Mag-log inAfter the college entrance exams, I stumble upon a post online. "If you could do it all over again, what major would you choose this time?" The comments section is flooded with people wishing for a fresh start, each laying out their own reasons for regret—except for one reply that feels entirely out of place amid the crowd. "I'd choose Psychology. That way, she and I wouldn't have missed out on those four years we should have spent together, just because we had to worry about that dead weight." I let out a faint chuckle and am about to scroll past when the profile picture and handle catches my eye. They are identical to those of my childhood friend, Luke Spencer. I click on his profile. Everything matches perfectly, except his age is set ten years older. My heart sinks. So, this is Luke from ten years in the future. No wonder he stood in heavy silence while I cheered alone when we learned we'd been accepted into the same major. No wonder he stared into space for so long after seeing my best friend, Anna Stone, receive her acceptance letter from the Psychology department. It turns out that I am the dead weight—the reason behind all his regrets and remorse. Fine, then. I quietly tap "Confirm" and accept the offer from a university abroad. I would end this mistake ten years early.
view moreThe shopping bag Luke was carrying contained a dozen apple pies.When I was younger, my favorite treat had been the apple pie from the bakery at the end of the alley. Luke used to buy them for me every few days. He always wondered how I never got tired of them. But after we started high school, he never bought them for me again.We greeted each other calmly. His parents didn't say anything either. They quickly found an excuse to leave us alone."Zoe…"Luke stood in the middle of the room. Four years had passed since I last saw him. He had grown a little taller, yet he looked strangely unsteady."You have a boyfriend?" he asked.I gave a simple nod. "Yeah."He suddenly smiled, his eyes turning red."That's good," he muttered.He swallowed hard before lowering his voice to a raspy whisper. "Zoe, that night… Anna drugged my drink. Over the years that followed, she and I did have a complicated relationship. But I swear, we really never slept together again."My mind went blank
Luke's parents had no idea what had happened. They assumed I had left without a word, leaving him heartbroken."It's okay. Zoe isn't leaving for good. If you miss her, you can always go visit her overseas, can't you?" Kate reassured him.Luke's face was deathly pale. His heart ached so badly that he could barely breathe.How could he possibly face me again?He spent more than ten minutes typing, deleting, and rewriting his message over and over. In the end, all he could bring himself to send was two words—"Safe trip."He was surprised that I hadn't blocked him. Instead, I replied almost immediately."Thanks. I won't be using this number anymore. If you need to reach me, you can ask your parents to contact me."By then, I had already landed at an airport overseas. I was helping Grandma into a cab to our apartment when I saw Luke's text.Just as I had expected, he hadn't shown the slightest hint of reluctance to let me go. After everything that had happened, he had only sent me t
The pain in Luke's head grew more intense.Memories from two different points in time collided within him. His skull felt like it was about to split open, as if his soul were being torn from his body."How could Zoe be dead?"His present and future selves both asked themselves the same question.He stood outside the morgue, listening as the hospital staff explained what had happened to me."The patient was extremely agitated. We couldn't restrain her," one of the nurses explained, wringing her hands nervously."The moment we let go," another staff member added, "she ran straight to the window and jumped.""Impossible. No…" Luke staggered forward and reached for the door. He was about to rush inside and pull back the white sheet covering my body when Anna suddenly grabbed his arm."Luke…" Anna sobbed. "Zoe died after jumping from the window. She always cared so much about her appearance. I'm sure she wouldn't want you to see her like this!"A deafening buzz filled Luke's head
Luke felt as though he were trapped in a dream. He didn't know where he was, but in his dream, he had already arrived at college.Everything was unfolding according to his original plan. I hadn't left after all. Instead, I kept chattering as I made him carry my heavy suitcase.He helped me take everything to my dorm. Once he finished settling into his own room, he met up with me to register, pick up our campus cards, and join the same class group chat.Everything seemed perfectly normal.After the day's rush was over, Luke found himself staring blankly at the orientation photo of the Psychology department. Something about it left him distracted.An hour later, Anna called to ask if he wanted to join her for dinner. He agreed without a second thought.It wasn't until he arrived that he realized it was a gathering for the Psychology department. He was the only student there from another department.I had promised to come with them, but I didn't show up. Anna told him that I wasn't


















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