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Julian's POV

“That's the issue,” Dylan interjected abruptly. "You’re preoccupied with thoughts of Vivienne, yet she has already departed. She decided to go away. How much longer will you pursue something that she has given up? How long will you stay for someone who has left?”

I bowed my head, my hands clenching into fists. He was unaware of everything. He was unaware of how Vivienne departed. He was unaware of the reason she fled from the hospital.

He was unaware that I was the cause of her profound pain.

I inhaled deeply, searching for the right expression, but before I could utter a word, Dylan exhaled heavily, as if readying himself to deliver the decisive strike.

"I understand you care," he stated, gentler this time. “I understand that Vivienne used to mean a great deal to you. However, Julian, you must confront the truth. She's left. Those who depart without a word typically do not plan to return.”

His words cut
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