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Pain and Desire

Author: Amy Butterfly
last update Petsa ng paglalathala: 2026-09-04 20:57:17

~Valerie~

There is a special kind of madness that comes when your own skin feels like it’s on fire.

By the middle of the night, my mind is gone, consumed by a chaotic blur of blinding desire and pain.

The heat isn't just a physical feeling anymore. It is a living, breathing beast taking over my body, clawing its way through my chest and melting my sanity into hot liquid. Every breath I pull into my lungs burns my throat like dry steam. My skin feels so feverish, so painfully sensitive, that eve
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