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They Should Have Killed Me
They Should Have Killed Me
Author: Lilith Noir

Chapter 1

Author: Lilith Noir
"A disgrace to this house!" my father snarled. "I raised a daughter without honor."

"Father!" I caught at his sleeve. "I didn't do it. I swear I didn't. Please believe me."

He tore himself free, turned toward Crown Prince Cedric and the king, and dropped to his knees. "My household failed in discipline and produced this shame. I accept whatever punishment the Crown commands."

Crown Prince Cedric looked at me once, his expression cool with displeasure.

"Elowen Fairfax has deceived the court and disgraced the selection. Remove her from the hall at once."

"Your Highness!" I cried. "I'm innocent. Those letters are forged. I don't even know that scholar."

No one listened.

A quarter hour earlier, Cedric had appeared pleased with me and named me a junior consort of his future household.

I had thought that appointment might finally lift me above the rank I had been born into. I never imagined Rosamund, my own elder half sister, would destroy me like this.

With only a few carefully chosen words, she had placed her own secret correspondence with the scholar in my hands and made the scandal mine.

Two royal guards seized my arms and dragged me from the chamber.

In the end, I was thrown beyond the palace gates.

The square outside was crowded with people who had come to watch the noble bridal selection. They pointed the moment they saw me.

"That's her? Pretty face. Rotten character."

"I heard she was caught trying to run away with some starving scholar."

"House Fairfax will never live this down."

My legs felt filled with lead as I made my way back to Fairfax Hall.

What waited for me was a pair of locked crimson doors.

My hand shook as I struck the iron knocker. "Open the door. Let me in."

A side entrance creaked open, and Bram, the steward, looked at me without warmth.

"Miss Elowen, stop knocking. Lord Fairfax has ordered that the house no longer recognizes you. Your name has been struck from the family rolls."

"What?" My knees gave way and I sank onto the steps.

Then a rough, damp hand clamped around my wrist.

"Heh. Come on, Elowen. Time to go home with your new man."

I turned in horror. It was Corbin Ash, the same penniless scholar who had disrupted the bridal selection.

He looked me over with open hunger.

"Let go of me. What are you doing?" I fought to pull away.

Corbin laughed and waved a deed in front of my face. "Your family decided you were too much trouble. They transferred you to me before sunset. Ten silver marks, and now you belong to me. Be sensible and come home."

"No. I'm not going anywhere with you. Let me go." I bit down on his hand as hard as I could.

He shouted, struck me across the face, and knocked me into the mud.

Cursing, he reached for a cord at his belt to bind my wrists.

At that moment, the main doors of Fairfax Hall opened again.

Rosamund stood high on the steps, looking down at me.

"This is what happens when you reach for the Crown Princess's place."

She descended slowly and stopped in front of me. "Did you really think a pretty face and one royal appointment could overturn everything? You're the daughter of Father's household consort. What right did you have to compete with me?"

Then she turned and walked back through the gates.

"Move." Corbin grabbed my hair and dragged me toward the dark lane beside the house.

Blood from my forehead ran into my mouth, and the metallic taste ignited something fierce inside me.

I would not die face down in the filth. Not like this.

Under cover of darkness, I tore the long pin from my hair and drove it into his neck with everything I had.

He screamed and collapsed, clutching the wound.

I scrambled to my feet and ran for the city gates without looking back.

I did not know how long I kept moving. Eventually my legs stopped obeying me and I fell.

As consciousness faded, I sensed someone approaching.

A low, cold voice spoke above me. "Interesting. Take her with us."

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    Fifteen days later, Corveth's envoys finally arrived.They did not bring a ransom for Cedric. They brought a state decree stripping him of the crown.Corveth's royal house placed responsibility for the war on Cedric and House Fairfax in order to secure peace with Thalenor.A new king, Alistair, had already been enthroned, and his first decree condemned the remaining Fairfax household to death for treason against the realm and confiscated its estates.As for Cedric, Corveth's message was blunt: the former king was abandoned. Thalenor could keep him as a permanent hostage and dispose of his status as its court saw fit.I carried the decree into the cold lower prison beneath the palace.Cedric and Rosamund had already been left permanently crippled by the punishment imposed under Thalenor's old wartime code, and neither of them could do more than lie on the prison straw."Corveth sent people?" Cedric's eyes filled suddenly with hope. He dragged himself toward the bars. "They're her

