LOGINValentina
Past
I watch out the window as the second moving truck pulls out of the driveway of the house next door. The driver takes the turn a little wide, and the front tire jumps the curb before he's out of our private little cul-de-sac. The house sold a few months ago, and I've been keeping an eye on all the construction. I even snuck over a few times to have a look around, but my dad doesn't know about that. I'll have to pretend I'm seeing everything for the first time when we go over to meet our new neighbors later today.
Through my binoculars, a birthday gift from Dad, I zoom in on the movers carrying box after box into the house. I even get to look inside some of the rooms as a legion of workers unpack all the nice, new things. Downstairs is easier to see into since the windows are floor to ceiling. Upstairs, I can almost see into one of the bedrooms.
Movement along the path from the swimming pool to the detached and much smaller cottage catches my eye, and I turn to see two blurry figures. I adjust the lens and focus on the pair.
One is a woman with long dark hair walking a few steps ahead of a boy who is carrying two boxes so big, he can barely see over top of them. The woman laughs when the boy stops, puts the boxes down, and blows his hair out of his eyes. His hair is as black as hers and cut close to his head except for the top, which is long enough that it falls into his eyes.
I've never seen eyes that color before. They're the most beautiful turquoise, bright, like the sparkling water of the ocean at my favorite beach in Cancun. With his tanned face and dark hair, they're striking.
He's not Cielo, the son of the family that's moving in. Cielo is fourteen, and this boy looks much older.
He bends down to pick up the boxes again but then stops, straightens, and looks straight at my window. I gasp. He can't see me, can he? We're too far apart. Even so, I swear those eyes are staring right at me. Maybe it's the sun, or maybe I moved and it glinted off the binoculars? I freeze, not sure what to do. Before I can decide if I should duck down out of sight, he shifts his gaze to the boxes, lifts them, and continues toward the small cottage.
The sound of a car door closing has me swinging the binoculars back to the street. A black car parks at the curb. The windows are tinted so dark I can't see in.
The driver climbs out and opens the door at the back. A man steps out. He glances at the house, then turns to extend his hand to help a woman out. They're dressed like they're going to work or a party or something. Not for moving.
I watch the couple. They look up at the grand house set on a hill, which used to look like ours, but is so much bigger now and prettier with everything being so new. They smile but not to each other. Just at the house.
When the other door at the back opens, I anxiously zoom in to see Cielo, the boy who will be my neighbor. He's two years older than me. When Dad told me who was moving in, I secretly wished he were a girl because we'd probably become best friends then, but he's not. Still, since his is the only other house for miles, it makes him the only kid around. The parents of my few friends from school don't like to drive their kids out this far and Dad doesn't like me going to anyone's house unless he's met them. He's pretty weird about it. But the neighbors built a swimming pool, so Cielo will have to do.
And who knows? Maybe we'll be best friends after all. Dad says to give him a chance, that not all boys are annoying. I'm not sure about that, but the swimming pool with its glistening water does make me want to try. It's been a really hot summer.
"Tina?" Dad knocks once on my door then opens it.
I jump, turning from the window. I want to hide the binoculars behind my back because we have discussed what he calls me being nosy and what I call curiosity. My teachers tell me curiosity is a really good thing to have. I'd remind him of that, but I am kind of spying and I'm too late to hide them because they're hanging from my neck.
He gives me a look but smiles, which means I'm not really in trouble. "What did I tell you about spying?"
"I'm not. I was just watching the movers."
He raises his eyebrows.
"Fine." I slip the binoculars off and drop to a seat in the bay window. It's my favorite spot for reading and now, neighbor watching.
"Ready to meet the Riccis?"
I smile wide, jumping to my feet. "Yep! I'll grab the welcome cookies." I baked them with Tonia, our cook and housekeeper and the best second mom anyone can have. Most of my friends had nannies forever, but I have always had Tonia. I hurry to the door, and Dad scoots to the side.
"You're wearing your bathing suit?" he asks as I run down the stairs of our house.
There are six bedrooms upstairs. One for my dad and one for me. Tonia lives with us, so she has the third, and the other three are just empty all the time. We never have visitors.
My father is an only child, like me, and both his and my mom's parents are gone. I never got to meet any of them, and it upsets Dad when I ask about them, so I try not to.
We could move to a smaller house. We don't need all the space. But Dad told me once how much my mom loved it. She decorated it herself.
I think he still misses her. I know he does, in fact. I don't remember her, so I don't. It's weird, maybe, to not miss your mom, but I never knew her.
"Just in case they invite us to swim," I say. "It's a hot day."
"Tina. They'll be busy moving in. You'll need to give them their privacy until they're settled. We're just going to say hello. I'll introduce you, then we'll be on our way."
Dad knows the Riccis. He is in talks about a business deal with Sullivan Ricci, the dad, and he met Mrs. Ricci at a business dinner.
"I know, I know," I say, charging toward the kitchen, where Tonia holds out the cookies she put in a pretty tin box for me. "Did you save me some?" I ask. I only got to nibble on one when they came out of the oven, and it burnt my tongue.
