Mag-log inValentina
Past
I watch out the window as the second moving truck pulls out of the driveway of the house next door. The driver takes the turn a little wide, and the front tire jumps the curb before he's out of our private little cul-de-sac. The house sold a few months ago, and I've been keeping an eye on all the construction. I even snuck over a few times to have a look around, but my dad doesn't know about that. I'll have to pretend I'm seeing everything for the first time when we go over to meet our new neighbors later today.
Through my binoculars, a birthday gift from Dad, I zoom in on the movers carrying box after box into the house. I even get to look inside some of the rooms as a legion of workers unpack all the nice, new things. Downstairs is easier to see into since the windows are floor to ceiling. Upstairs, I can almost see into one of the bedrooms.
Movement along the path from the swimming pool to the detached and much smaller cottage catches my eye, and I turn to see two blurry figures. I adjust the lens and focus on the pair.
One is a woman with long dark hair walking a few steps ahead of a boy who is carrying two boxes so big, he can barely see over top of them. The woman laughs when the boy stops, puts the boxes down, and blows his hair out of his eyes. His hair is as black as hers and cut close to his head except for the top, which is long enough that it falls into his eyes.
I've never seen eyes that color before. They're the most beautiful turquoise, bright, like the sparkling water of the ocean at my favorite beach in Cancun. With his tanned face and dark hair, they're striking.
He's not Cielo, the son of the family that's moving in. Cielo is fourteen, and this boy looks much older.
He bends down to pick up the boxes again but then stops, straightens, and looks straight at my window. I gasp. He can't see me, can he? We're too far apart. Even so, I swear those eyes are staring right at me. Maybe it's the sun, or maybe I moved and it glinted off the binoculars? I freeze, not sure what to do. Before I can decide if I should duck down out of sight, he shifts his gaze to the boxes, lifts them, and continues toward the small cottage.
The sound of a car door closing has me swinging the binoculars back to the street. A black car parks at the curb. The windows are tinted so dark I can't see in.
The driver climbs out and opens the door at the back. A man steps out. He glances at the house, then turns to extend his hand to help a woman out. They're dressed like they're going to work or a party or something. Not for moving.
I watch the couple. They look up at the grand house set on a hill, which used to look like ours, but is so much bigger now and prettier with everything being so new. They smile but not to each other. Just at the house.
When the other door at the back opens, I anxiously zoom in to see Cielo, the boy who will be my neighbor. He's two years older than me. When Dad told me who was moving in, I secretly wished he were a girl because we'd probably become best friends then, but he's not. Still, since his is the only other house for miles, it makes him the only kid around. The parents of my few friends from school don't like to drive their kids out this far and Dad doesn't like me going to anyone's house unless he's met them. He's pretty weird about it. But the neighbors built a swimming pool, so Cielo will have to do.
And who knows? Maybe we'll be best friends after all. Dad says to give him a chance, that not all boys are annoying. I'm not sure about that, but the swimming pool with its glistening water does make me want to try. It's been a really hot summer.
"Tina?" Dad knocks once on my door then opens it.
I jump, turning from the window. I want to hide the binoculars behind my back because we have discussed what he calls me being nosy and what I call curiosity. My teachers tell me curiosity is a really good thing to have. I'd remind him of that, but I am kind of spying and I'm too late to hide them because they're hanging from my neck.
He gives me a look but smiles, which means I'm not really in trouble. "What did I tell you about spying?"
"I'm not. I was just watching the movers."
He raises his eyebrows.
"Fine." I slip the binoculars off and drop to a seat in the bay window. It's my favorite spot for reading and now, neighbor watching.
"Ready to meet the Riccis?"
I smile wide, jumping to my feet. "Yep! I'll grab the welcome cookies." I baked them with Tonia, our cook and housekeeper and the best second mom anyone can have. Most of my friends had nannies forever, but I have always had Tonia. I hurry to the door, and Dad scoots to the side.
"You're wearing your bathing suit?" he asks as I run down the stairs of our house.
There are six bedrooms upstairs. One for my dad and one for me. Tonia lives with us, so she has the third, and the other three are just empty all the time. We never have visitors.
My father is an only child, like me, and both his and my mom's parents are gone. I never got to meet any of them, and it upsets Dad when I ask about them, so I try not to.
We could move to a smaller house. We don't need all the space. But Dad told me once how much my mom loved it. She decorated it herself.
I think he still misses her. I know he does, in fact. I don't remember her, so I don't. It's weird, maybe, to not miss your mom, but I never knew her.
"Just in case they invite us to swim," I say. "It's a hot day."
"Tina. They'll be busy moving in. You'll need to give them their privacy until they're settled. We're just going to say hello. I'll introduce you, then we'll be on our way."
Dad knows the Riccis. He is in talks about a business deal with Sullivan Ricci, the dad, and he met Mrs. Ricci at a business dinner.
"I know, I know," I say, charging toward the kitchen, where Tonia holds out the cookies she put in a pretty tin box for me. "Did you save me some?" I ask. I only got to nibble on one when they came out of the oven, and it burnt my tongue.
"Of course, Tina." She shows me a small plate she set aside.
"Thanks!"
