It was time to close from work so I had left immediately it was 6pm, I was really getting hungry already.
My house was a little bit far from the mall, I had to pass the school route but then with no money on me walking is the only option I have.
After an hour of walking on the streets and admiring the stars I finally got home.
" Isabella!!" Joe ran to hug me immediately I opened the door. I gave him a kiss on his forehead and ruffled his hair with my hands which made him chuckle.
"How was school?" I asked him and the brightest beam of smile appeared on his face.
"I met a beautiful girl in the library when I was buying the book" he said and chuckled showing off his tooth that had fallen out and I couldn't help but smile.
Joe was just 8 years old and thus a really adorable cute kid, ever since my mother had left I had been taking care of him like he was my own son.
I loved it when he would come to my room and lay on my bed whenever he was finding it hard to sleep, I would read him a sweet story and he would sleep off snuggling closer to my body.
"What's her name?" I asked teasing him further.
"Lily" he answered shyly and covered his face with his palm and I just couldn't help but laugh really hard.
"I'll go make food, do your assignments and I'll be back" I said before walking into the kitchen.
I scanned through the kitchen for what we could eat but I couldn't even find a grain of rice.
I had left some food in the fridge earlier but it seemed like my Father had ate them, what the hell!
I was getting angry and pissed but there was nothing I could do, I didn't realize when tears started to rush down my face.
I was so hungry yet there was no food to eat, forget about me what about Joe he must've really been hungry.
"Issabella what happened?" A tiny voice interrupted me from my thoughts, I immediately wiped the tears off my face and flashed him a "don't worry" smile but he didn't seem convinced that all was well.
I took him back to the living room and made him watch his favourite cartoon while I search for money in my room.
It was really hard to find a dollar because I've done this a lot of times and sometimes I was lucky to find money while other times I wasn't. I just hope I find some today.
I finally found up to 10$ and ordered for pizza immediately.
The pizza delivery guy soon came and I gave him the money, he was probably surprised with the amount of coins I gave him but he left anyways.
Joe had fallen asleep from the TV so I had to wake him up to eat.
After we've finished eating he went to his room to sleep and I remained in the living room waiting for my Father.
He didn't show up in 3 hours and it was 11pm already, I was so tired and stressed so I just left for my room to sleep, he probably slept off in the bar or at his drinking buddy's house. This wasn't the first time it was happening.
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My rays if the sunlight woke me up and it took my brain a little more time to process the fact that I was late.
"Shit! I missed my alarm" I immediately jumped off the bed and ran outside to meet Joe fully prepared for school, it was cute. He wore a bow tie and a pair of khaki pants and a blue shirt. He had probably dressed up for his girl.
"Morning Miss, what do you think of this?" He asked gesturing at his outfit and I just couldn't help but smile. I love him.
Maya came to my house shortly and gave me a spank on my butt because I would make us late for school.
I hurriedly took my bath and wore one of the clothes I would regularly wear.
I came out to the living room and Maya shook her head again, "you really need to pay more attention to fashion" she said and I shrugged.
Joe and I entered the car and she started the drive to our school, Joe's school was before mine so he came down from the car.
"There's a party tonight and you're coming" Maya said and I gave her a sarcastic look.
"I mean it Isabella you're coming with me"
"What about Joe?" I asked
"He'll stay with my mum, she loves him" she replied almost immediately.
She knew today was my off day at work so I had no other excuses to give than to accept my fate and follow her to the party.
"Sigh okay" I said and she let out a loud squeal raising her both hands up.
"Christ watch it!" I yelled but it was too late, we had accidentally kicked down a trash can.
"Oops" she said and repositioned her car and drove off.
"You'll love the party" she said and I silently prayed the party should be cancelled.
We got to school and we were pretty late for our first class but not like we needed much of it. Our final exams will be coming soon and then I'll be out of high school.
We both ran immediately we got inside the school before we split, she went for her Spanish class and I went for my Biology class.
I opened the door to the classroom and found everyone seated.
"Do you care to explain why you're late?" Ms. Brandy said and I shook my head without uttering any word.
"Just have your seat" she finally said and i couldn't find any seat other than the empty two seats at the extreme of the classroom.
I went to my seat and settled my butt down on the chair, while trying to bring my books out of my bag my face ran through the small mirror in my bag and I realized my hair was a big mess.
I ran my hands through my hair but it just wouldn't straighten up. Well that's what you get for having a curly afro hair.
I packed my hair into a messy bun when I realized the teacher was staring at me battling with my hair.
The door flung opened and Zach entered the classroom. Dang it!
His face looked like he had just hit on some chick in the Janitor's closet and his belt wasn't tucked in well. Suddenly the whole class attention fell on me as they looked at me and Zach simultaneously.
"Oh!" I mouthed when I realised what they must be thinking of. Hell no! I didn't make out with him.
He walked to the back of the classroom where I was sitted and sat on the empty seat beside me and some of the girls in the classroom started to whisper and chuckle while some stared at me with disgust filled in their eyes.
Well it's my fault for not dressing properly to school.
The class ended an hour and some minutes and I left the classroom for my next class which was Geography. I silently prayed and wished that he wouldn't be in my next class and thank heavens he wasn't in my next class till Lunchtime.
I came out of the classroom and felt a hand dragging me, it was Maya.
