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Morning After Regrets

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POV: Vivian Ashford

I wake at five-fifteen in a hotel room I booked last night because the gala ran late and the thought of the drive back to Silver Lake at one in the morning felt like one decision too many, and the room is very white and very quiet and the dawn is just beginning its business outside the window.

I lie on my back and look at the ceiling.

The ceiling is neutral and unhelpful.

I performed the rest of the gala correctly. I said the right things to the right people and I drank two
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