NicholasThree days have passed since that night. Since Valentina threw herself into the pool and took that bullet for me. Three days since she almost died to save me.I squeeze her hand, careful not to touch the bruise that's formed where the IV is attached at the back of it.She was lucky, they say. I'm not so sure. The bullet was barely a centimeter from her heart. It almost killed her. It would have killed me. She saved me.I wipe yet another tear sliding down over her temple. She doesn't move, doesn't respond, but she does cry. Surgery to remove the bullet and repair the damage lasted eight hours. She could open her eyes any minute now. Any minute. I haven't left her side because when she does, I need her to see me. To know I'm here for her.Horatio brought me a change of clothes. I showered here, in the bathroom in her hospital room, exactly once. I've smelled better. I won't leave her side, though.I brush her hair away from her face then slip my hand around hers."I'm thinking
ValentinaThe last face I see is Nicholas's. The last sound I hear is his. Even the cold doesn't bother me more than a few moments, not after the tearing, searing pain. But that physical agony, it's nothing to what I feel when I see Nicholas's face. When I hear him say my name over and over again. Because I know what it means.He's always rescuing me.He rescued me in this very pool once a long time ago. The night I fell in love with him.He would die for me.I would die for him, too.Did he know that before? Does he know it now?I wish I could say it. I wish I could look into his eyes just one more time. Feel his arms around me. Feel the safety of his embrace. That is the agony, that I cannot. That all I can do is watch from above, removed, my body lying still on those blood-stained stones, him trying to make me breathe. Him screaming for me to breathe. His tears falling on my face too late to warm me. Too late.-------------------------------NicholasIt takes four sets of arms to d
NicholasI'm closer now—still too far to disarm him and get to her if he shoves her into the pool, but closer."Oh, I'm not unhappy but honestly, I stopped caring about Sullivan Ricci a while ago.""That so? Change of heart?"I look at V who is looking up at me, eyes wide. I nod. "Yeah. Let her go, Cielo. She has nothing to do with this. This is between you and me. It's always been between you and me.""Yeah, but here's the thing. I kill you and," he shrugs a shoulder, "it's done. Over. Boring. But hey, I'm going to give you one more opportunity to rescue her. In about one second, Tina here is going to go for a swim. And I'm going to start shooting when she does. If you're already in the pool, you have a chance to save her. I'll even give you a head start getting her out before I shoot. If not, well, I guess you'll have her blood on your hands. Now get in the motherfucking pool." He sets his dirty shoe on Valentina's back readying to push her in.I hold up my hands. "Tell me something
NicholasCan she swim yet, bro? We'll finish this where it started.I read the texts over and over again and I know he's not here. He's not at the brownstone. Not anymore. This started in Sinistral. He's taking her back there. Back to the place I hate.I reverse out of the street, tires screeching as I swerve to merge into traffic. I shouldn't have left her alone. But how did he know where she was? And how did he get past Hamish?Those questions don't matter, not now.I blow through so many red and yellow lights, I can't count them. The road is slick with what has become a mix of freezing rain and wet, heavy snow, and it's worse in Sinistral. It's always worse in Sinistral.I pass the hotel on my way to the darker, lonelier streets of the wealthier neighborhood, the larger homes, some gated, spaced farther apart, offering too much privacy. If I call the police, tell them Cielo kidnapped Valentina, would they go to the Ricci house? Cielo is still a Ricci, and I am Nicholas Hendrick, th
Nicholas"Hamish! Why didn't you answer?" I bark into the phone, driving like a mad man back to Boston, back to the brownstone. At least I got hold of Valentina. She's fine. Cielo is at the funeral. He doesn't know she's at the brownstone.A text comes through from Nigella. I glance at the phone in its cradle on the dash and read it while passing a car.Nigella: Got hold of Wells. They're going to pick up Cielo."Hamish?" I say, realizing he hasn't answered.There's a strange sound, a gurgling. And in the background, a thud."Hamish?" I press my foot to the accelerator. "What the fuck is going on?"I barely get the sentence out when I hear Valentina's voice caught between a gasp and a scream before the line goes dead.I race to the brownstone, but I'm at least twenty minutes out. I dial 911 and tell them to get to the house, yelling at the operator when she asks questions that don't matter. When I'm sure they're on their way, I begin to dial Valentina and Hamish in turn, but my calls
NicholasI walk out of that church, not caring about the dozens of eyes on my back, not hearing their whispers and theories about the illegitimate son over the sound of the organ. I call Nigella as soon as I'm out the doors, not even caring about the rain as I make my way to the SUV."Nigella. What did they find?""He won't say over the phone. I sent you the location. Did you get that?""I have it. It's a half hour the wrong way from Boston. Can't they just send me the video?""No. It's deemed sensitive. He's giving us a heads up before he calls that idiot detective, and that's thanks to my charm.""Or my money.""Yeah, probably that.""Where are you?""I'm headed out to their building now. I'll be there in about twenty minutes.""Okay, I'll see you there."Between people driving like idiots in the rain and general traffic, it takes me forty-five minutes to get to the address Nigella texted. It's an obscure space housed in a squat building that looks like it should have been taken dow
NicholasSometime in the presentValentina Russo, as I have always known has always been a tease.And tonight...she is taking it a step too far.The moonlight shines through her window, giving me a perfect view of her. Not that I need one. The image of her is branded into my brain, just like everyt
Valentina"What are you doing here anyway? How did you get in?" I ask."Sly's security system leaves something to be desired." He releases my hand, steps away, and I feel the loss of him like I felt the cold coming in through the open door just moments ago. It's like he takes the warmth with him, t
ValentinaA light goes on in the cottage and I jump, remembering how he'd caught me watching them that first day when they all moved in. What he'd said to me, his cryptic message to a twelve-year-old girl:Some things are better left unknown.Thinking back on it now, it's like he was reading my fut
ValentinaPresentI unlock the front door of my childhood home. I haven't lived here for over three years, but it's always been home. Now, though, since Dad's arrest and very public trial, since the federal agents trampled through every room, pried into every corner, and dissected every aspect of o







