MasukI spent six years loving Lucas Salvatore into a marriage that was slowly swallowing me whole. I rearranged my dreams, swallowed my pain, and smiled through every moment that should have broken me sooner. Then I found Renata’s pregnancy test in my guest bathroom and every lie I had been telling myself died in an instant. I did not scream. I did not beg. I signed the divorce papers Lucas never had the courage to hand me himself and left them beside his morning coffee. They thought I would fall apart. Lucas thought I would come back. Renata thought she had won. None of them knew that losing everything was the moment I finally found myself, and the woman I became was someone none of them were prepared for.
Lihat lebih banyakAnastasia’s POV:He kissed me on Tuesday and I did not tell anyone for three days.Not because I was hiding it. More because saying it out loud would make it real in a way I was not entirely ready for and I needed a few days inside the reality of it before I handed it to other people to have opinions about.Simone figured it out on Thursday anyway.She walked into my office, looked at my face, looked at the floor plan on the wall, looked back at my face.“Something happened,” she said.“I’m working,” I said.She sat down.“What happened?” she said.I put my pen down.“He kissed me,” I said.She did not react immediately which was worse than if she had because it meant she was managing her reaction and Simone only managed her reactions when they were significant.“Here?” she said.“We were arguing about the kitchen windows,” I said.She looked at the floor plan.“Of the house,” she said.“Yes,” I said.She was quiet for a moment.“How do you feel?” she said.“Good,” I said. “Scared. Bo
Anastasia’s POV:We had a second dinner the following Friday.His idea this time. He texted on Wednesday and said he knew a place and he took me to a Moroccan restaurant in the east side that had no sign outside and you had to know someone to get a table and the food arrived in waves without anyone asking what you wanted.I liked it immediately.We talked for three hours and split a dessert neither of us needed and walked to my building after and he said goodnight at the door without trying to come in and I went upstairs and stood in my kitchen for a few minutes doing nothing in particular.The week after that, he came to the firm.Not to see me. He had a meeting with Celeste about the Salvatore project which was still technically ongoing and I heard his voice in the corridor outside my office and kept my eyes on my screen and absolutely did not think about the fact that he was thirty feet away.He knocked on my open door on his way out.“Good drawing,” he said, looking at the mood bo
Anastasia’s POV:I changed my outfit three times.Simone would have had opinions about this if she had been there but she was at Dean’s and I was alone in my bedroom with two rejected dresses on the bed and a third one on that I kept looking at in the mirror and then looking away from.It was fine. The dress was fine. I was being ridiculous.I left at seven forty.The restaurant on Marsh Street was called Lola’s and it had twelve tables and candles on each one and a menu that changed every week and I had been going there alone since month two of building my new life because the food was good and nobody bothered you and the woman who ran it, a broad shouldered Ghanaian woman named Comfort, always remembered what you ordered last time.Lucas was already there when I arrived.He was sitting at the table by the far window, the one I always asked for, and he was in a dark jacket and no tie and he looked up when I walked in and stood up, which nobody did anymore, and I felt something move t
Anastasia’s POV:I slept for fourteen hours the first day.Simone let herself in at some point and left food on my counter and took the sketch notebook off my couch and put it on my desk without waking me and when I finally got up, the apartment smelled like the soup she made when she thought someone needed looking after whether they asked for it or not.I ate the soup standing at the counter and felt human for the first time in what seemed like a very long time.The next few days were quieter than I expected. The news was full of the Meridian Group story, names dropping into public record one by one, companies unraveling, the kind of systemic collapse that looked inevitable in hindsight and impossible in the moment before it happened. I watched it from my couch with my sketch notebook in my lap.Celeste called on the third day.“The Harmon project needs you back,” she said. “When you’re ready.”“Monday,” I said.“Good,” she said. “The clients have been asking.”She hung up before I c
Anastasia’s POV: The service stairs smelled like cleaning products and old carpet and the particular staleness of a space that existed only to be functional and had never been asked to be anything else. Elena went first with the fireproof box under one arm and her laptop bag over the other shoulde
Anastasia’s POV:I read the folder in my car.I did not go home first. I did not call Simone. I sat in the Salvatore Enterprises parking structure on level two with the engine off and the overhead light on and I read every single page while Adrian Cole sat in the passenger seat beside me and said n
Anastasia’s POV:“You have paint on your face.”I looked up from the mood board spread across my desk and found Celeste Dupont standing in my office doorway in a cream blazer and reading glasses pushed up on her head, looking at me the way she looked at everything, like she had already figured it o
Anastasia’s POV:“If you tell her about this meeting I will make sure you never work in this city again. Do you understand me?”I stood completely still in the entrance of my own home with my keys still in my hand and my heart doing something complicated inside my chest.That was my husband’s voice






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