  • They Should Have Killed Me   Chapter 10

    Cedric shook violently. Whatever remained of royal dignity vanished as he bent forward and begged."Don't kill me. Lord Marshal, please. Spare my life and I'll cede half of Corveth. No - two thirds. Name your price. Gold, silver, cities, herds, anything."I looked at the broken king with nothing but disgust."Half your kingdom?" I lowered my sword. "Cedric, do you really think everyone treats ordinary people as bargaining pieces just because you do?"I turned toward the snow blowing beyond the tent."Corveth was once my homeland. I came for these three cities because Thalenor had a right to recover what was taken and because I owed the Dowager Empress my life. I have no desire to swallow Corveth whole and turn its people into fuel for my revenge.""Write to your court." I kept my back to him. "Tell them their king has been defeated and captured. What happens next will show us how much your throne thinks you are worth."Cedric, desperate for any hope of survival, wrote the appeal

  • They Should Have Killed Me   Chapter 9

    My father smiled in triumph and opened his mouth to demand more."Ellie!"My mother shouted from beneath his boot. "Don't bargain for me. I will not let you bow your head because of me.""Shut up!" Alaric raised his hand toward her."Ellie, listen to me." She clung to his leg and stared at my silver armor as though she could not bear to look away. She was crying and smiling at once. "For five years they kept me below the house and treated me worse than an animal. I stayed alive because I wanted to see you one more time."Now I've seen my daughter become Thalenor's greatest commander. My last wish is answered. Every day of it was worth enduring.""Mother, no!" I rushed forward.But I was too late.She gathered the last of her strength and threw herself against the blade already at her throat.There was a short, wet sound.In the silence of the tent it seemed unbearably loud.Blood struck Alaric across the face. My mother fell, still looking toward me, pride and relief in her

  • They Should Have Killed Me   Chapter 8

    The command tent was warm with braziers.Cedric had been forced to his knees with his wrists bound. His royal coat was streaked with mud and blood, his hair loose around his face.Even then, he held his back rigid and glared at me as though stubborn posture could preserve a crown.Rosamund knelt beside him, trembling, though some stubborn hope still flickered in her eyes."Don't celebrate yet, Elowen," Cedric said with a bitter laugh. "You think this is finished? If I die here, Corveth will fight you until not one soldier remains."Rosamund forced herself to add, "Elowen, release us now. Otherwise you'll regret what happens next."I sat at the command table cleaning my sword and did not bother looking at either of them.Then a guard entered. "Lord Marshal, a man outside claims to be your father. He is wearing the insignia of a minor Thalenor court office, and he has brought an older woman under restraint."Rosamund's eyes brightened instantly, and Cedric's mouth curved in trium

  • They Should Have Killed Me   Chapter 7

    The campaign was set to begin ten days later.For those ten days, I barely slept.Troop assignments, supply trains, marching schedules, reserve forces, and coordination with General Garrick Thorne all passed across my desk. I refused to leave any major decision unattended.Lucan remained beside me through most of it, taking the smaller burdens before they could reach me.With him there, the work became lighter.Then the morning came, and the army moved.Thirty thousand cavalry formed beneath the rising sun, armor flashing silver above a thicket of raised spears.I sat at the head of the column in pale battle armor, the sword the Dowager Empress had given me at my hip.High on the city wall, Emperor Finnian waved both arms at me.His tiny imperial mantle made him easy to find among the ministers surrounding him.I raised my spear in salute.Then I turned toward the army. "Move out."Hooves thundered across the road until the earth itself seemed to shake.Corveth had never b

  • They Should Have Killed Me   Chapter 6

    At dawn the next morning, I put on my court uniform and entered the palace alone.I did not go to the Dowager Empress. I went directly to the Royal Study.Emperor Finnian was only eight. Most mornings his tutor taught him letters, history, and the duties of the Crown. As I approached the door, I heard him reciting from the Book of Concord: "A wise ruler may stand beside another without becoming his echo."I did not ask the chamberlain to announce me immediately. I waited outside until the lesson ended, then nodded for him to go in."Lord Marshal Elowen Fairfax seeks audience."When I entered, the young emperor sat upright behind an oversized desk, holding a pen above a sheet of paper covered in crooked handwriting. He looked up with solemn concentration. "Lord Marshal, why have you come?"I knelt. "Your Majesty, I ask you to decide one matter.""What matter?" Finnian tilted his head, curiosity plain on his face."I ask for a royal warrant permitting me to lead the army and reco

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