander doesn’t give me a single chance to move. I try to scramble back, my boots sliding on the floor as I look for any way to hide, any way to get away from the predatory look in his eyes. But he’s too fast. He crosses the room in three long, terrifying steps that make the concrete floor groan. Before I can even pull enough air into my lungs to scream, he’s on me. He slams his heavy body into mine with a force that knocks the wind out of me. I feel my hips hit the sharp, hard edge of Ronan’s desk, and the wood digs into my lower back, pinning me there. The heat coming off him is like standing next to a furnace. It’s thick and overwhelming, and it sends a shock through my body that makes my knees turn to water. He doesn't touch my face. He doesn't try to be sweet or offer me any comfort. His hands, large and rough, grab the bottom of my leather skirt and yank it up in one violent push. He bunches the fabric around my waist, leaving me completely exposed to the cool air of
~Valerie~I push into Ronan’s office, and the heavy click of the door closing behind me feels like a trap snapping shut. The sudden silence is jarring. It swallows the thumping bass and the drunken shouts from the bar downstairs, leaving me in a room that feels far too big and far too quiet. It’s dark in here, the only light coming from the moon bleeding through the window and the glow of the hallway under the door.My heart sinks into my stomach. It’s empty. I wanted him to be here so bad that my chest actually hurts. I stand there for a second, just breathing, before I force my legs to move toward the massive desk. I set the ice bucket down on the dark wood. The silver handle is freezing, biting into my palm, and the ice cubes clink loudly, like a sharp, lonely sound in the stillness. The bottle of liquor is heavy, sitting deep in the ice. I know I should go. I should turn around, walk out, and go back to serving drinks to men I don't care about. But I can’t. My boots feel like they
~Valerie~I walk slowly, my boots clicking against the hard, stained concrete. The air in the pub is thick, heavy with the smell of road dust, engine grease, and the sharp scent of men. I could easily take the wide path around the tables, but I don't. I walk straight toward them, cutting through the space where the air feels tight, making the hair on my arms stand up.As I pass, I let my shoulder brush within inches of Ronan’s leather jacket. I don’t stop. I don’t even slow down. I just give a low, short greeting, barely saying hello, while I secretly pull a deep breath into my chest.God, the scents.It hits me right in the throat. Ronan is all winter and steel, a cold, sharp freshness that cuts through the stinking bar air. And Evander... he’s the woodsmoke, deep and earthy, like a forest burning in the middle of the night. It’s wild. It’s everything I’ve been starving for during these six long, empty days."Alphas," I murmur.Behind me, I hear two low, deep grunts. They don’t use w
~Valerie~I step out of the taxi, the gravel crunching under my boots as I watch the car speed off into the distance, its taillights bleeding into the gray Reno twilight. It’s the sixth day. Six days since the roar of the Killer Wolves faded into the dust, leaving me in this empty silence.Will they come back tomorrow morning? Or will I have to wait until the sun sets again? Maybe the day after? I don’t understand how their runs work, the time calculation, the danger, the laws they follow, but I know the ache in my chest is becoming a more painful. I miss them. It’s a pathetic, shameful thing to admit, even to myself. I miss the way Ronan’s eyes burn through me like cold steel, making me feel pinned to the floor. I miss the way Evander looks at me, like I’m something he wants to take apart just to see how I work. I miss being seen.I turn and walk into the house, the air inside feeling stagnant and lonely. The silence is heavy, a reminder of the void they left behind. I make my way up
~Valerie~I wake up, and the first thing I notice is that the sheets feel like sandpaper against my skin. Every tiny thread in the fabric feels sharp, grating against me like it’s trying to peel my skin off. My body is hot, not just a normal fever, but a deep, rolling heat that coils in the pit of my stomach. I feel sick, my head spinning as I stare at the ceiling."What the hell," I murmur, my voice sounding thick and strange in the quiet room.I try to sit up, looking around my bedroom, but the movement makes everything worse. Even the air moving across my skin feels like it’s too much. The feeling of the blankets bunched around my waist burns me, making my skin prickle with a sensation I can't describe. I need to get out of these clothes. I need to get away from these sheets.I stand up, my legs feeling like they’re made of steel, and stagger into the bathroom. I don’t even bother turning on the light. I just shrug off my nightie, letting it fall in a heap on the tiles, and step in
~Valerie~I walk down the stairs, my legs feeling heavy and unsteady. My body is still reacting to what I just did, still oozing from that release in the offices upstairs. I can feel the dampness against my skin, a constant reminder of how I just lost control. I’m clutching the sweeping brush and the rag in my hands, my fingers wrapped tight around the wooden handle as if it’s the only thing keeping me from floating away. Every step I take down into the quiet hallway feels like I’m drowning deeper, and deeper into the secret I’m hiding.I reach the bottom of the stairs and head toward the supply rail. I return the brush and the rag exactly where I picked them from, making sure they’re lined up just right. I don’t want anyone having a reason to complain about my work. I spend a moment smoothing down my turtleneck and wiping my palms on my shorts, trying my best to make sure my body doesn’t give me away. I check my reflection in the glass of the dark window, adjusting my hair and biting







