7: The alphas plan

*Cathwulf*

 I am desperately splashing cold water on my face in the work bathroom, trying to make my red puffy eyes fall down and look less obvious. Yeah I have been crying my pretty little eyes out on and off ever since last night.

 It has been two days since my first transformation and my life has changed in ways I could never imagine. First of all I did not find a mate like I hoped, so he must be in another pack if he is out there … not that it matters now.

 Secondly I am apparently a fabled opal queen…something I didn’t even believe existed, but that seems not to be good for me either.

 But the biggest thing had happened last night when our Alpha came to visit…he had made a decision, and wanted to talk to me.

 My mom had called me into the livingroom and the Alpha had smiled at me, but it was a rather emotionless smile, and then he told u