54-Last chance

Mom and I started the wedding preparations the same week. From hall hunting to picking the type of design we wanted. I actually took part. Big time. I accompanied mom to the different halls and actually picked what I liked. I kept myself and my mind busy. It was the only way I could keep myself from changing my mind. I didn’t want to think about Yoké at all.

I helped mom to choose the wedding invitation design. I helped her draw up a list of the people we’d invite. Obviously there was only one person on my mind. I didn’t care if everyone else didn’t show. Yoké had to be there. He had to witness the whole ceremony of me being given to another man. Becoming somebody else’s wife. Somebody who was not him. If he doesn’t care about me, he would care if he is at the wedding on the 15th. I didn’t tell mom though, I let Alice do it for me. Obviously she wouldn’t forget to mention Yoké. And just like I knew she would