"Have you read the school blog today?" She asked and I shook my head, I never read any of Kiki's blogs.
"What's up with Kiki this time?" I asked and she shoved her iPhone XR on my face.
"Read it" she commanded and I started to scroll through the blog.
"Oh no!" I said and slapped my forehead.
"Did you fucking make out with Zach?" She asked and my face suddenly became irritated.
"Eww no, I was with you before going to the classroom" I protested while running my temples. "Now the whole school thinks I'm a slut" I whined and she brought my face to look at hers.
"It doesn't matter what they think" she said and immediately drifted the topic to another one but there was no way I would be in peace in the cafeteria as different people that passed made sure to look at me before passing and one even took a picture.
"I'm going to my next class" I said and stood up to leave immediately.
How dare them think I made out with Zach when I haven't even had my first kiss yet.The rest of school was disturbing and I was glad it was finally over, I dragged Maya by her hand and lead her outside the school compound so she would drive us to her house then I would probably wipe my memory of what happened today at the party.
"Zachary O'Connell! Where the hell are you and what the fucking crap do you think you're doing!?" My coach yelled through the phone as my wheel kept swerving through cars in a hurry. "I'm sorry coach but I can't make it today" I responded with my eyes focused on the road. I had disobeyed a lot of traffic rules and out ran a cop car. Hopefully I don't get caught by them; well not today. "What the hell do you mean you can't make it? We're having a final match today and your teammates are all waiting for you, if you don't come here we might lose the game. Zach are you out of your mind!" He roared and even though I wasn't there I could picture the look of frustration on his face. "What's even so more important to you than your big game which would fetch you and your team a lot of money?" He groaned in frustration. "It's my girlfriend's graduation coach! It is fucking important!" I yelled with exc
The priest had arrived while I kept on staring at the silver coffin that was laying beside the six foot hole dug for it. The burial was to start in about thirty minutes but Zach and I were the only present ones around.I loved the fact he stood by me through all of these and made sure I laughed, he realized I wouldn't eat any thing but came up with a smart plan to only make toasts because they're irresistible.Shortly after, a black car pulled over, it belonged to the Andersons. I watched how they hopped down from their expensive car and walked towards us; they somehow have different cars for different occasions."Isabella" Joe greeted as he welcomed me with a hug which I returned with a kiss on his forehead. I watched how he also hugged Zach and I was kind of surprised at the sudden affection. They liked each other but never admitted it, They always want to act tough to each other but today's hug was strange but lovely.
ISABELLA'S POVLife can indeed change in moments and the fact that you think you've found a source of happiness could be really scary when your happiness leaves you in the least expected moments.I watched how Zach went into the kitchen to make something for me to eat even though I didn't tell him to, I wasn't sure I would be able to eat the food with my lack of appetite. I was stuck in between believing what he said to me or not but then if it was really true it means I couldn't trust him or put my trust in him. What if I also get pregnant for him and he abandons me just like he did to that girls. Perhaps the reason why he doesn't want to have sex with me was because he knew he would abandon me if I get pregnant.I was lost in my thoughts when I heard Zach's footsteps approaching me. He hadn't been talking much to me after my father died though or perhaps I was just the one who have been grieving too much to notice.
"Hello there!" She smiled even though the smile didn't last long on her face before falling."Can I?" She motioned at me to create space for her to enter the room. As much as I didn't want anything else to hurt Isabella, she was her mother after all and perhaps she came to console Isabella so I created a space for her to pass.Another lady in a corporate dress followed behind her after flashing me a death glare or perhaps that was how she looked at people. Some other two men in suit tried to enter the room but she had gestured at them to wait outside the door while she was in the room with the other lady. There was no possible way I would let her in this room alone with Isabella so I walked closer to them."What a fine apartment you have here darling" she said to Isabella whose eyes have been on Fiona ever since she entered the room. I could see the flame of hatred burning in her eyes but her physical strength wasn't mat
I continued to go round the hospital asking every single nurse or doctor that comes my way but still no positive response. I was getting really worried and almost broke down in tears but decided to search for her in every way possible.I thought she must have gone to her father's house but the moment I drove there, the doors were locked and everything was still the way it was before I rushed her father to the hospital. She wasn't here either.I went back into my car to continue the search for her, perhaps she went to Grace house to talk to Joe or so I thought. The moment I got there I met Grace sitting outside with Joe as she gently stroked the poor crying boy's hair."Grace!" I called for her attention and she turned to look at me."What brings you here?" She asked with a little smile on her face. But I wasn't here for the greetings either so I instantly cut her off."Where's Is
I realised the only way I could have Isabella back and win her trust is by telling her nothing but the truth about my past and about why I had acted that way towards her. I'll be ready to face whatever happens before then even if she decides to leave me but then I would know I wasn't being a coward anymore. I started to have doubts if I truly wanted her to know and if truly I am ready to accept whatever happens next. I know it's normal to have doubts but I just hope my doubts doesn't over power me from telling her the truth. I drove back home from the airport and walked straight into my room, staring at the mirror I realized I had changed a lot from the Zach back then, the old Zach was brutal ad cared less for anyone's emotions but the new Zach is a changed person who wouldn't want to hurt anyone in order to make his love happy. I hope she would see me for the new me and not criticize me for my wrong doings just like everyone had done in