It was time for our lunch break so I walked straight to the cafeteria and met Maya engrossed with whatever she was doing on her phone.
She didn't seem to notice me walking towards her so I snatched her phone and I could swear that I would have received a straight up slap on my face if I was someone else.
"Hey! Give that back dummy!" She protested and dragged her phone from my hands. I chuckled as I settled my butt on the cold aluminum bench.
"What are you eating?" She asked as she tucked her phone into her pocket.
"Well I gave Joe my lunch money to buy a textbook he needed-" she cut me off of my sentence by raising a finger up.
"I asked of what you were going to eat didn't I?" She said and I couldn't stop myself from giving her a tight hug.
Sometimes when I totally go broke Maya would pay for my lunch or take me out for shopping, she had a rich stepdad who she really liked and he also showed her affection by showering her with gifts and money.
On the other hand, my mum had left me and my family when we were much younger and my Dad hasn't gotten over the trauma yet so it lead him to being an alcoholic who struggles to even feed for himself talk more of Joe and I.
I'm just eighteen but I have taken upon myself the role of a mother taking care of the house hold all by myself.
"I don't really like any of the cafeteria food, they taste like my mother's food..yuck!" Maya complained as she scrunched her nose and I couldn't help but laugh.
Maya wasn't wrong at all, anytime I would visit her family I would give Grace excuses on why I couldn't eat her food.
She brought out her phone and ordered pizzas and two bottles of coke even though it was against the school rules to order food but she somewhat found a way to do it.
Shortly after the food was delivered and my tummy made an awful noise, I hadn't eaten anything but a slice of bread and coffee today.
Girls started rushing into the cafeteria and I wondered what they were up to not until I saw Zach coming in too.
He passed my table and Maya didn't even glance at him but continued to bite on her pizza till he walked to an empty seat and made himself comfortable, shortly after some other guys joined him and circled the table.
Now I get why no one dared to sit on that table since I've been in this school.
I suddenly remembered my encounter with Zach and decided to tell Maya about how he had helped me.
"Uhm..you know the footballer.. Zach?"
"Yeah?" She replied telling me to continue.
"We had math class today and well-"
"Don't tell me he ridiculed you" she said getting ready to go over and fight him.
"No no just shush!" I said calming her down when I noticed some eyes were already on us.
"He helped me today" I said and narrated how a girl tried to bully me but he helped me.
"Aww that's sweet" she said while jolting me with her elbow.
"Should I thank him?" I asked.
On a normal day I wouldn't even care or dare to speak to one of these famous guys but I felt like I needed to thank him.
"If you want to" she replied. I finished the slice of pizza I had with me and gulped it down with the coke.
I took deep breaths and made my way to the forbidden table.
They didn't seem to notice my presence as they kept on chatting about a topic they were all interested in, well Zach didn't seem to be interested.
I was feeling nervous standing here and I could already feel different eyes on me damn it!
"Uhm hey!" I said but my voice came out cracked.
They all seemed to stop their discussion immediately they noticed me and I started to wonder if I had made the wrong choice of coming here.
"Who are you?" One of the boys asked and the rest bursted In laughter staring at me from my head to toe. I knew I hadn't dressed well and my hair was messy, my face was plain and without makeup and I was wearing one of the most stupid necklace on a shirt.
I felt so embarrassed to the point that my mouth turned heavy and I couldn't utter any more words.
"She's probably an attention seeker" a girl walked over to the table and stood close to Zach placing her hands on his shoulder.
Aurora Brooks the infamous cheerleader, also every girl's nightmare.
She had that tall slender body with literally no curves but then with a pretty face that she uses to oppress everyone. Everyone had talked about how her face was plastic but she didn't seem to mind flaunting it.
If there was one person I was trying to avoid till I graduate it was Aurora Brooks. Silly of me to think today would be a good day and thanking him would be the polite thing to do.
"Oh I love that necklace, where did you get it from, the trash?" She said touching the necklace like it was shit.
Everyone suddenly burst into laughter and I had never been more humiliated.
I looked at Zach's face but he didn't seem to be interested in whatever I had to say as a smirk appeared on his face after Aurora embarrassed me.
"Never mind" I said and left the cafeteria immediately tears started to run down my cheeks. Maya wasn't in the cafeteria at the moment everything happened, she left earlier when I was going to meet Zach. If she had been in the cafeteria she would have helped me.
I ran to the ladies bathroom and cried my eyes out, I checked my reflection in the mirror and suddenly I don't blame them for mocking me.
I am literally thrash, a 5'5ft ugly low budget Shrek that only finds baggy wears comfortable.
I stared at the reflection of the necklace on my neck, my grandma had gave it to me on the day she was dying and I vowed to keep it and pass it on to my daughter. It wasn't expensive but it was price less to me.
"What the hell happened to you, I was gone for just 5 minutes" Maya yelled immediately she opened the bathroom door and saw me crying.
"Nothing much, nevermind" I lied but she noticed immediately and stormed out of the bathroom.
I knew what she was up to but then it wasn't Zach that humiliated me so I ran to catch up with her.
"It wasn't Zach, let's just forget it" I plead and she gave me a glaring look before she dragged my hands away to our next class. We had English together.
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It was time to leave school but I would be going to the mall for my after school job instead. I was lucky to have found a good paying job that permits me to attend work only 3 times in a week and today was my day on.
"Let's go watch a movie to cheer you up" Maya said as we walked out of the building.
"It's Thursday Maya, Im going to work" I replied with lack of energy feeling drained from what had happened earlier.
"Oh! alright then, I'll drop you off" she said and we got into her expensive Rolls Royles car. Zach and his crew came out of the building immediately we drove away from the parking lot and I could still see Aurora clinging onto him like a tattoo or rather a scar.
