LOGINAnyta's POV
(Three Years Later....) So many years since I last set foot in this airport. I tugged my suitcase past security and stepped out of the airport building. The woman in the glass doors didnât look like the naĂŻve girl who had left with nothing but heartbreak and a secret pregnancy. She looked different now. She was now a successful actress who had built a life for herself in Italy. I had no heavy makeup, just a touch of color on my lips. My hair fell loose around my shoulders. I was calm, collected and graceful. At least, thatâs what I told myself. Little three-year old Theodore, the product of my marriage to Everett, was still at home in Italy. I had chosen not to bring him, because I wanted to keep him safe from the drama I knew I would encounter the moment I stepped foot again in the United States. As I waited for my ride, I heard the whispers before I saw the faces. âDid you see that lady?â someone murmured behind me. âIâve never seen such a charming woman.â âShe must be a star, right?â I smiled to myself but I kept my eyes forward, refusing to let their stares drag me down. I wasnât here for anyoneâs approval but I was here for me. Someone was standing next to a car and holding a plaque that read "Miss Anyta Rushmore". It was Everett's assistant, the same woman who had escorted me to the airport three years ago, as if she were shipping off a parcel. I didn't have to think long to know that it was Grandma Jo who had sent her to pick me up. She gave me a polite nod and smiled at me. âMrs Ashbourne. Welcome back.â I adjusted my hand on the suitcase handle. âItâs Miss Rushmore now, isnât it?â She smiled again but didn't give me a reply, she only turned and motioned for me to follow her to the car. I was driven to Hotel Veloura, a five-star hotel tucked away in Staten Island, New York. When I checked in, I let myself sink into the bed and stared through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows at the sights of New York. Then I saw a white envelope caught my eye on the desk. My name was written in elegant script on it. I reached for it and tore it open to see an invitation. âTo our honored guest, you are invited to the elite dinner party hosted at the Ashbourne mansion tonight, the fifteenth of September.â My heart jumped to my throat as I read the words. Ashbourne mansion, the same place I had walked out of in disgrace. And now I was being invited back. I dropped the card onto the bed, laughing softly to myself. Of course, life loves a cruel joke. ******** The Ashbourn3 mansion hadnât changed in all the three years that I had left the country. As my driver pulled up to the entrance, I stared at the doors, watching people troop in. I could already spot a familiar face at the entrance. "Thank you." I murmured to the driver. I adjusted the strap of my halter-neck black dress, took a calm breath and stepped out of the car. The line of guests moved slowly toward the entrance and each person was being greeted at the door, by Everett. Everett himself hadn't changed in three years, still had that cruel light in his eyes even with the welcoming smile on his face. I waited to feel something for him again, perhaps even regret or hope, but I felt nothing. When it came to Everett, I was dead inside. This man had left me to the worst and I would never forget that. Finally I joined the line, waiting for my turn. Eventually, it came and I found myself staring into the eyes of the man who had treated me like trash. Still tall, still impossibly composed, the kind of man who could silence a room just by standing in it. He was smiling at the couple in front of me. âWelcome, Mr and Mrs Banner.â The couple returned the greeting and moved into the mansion. Everett kept the polite smile on his face as he turned to me. "Welc..." he started to say, then his smile faded. The polite look slipped and I saw utter shock on his face. I made sure to keep my eyes locked on him, as I smiled like the devil herself. âHello, Everett.âEVERETTâS POVI was fuming. Steam-pouring-out-of-my-ears, stomach-aching, chest-heaving, fuming!It was definitely not the sharp, fleeting kind that burned out as quickly as it flared. This one was deep, seeping into every crevice of my being like acid corrosion.It was the kind that made my jaw ache from clenching and my hands curl into fists without conscious thought.I stormed out of the side room minutes after Anyta followed the man out, pulse roaring in my ears.Iâd lost control with her, again. The second time.What is fucking wrong with me?!There was really nothing special about her, besides the obvious fact that her body had changed, in a way that I appreciated far more than I wanted to.But there were so many other women like that, so many who would fall on my feet at the flick of a wrist.Perhaps that was it. The fact the she was refusing to fall at my feet was frustrating and magnetic.I should've treated her better when she was mine.That was the truth I didnât want to a
