Mag-log inValentina
Dad and I head out the front door, across the porch and down the long stairs that lead to the sidewalk. There's no fence between our properties, and each is set on a large parcel of land so even though we're neighbors, our houses are not that close—which is why it helps to have the binoculars.
Gardeners and movers are all over the place as we make our way up the stairs toward the front doors of the Ricci's new house. They've redesigned everything. Our houses used to match almost exactly, but now where the stairs lead us to a cozy front porch with a swing and big, comfy furniture, theirs leads to a set of grand double doors in dark wood. It's pretty, and inside is really nice, but I like ours better. It feels warmer.
Dad rings the bell just as two women open the door, carrying a heavy sculpture out. The thing looks like it weighs more than both of them together.
"Let me help you with that," Dad says without missing a beat, and he takes it from them.
The women seem surprised but are quick to guide him to where to place it. In the meantime, I peer into the house. There must be a dozen people unpacking things downstairs alone, and more are coming and going upstairs.
I walk inside, turn in a circle, and look up at the sparkling chandelier hanging two stories up. Light glints off each crystal teardrop, shining onto the ceiling and the jade green walls.
The house looks very different than it did the last time I was here. It's finished now, the marble floors so polished they almost reflect us back, and every surface is gleaming. Our house has the original hardwood floors and although it's clean, nothing gleams quite like it does here. This house also looks to be twice the size of ours now.
A woman barks an order and I jump, turning in the direction of the shout. Dad walks in and takes me by the shoulders, scooting me out of the way of two men hauling something heavy between them.
"Watch out, sweetheart," he says and leads me toward the living room, where sunlight pours in from the wide-open sliding glass doors. From here I can see the pool. It is almost blindingly bright.
"Horatio," a man's voice booms.
I turn to find Mr. Ricci—I can guess it's him because he's the man who stepped out of the back of the limousine—coming around the corner. He's still wearing his suit despite this heat but he's smiling wide, his teeth so white they're almost as blinding as the pool. He holds out his hand to Dad.
"Sorry for the mess and the noise," he says, gesturing around. "Moving is always a hassle, isn't it?"
"Don't worry about it, Sly," Dad says. Sly is Mr. Ricci's nickname. He and my dad shake hands over my head. "Just wanted to drop by and say hello, welcome you. This is my daughter, Valentina. Valentina, this is Mr. Sullivan Ricci."
"Tina," I say, holding out my hand to shake. No one calls me Valentina.
"Tina, what a pleasure to meet you. Your father has told me all about you." Mr. Ricci extends his hand to shake my hand and I notice the gold ring with a Ricci head on his little finger. I've never seen a man wear one before and I can't help looking at the red eyes. It's kind of creepy.
Dad clears his throat because I'm taking too long. I put my hand in his, not liking the ring with the rubies for eyes.
"It's nice to meet you, sir," I say. His eyes, I notice, are the exact same color as the boy I saw earlier. "Your house is beautiful."
"Why thank you. What a sweet young lady, Horatio."
Dad smiles, his gaze moving to the woman who stepped out of the car with Mr. Ricci. I assume she's his wife. She's so beautiful all I can do is stare. She has blond hair cut neatly to her shoulders, and pale green eyes the color of spring. Her hair is smooth and shiny, and I find myself pushing my frizzy curls behind my ears. Not that it'll stay put. It never does. My hair is always out of control, especially in the summer with the humidity, and sometimes I just wish I had normal hair like everyone else.
Mrs. Ricci looks annoyed at first, but when she meets Dad's eyes, she exhales and shakes her head. She takes that moment to rearrange her face into a smile and if I thought Mr. Ricci's was blinding, I almost need sunglasses with hers.
"Horatio, is that you?" she asks, her voice clear and pretty.
"Mira," Dad says, taking her hands and leaning in to kiss her cheeks.
It's weird, like we're European or something. We're not. We're just from New England, born and bred, as Dad says. We don't put on airs. It's one of the reasons why, when all the other girls get dropped off at school in limousines by chauffeurs, Dad insists on bringing me in our Range Rover that he's had for seven years.
I like that about us and don't really care if the others talk about me behind my back. I guess it's why this kissing her cheeks thing is so weird to me. It's not like Dad.
"And who is this darling thing?" she asks, crouching down to get a look at me, her gaze moving over my poofy hair, confirming it did not stay where I put it. Close up, I see how when she smiles, nothing else on her face changes. Her eyes stay exactly the same, and where Tonia's eyes crinkle around the edges when we laugh, Mrs. Ricci's don't do anything at all.
"I'm Tina, Ma'am. Nice to meet you."
"How old are you, Tina?" she asks, and I get the feeling she's expecting me to hold up my fingers to show her like I'm a small child.
"I'm twelve. How about you?"
"Tina!" Dad snaps.
"What?" I ask, even though I know it's rude.
Mrs. Ricci laughs what doesn't quite sound like a real laugh, but Dad tugs me into himself with a warning squeeze of my shoulders as she straightens once again. She doesn't answer the question, and when Cielo comes around the corner looking irritated too, I wonder what's got them all annoyed.