The drive from Sapphire high school wasn't far to the mall and we got there in less than twenty minutes.
"I love you Maya" I said as I got down from her car.
"I love you too Issabella, see you tomorrow morning" she said and zoomed off after giving throwing me a wind kiss.
I work in a boutique that was mainly the most attractive jewelry store in the mall, different celebrities and rich kids would come here shopping for expensive jewelry and i had found out of the job vacancy when I had followed Maya for shopping. She ended up buying a lot because she couldn't choose.
Work was less busy today as we had lesser and fewer customers but I was secretly glad because I would have the time to do my homework from school.
I was engrossed and focussed on my math assignment that I didn't notice when a boy walked in. His face was familiar and I was sure I knew him from a place, my suspicions were confirmed when I saw the School's football bracelet on his hand.
I should have known he was one of the footballers with his great appearance and perfectly styled hair that was gelled on his hair, his sharp jaw made him look intimidating and his piercings fitted him perfectly.
"Welcome to J&K, how may I help you?" I said and he smiled at me. He seemed to have recognized me from what happened earlier today and I suddenly felt embarrassed.
He didn't say anymore words as he picked a pair of silver earrings that was by the side of the store and paid for the price that was tagged on it.
"The boys could get silly sometimes, sorry for what happened earlier today" he said and walked out of the store. Did a member of the Green lands just say sorry?
"Zachary O'Connell! Where the hell are you and what the fucking crap do you think you're doing!?" My coach yelled through the phone as my wheel kept swerving through cars in a hurry. "I'm sorry coach but I can't make it today" I responded with my eyes focused on the road. I had disobeyed a lot of traffic rules and out ran a cop car. Hopefully I don't get caught by them; well not today. "What the hell do you mean you can't make it? We're having a final match today and your teammates are all waiting for you, if you don't come here we might lose the game. Zach are you out of your mind!" He roared and even though I wasn't there I could picture the look of frustration on his face. "What's even so more important to you than your big game which would fetch you and your team a lot of money?" He groaned in frustration. "It's my girlfriend's graduation coach! It is fucking important!" I yelled with exc
The priest had arrived while I kept on staring at the silver coffin that was laying beside the six foot hole dug for it. The burial was to start in about thirty minutes but Zach and I were the only present ones around.I loved the fact he stood by me through all of these and made sure I laughed, he realized I wouldn't eat any thing but came up with a smart plan to only make toasts because they're irresistible.Shortly after, a black car pulled over, it belonged to the Andersons. I watched how they hopped down from their expensive car and walked towards us; they somehow have different cars for different occasions."Isabella" Joe greeted as he welcomed me with a hug which I returned with a kiss on his forehead. I watched how he also hugged Zach and I was kind of surprised at the sudden affection. They liked each other but never admitted it, They always want to act tough to each other but today's hug was strange but lovely.
ISABELLA'S POVLife can indeed change in moments and the fact that you think you've found a source of happiness could be really scary when your happiness leaves you in the least expected moments.I watched how Zach went into the kitchen to make something for me to eat even though I didn't tell him to, I wasn't sure I would be able to eat the food with my lack of appetite. I was stuck in between believing what he said to me or not but then if it was really true it means I couldn't trust him or put my trust in him. What if I also get pregnant for him and he abandons me just like he did to that girls. Perhaps the reason why he doesn't want to have sex with me was because he knew he would abandon me if I get pregnant.I was lost in my thoughts when I heard Zach's footsteps approaching me. He hadn't been talking much to me after my father died though or perhaps I was just the one who have been grieving too much to notice.
"Hello there!" She smiled even though the smile didn't last long on her face before falling."Can I?" She motioned at me to create space for her to enter the room. As much as I didn't want anything else to hurt Isabella, she was her mother after all and perhaps she came to console Isabella so I created a space for her to pass.Another lady in a corporate dress followed behind her after flashing me a death glare or perhaps that was how she looked at people. Some other two men in suit tried to enter the room but she had gestured at them to wait outside the door while she was in the room with the other lady. There was no possible way I would let her in this room alone with Isabella so I walked closer to them."What a fine apartment you have here darling" she said to Isabella whose eyes have been on Fiona ever since she entered the room. I could see the flame of hatred burning in her eyes but her physical strength wasn't mat
I continued to go round the hospital asking every single nurse or doctor that comes my way but still no positive response. I was getting really worried and almost broke down in tears but decided to search for her in every way possible.I thought she must have gone to her father's house but the moment I drove there, the doors were locked and everything was still the way it was before I rushed her father to the hospital. She wasn't here either.I went back into my car to continue the search for her, perhaps she went to Grace house to talk to Joe or so I thought. The moment I got there I met Grace sitting outside with Joe as she gently stroked the poor crying boy's hair."Grace!" I called for her attention and she turned to look at me."What brings you here?" She asked with a little smile on her face. But I wasn't here for the greetings either so I instantly cut her off."Where's Is
I realised the only way I could have Isabella back and win her trust is by telling her nothing but the truth about my past and about why I had acted that way towards her. I'll be ready to face whatever happens before then even if she decides to leave me but then I would know I wasn't being a coward anymore. I started to have doubts if I truly wanted her to know and if truly I am ready to accept whatever happens next. I know it's normal to have doubts but I just hope my doubts doesn't over power me from telling her the truth. I drove back home from the airport and walked straight into my room, staring at the mirror I realized I had changed a lot from the Zach back then, the old Zach was brutal ad cared less for anyone's emotions but the new Zach is a changed person who wouldn't want to hurt anyone in order to make his love happy. I hope she would see me for the new me and not criticize me for my wrong doings just like everyone had done in