ANYTA'S POVAnd he did.I leaned into him just a little, letting myself enjoy it all, without worrying about anything as we sailed across the room while Clay chatted with people I had never met before, but knew were extremely important.Compliments came easily from most of them, to my surprise.âYou look stunning, dear,â a woman in a silver mask muttered with a gentle curve of her mouth as we passed.âThat color was made for you,â a short, handsome man murmured, eyes lingering appreciatively on me.I smiled, nodded, thanked them. Soaked it all in like warmth after a long winter.When we finally stepped away from a particularly chatty couple who'd been speaking to Clay in rapid French, I let out a quiet laugh and shook my head.âWhat kind of rich people are these? They all seem so nice and they keep looking at us,â I lowered my voice, âdo you think they might have seen our little club altercation with you-know-who?âClay huffed out a breath as his hand settled on the small of my back.â
ANYTA'S POVAlice and Grandma Jo were on their feet instantly.âWhatâs that?â Alice asked.âWell let's find out,â I answered.I set the boxes on the coffee table, opened the larger one first and promptly sucked in a shocked breath.Inside was a deep-gold dress, rich and luminous, the fabric liquid-soft beneath my fingers.âWhy, hello gorgeous,â I heard Grandma Jo breathe softly as I raised the dress and held it over my body.It looked like it would be form-hugging on me, and although I had a love-hate relationship with my body, I was beginning to lean more towards showing it off, so the dressâ cut elated me.âNow that's a dangerous neckline,â Alice muttered appreciatively. And I chuckled as I studied the plunge. It was daring but not vulgar.I loved it.Already bubbling with excitement, I checked the second box which held a pair of black heels that looked like they belonged in a fairytale.âOh my,â Alice breathed.Grandma Jo whistled. âWell. That settles it. Looks like you have someth
ANYTA'S POVI stared at my reflection and sighed as a slight sense of deja vu washed over me.My hair was already done, soft curls falling neatly over my shoulders, glossy and cooperative for once, without multiple tries.That alone felt like a minor victory. But the problem wasnât my hair.It was everything else.The bed behind me was littered with dresses. Satin, lace, chiffon. Dresses Iâd once worn without thinking twice and without sucking in my stomach or turning sideways to inspect my hips from every angle.Dresses from a life that felt both too close and impossibly far away.I reached for one of the gowns hanging in the wardrobe and tugged it free, already knowing how this would end even as I proceeded to slide it on.It didnât zip past my ribs.I closed my eyes briefly, feeling my jaw ache from how hard I was gritting my teeth.âCalm down, Anyta,â I murmured to myself, then tried another. This one slid up my thighs but refused to settle over my hips. My breasts strained uncomf
SIENNA'S POVâAh!â I exclaimed sharply, promptly sliding my thumb into my mouth.I glared at the kettle Iâd just burned it on, as if that would hurt it back.I took a deep breath and blew it out slowly because my hands were shaking.Not violently though, and thankfully not enough to spill water or drop the porcelain.But it shook quite enough that the teacup rattled faintly when I set it on the marble counter.The sound echoed too loudly in the pristine kitchen, and I sighed as I briefly contemplated whether the pain on my thumb needed first aid or not.Deciding against first aid, I reached over, turned on the tap and held the red tip of my thumb under the spray.I hissed softly and sucked in a breath through my teeth, annoyed more at myself than the pain. I hated moments like this. Little betrayals of composure. And I hated not being at my full potential.There was a sudden shift in the air as I felt another presence in the kitchen.I didnât need to turn around to know Monica Ashbour
EVERETT'S POVI was already halfway out the door when she stepped into my path.âHonestly, mother, this is beginning to look like a pattern and I don't appreciate it.âIt was like she had a talent for bad timing, always appearing at the precise moment my patience was thinnest, my nerves stretched taut enough to snap.She stood there, framed by the tall archway like an immovable piece of everything that had shaped me and everything I knew I should love, but despised instead.Maybe because I knew her love wasn't completely genuine. It was a means of control for her, and once I realized, it became easier for me to do what I wanted without her permission or approval.âMove,â I gritted through clenched teeth, my voice clipped.âI need to talk to you,â mother replied carefully.My fingers tightened around my car keys. âCanât it wait? Iâm late.âShe didnât budge.Her eyes were as sharp as always without the haze of alcohol. And they flicked over my tailored jacket, the watch on my wrist, and