"Of course, Tina." She shows me a small plate she set aside.
"Thanks!"
ValentinaA light goes on in the cottage and I jump, remembering how he'd caught me watching them that first day when they all moved in. What he'd said to me, his cryptic message to a twelve-year-old girl:Some things are better left unknown.Thinking back on it now, it's like he was reading my future.Someone moves around inside. I guess it's the new staff who live on site. Esmerelda Hendrick was staff, and often, Nicholas was treated as staff. I'm not sure how Mira could stand having them on their property, actually.I turn to go, not wanting to be here any longer. It's all too much. I set the binoculars on top of one of the boxes, deciding I don't want them after all. I take the photo with me and walk out of my house and into my car. I put the things inside, grab my dress out from the back and walk across to the Ricci house.There, I climb the stairs to the imposing front door. When I look at the sculpture beside it, I remember how Dad had lifted the heavy thing out of the arms of
ValentinaPresentI unlock the front door of my childhood home. I haven't lived here for over three years, but it's always been home. Now, though, since Dad's arrest and very public trial, since the federal agents trampled through every room, pried into every corner, and dissected every aspect of our lives, I feel more like a stranger here than ever. It's almost like they somehow erased the past. Like that past doesn't belong to me.I leave the lights out for a minute and lean against the closed door. I take a deep breath in, exhale. I need a few minutes. I want to hear the stillness of this place, smell the familiar smell of the house, and memorize it all before it is no longer mine.Moonlight shines in through the windows, illuminating the multitude of boxes packed and ready to be moved into storage. Whatever the FBI didn't seize, that is.It's only slightly warmer inside than outside. The central heating has been switched off for weeks. I unwrap the scarf from around my neck and se
Valentina"Cielo, come here and meet Tina, darling."Cielo looks up at his mom, then at me and he smiles, but there's something about him that makes me feel weird."Hey, Tina. Nice glasses," he says.I'm pretty sure he doesn't think they're at all nice.I adjust them, pushing them farther up my nose as my cheeks burn. "Thanks," I say, although I'm not thankful. I'm embarrassed. I should have put on my new glasses. They make me look a little less nerdy.Cielo's dad clears his throat. Cielo rolls his eyes but holds out his hand for me to shake. I take it and do the shaking because he just lets his hang there, limp."What's in there?" Cielo asks.I look down at what he's pointing to and remember the cookies. It feels stupid to have them now. I feel like a little kid."Tina baked some cookies to welcome you all. Isn't that right, sweetheart?" Dad says. He squeezes my shoulder encouragingly. I'm sure he knows I feel embarrassed. We're close, my dad and me. I guess that's normal when you do
ValentinaDad and I head out the front door, across the porch and down the long stairs that lead to the sidewalk. There's no fence between our properties, and each is set on a large parcel of land so even though we're neighbors, our houses are not that close—which is why it helps to have the binoculars.Gardeners and movers are all over the place as we make our way up the stairs toward the front doors of the Ricci's new house. They've redesigned everything. Our houses used to match almost exactly, but now where the stairs lead us to a cozy front porch with a swing and big, comfy furniture, theirs leads to a set of grand double doors in dark wood. It's pretty, and inside is really nice, but I like ours better. It feels warmer.Dad rings the bell just as two women open the door, carrying a heavy sculpture out. The thing looks like it weighs more than both of them together."Let me help you with that," Dad says without missing a beat, and he takes it from them.The women seem surprised b
ValentinaPastI watch out the window as the second moving truck pulls out of the driveway of the house next door. The driver takes the turn a little wide, and the front tire jumps the curb before he's out of our private little cul-de-sac. The house sold a few months ago, and I've been keeping an eye on all the construction. I even snuck over a few times to have a look around, but my dad doesn't know about that. I'll have to pretend I'm seeing everything for the first time when we go over to meet our new neighbors later today.Through my binoculars, a birthday gift from Dad, I zoom in on the movers carrying box after box into the house. I even get to look inside some of the rooms as a legion of workers unpack all the nice, new things. Downstairs is easier to see into since the windows are floor to ceiling. Upstairs, I can almost see into one of the bedrooms.Movement along the path from the swimming pool to the detached and much smaller cottage catches my eye, and I turn to see two bl
NicholasSometime in the presentValentina Russo, as I have always known has always been a tease.And tonight...she is taking it a step too far.The moonlight shines through her window, giving me a perfect view of her. Not that I need one. The image of her is branded into my brain, just like everything else about her. She's an obsession that seems to grow more and more every day.Downstairs, my half-brother Cielo's engine roars to life, and I hold my breath as he drives out of the mansion into the dead of night. He won't be returning anytime soon; I am sure of it. And so I can have my way with Valentina, his soon-to-be wife.The girl that's always been mine.Lying on her back, Valentina's legs are spread just enough to get a nice peek at the pussy into which I'm going to unload all my cum. My balls ache, they feel so full. Reaching down, I toss my gun aside and pull down my suit pants, the Calvin Klein boxers which I've already leaked precum into following right after. The head of my