NicholasThree days have passed since that night. Since Valentina threw herself into the pool and took that bullet for me. Three days since she almost died to save me.I squeeze her hand, careful not to touch the bruise that's formed where the IV is attached at the back of it.She was lucky, they say. I'm not so sure. The bullet was barely a centimeter from her heart. It almost killed her. It would have killed me. She saved me.I wipe yet another tear sliding down over her temple. She doesn't move, doesn't respond, but she does cry. Surgery to remove the bullet and repair the damage lasted eight hours. She could open her eyes any minute now. Any minute. I haven't left her side because when she does, I need her to see me. To know I'm here for her.Horatio brought me a change of clothes. I showered here, in the bathroom in her hospital room, exactly once. I've smelled better. I won't leave her side, though.I brush her hair away from her face then slip my hand around hers."I'm thinking
ValentinaThe last face I see is Nicholas's. The last sound I hear is his. Even the cold doesn't bother me more than a few moments, not after the tearing, searing pain. But that physical agony, it's nothing to what I feel when I see Nicholas's face. When I hear him say my name over and over again. Because I know what it means.He's always rescuing me.He rescued me in this very pool once a long time ago. The night I fell in love with him.He would die for me.I would die for him, too.Did he know that before? Does he know it now?I wish I could say it. I wish I could look into his eyes just one more time. Feel his arms around me. Feel the safety of his embrace. That is the agony, that I cannot. That all I can do is watch from above, removed, my body lying still on those blood-stained stones, him trying to make me breathe. Him screaming for me to breathe. His tears falling on my face too late to warm me. Too late.-------------------------------NicholasIt takes four sets of arms to d
NicholasI'm closer now—still too far to disarm him and get to her if he shoves her into the pool, but closer."Oh, I'm not unhappy but honestly, I stopped caring about Sullivan Ricci a while ago.""That so? Change of heart?"I look at V who is looking up at me, eyes wide. I nod. "Yeah. Let her go, Cielo. She has nothing to do with this. This is between you and me. It's always been between you and me.""Yeah, but here's the thing. I kill you and," he shrugs a shoulder, "it's done. Over. Boring. But hey, I'm going to give you one more opportunity to rescue her. In about one second, Tina here is going to go for a swim. And I'm going to start shooting when she does. If you're already in the pool, you have a chance to save her. I'll even give you a head start getting her out before I shoot. If not, well, I guess you'll have her blood on your hands. Now get in the motherfucking pool." He sets his dirty shoe on Valentina's back readying to push her in.I hold up my hands. "Tell me something
NicholasCan she swim yet, bro? We'll finish this where it started.I read the texts over and over again and I know he's not here. He's not at the brownstone. Not anymore. This started in Sinistral. He's taking her back there. Back to the place I hate.I reverse out of the street, tires screeching as I swerve to merge into traffic. I shouldn't have left her alone. But how did he know where she was? And how did he get past Hamish?Those questions don't matter, not now.I blow through so many red and yellow lights, I can't count them. The road is slick with what has become a mix of freezing rain and wet, heavy snow, and it's worse in Sinistral. It's always worse in Sinistral.I pass the hotel on my way to the darker, lonelier streets of the wealthier neighborhood, the larger homes, some gated, spaced farther apart, offering too much privacy. If I call the police, tell them Cielo kidnapped Valentina, would they go to the Ricci house? Cielo is still a Ricci, and I am Nicholas Hendrick, th
Nicholas"Hamish! Why didn't you answer?" I bark into the phone, driving like a mad man back to Boston, back to the brownstone. At least I got hold of Valentina. She's fine. Cielo is at the funeral. He doesn't know she's at the brownstone.A text comes through from Nigella. I glance at the phone in its cradle on the dash and read it while passing a car.Nigella: Got hold of Wells. They're going to pick up Cielo."Hamish?" I say, realizing he hasn't answered.There's a strange sound, a gurgling. And in the background, a thud."Hamish?" I press my foot to the accelerator. "What the fuck is going on?"I barely get the sentence out when I hear Valentina's voice caught between a gasp and a scream before the line goes dead.I race to the brownstone, but I'm at least twenty minutes out. I dial 911 and tell them to get to the house, yelling at the operator when she asks questions that don't matter. When I'm sure they're on their way, I begin to dial Valentina and Hamish in turn, but my calls
NicholasI walk out of that church, not caring about the dozens of eyes on my back, not hearing their whispers and theories about the illegitimate son over the sound of the organ. I call Nigella as soon as I'm out the doors, not even caring about the rain as I make my way to the SUV."Nigella. What did they find?""He won't say over the phone. I sent you the location. Did you get that?""I have it. It's a half hour the wrong way from Boston. Can't they just send me the video?""No. It's deemed sensitive. He's giving us a heads up before he calls that idiot detective, and that's thanks to my charm.""Or my money.""Yeah, probably that.""Where are you?""I'm headed out to their building now. I'll be there in about twenty minutes.""Okay, I'll see you there."Between people driving like idiots in the rain and general traffic, it takes me forty-five minutes to get to the address Nigella texted. It's an obscure space housed in a squat building that looks like it should have been taken dow
NicholasSometime in the presentValentina Russo, as I have always known has always been a tease.And tonight...she is taking it a step too far.The moonlight shines through her window, giving me a perfect view of her. Not that I need one. The image of her is branded into my brain, just like everyt
Valentina"What are you doing here anyway? How did you get in?" I ask."Sly's security system leaves something to be desired." He releases my hand, steps away, and I feel the loss of him like I felt the cold coming in through the open door just moments ago. It's like he takes the warmth with him, t
ValentinaA light goes on in the cottage and I jump, remembering how he'd caught me watching them that first day when they all moved in. What he'd said to me, his cryptic message to a twelve-year-old girl:Some things are better left unknown.Thinking back on it now, it's like he was reading my fut
ValentinaPresentI unlock the front door of my childhood home. I haven't lived here for over three years, but it's always been home. Now, though, since Dad's arrest and very public trial, since the federal agents trampled through every room, pried into every corner, and dissected every aspect of o







