LOGINReya
Living in the guard wing of the Blackwood fortress is like living as a ghost. It’s been three days since Alpha Killian brought me here, and since then, he has kept his word. He has not checked on me once.
A quiet, elderly omega servant will bring me a tray with minimal rations to my room twice a day. Normally, the food was stale and cold, consisting of day-old bread, a bowl of thin, room-temperature broth, and dried meat. I know better than to complain; I eat everything I’m given to keep my strength up.
During the daylight hours, I sit by the small, drafty window and study the details of the fortress courtyard below. I watch the warriors train in the muddy snow for hours. They’re brutal, efficient, and deadly serious about their combat. There’s no laughter or showing off, as there was back at the Southern Valley. This pack has lived on the edge of survival, and it’s shown through every movement.
Today seems even drearier when I stare out the window. The sky looks like a dark gray sheet looming over everything. As nighttime approaches, the temperature drops, and the snow blows hard as a blizzard blankets the mountain in thick white snow.
I wrap my thin blanket tightly around my body, trying to stop my teeth from chattering as I go to bed.
I wake up in the middle of the night with a violent jolt. Every instinct within me screams to move. The ancient magic within me isn’t humming its usual tune anymore; it’s throbbing violently, sending waves of ice-cold energy down my spine.
Something is horribly wrong inside the house.
A horrific shriek tears through the silence, and it’s followed by the heavy, wet sound of tearing flesh and the chaotic pounding of boots on the ground.
A warrior screams a warning, “The lower eastern wall is breached! The rogues are inside!”
His voice is cut short by a brutal grunt as he continues fighting.
A heavy iron alarm rings frantically across the territory, but the danger is already outside my door. The main defense lines have collapsed, and Killian is out of reach, patrolling the outer borders of the pine forest.
I scramble out of my bed, my heart slamming against my ribs. I look around the dark room for a weapon, but there’s nothing except for the flimsy wooden chair. I don’t get the opportunity to grab it; the heavy oak door of my bedroom has exploded inward with a deafening crash, and splinters of wood fly everywhere.
A massive, feral rogue stands before me. He’s mid-shift, his jaw distorted into a muzzle with long, yellow fangs, and his bloodshot eyes are crazed. He’s covered in flesh and blood, and a nauseating rotting scent fills my room.
His eyes lock onto me, a cruel, predatory grin stretching across his face. “Well, well, well, look what we have here. A little southern baby left all alone in the dark.”
I back away, my voice raspy as I say, “Get out of my room.”My back presses against the freezing stone wall, and the rogue laughs at me. The sound is wet and guttural and makes my skin crawl. He shakes his head, taking a predatory step towards me as he growls out, “No way, princess. Your throat looks incredibly soft. " Let's see how much you bleed,” He takes a deep inhale, “How good you taste.”His thigh muscles tense before he lunges across the room, his claws extended, his jaw wide open as he aims for my neck.
I’m cornered, defenseless, facing certain death. No one is here to help me.
The moment his shadow falls over me, a wave of raw, blinding survival panic rips through my body. The mental locks that I’ve used to keep my hidden power a secret for three long years have finally snapped.
I scream at the top of my lungs, “Get away from me!”
A violent explosion of raw energy erupts from my chest; it’s not light; it’s thick, suffocating darkness.Thick, ink-black shadow tendrils explode from my skin like a swarm of vipers, ripping through the air with a terrifying hiss. The rogue’s claws couldn’t even touch the edge of my mattress; the solid black tendrils wrap around his neck, his arms, his jaw, keeping it pried open as it pins his body in the air.
His eyes show pure panic and horror; he tries to growl, but the sound catches in his throat as the shadows pulse, draining the dominant alpha aura from his flesh. I can feel his strength flowing through the shadows and pouring into my core, making my power burn like a roaring fire.
Within just a few agonizing seconds, his body withers. His eyes roll back into his head, his muscles go limp, and his energy is extinguished.
The shadows release him, and his corpse collapses against the stone floor with a dull thud.
I stand over him, my chest heaving as I gasp for air. My long hair billows wildly around my face, and my amber eyes glow like bright lanterns in the pitch darkness of the room. The ink-black tendrils of ancient magic bleed from my fingertips like smoke, swirling around my feet.
Heavy, frantic footsteps sprint down the corridor, accompanied by the squishing and splashing of blood.
Alpha Killian Blackwood storms into my room, his twin-bladed battle axe raised high, prepared for the fight. His ice-blue eyes glow with a terrifying, animalistic fury. His chest is littered with claw wounds, and his face has splatters of blood scattered across it. He looks like a god of war, prepared to conquer the battle.
He steps over the shattered doorway, his eyes bouncing around as his body freezes. He looks down at the dead rogue lying at my feet, noticing the way the body has been drained of its life force. His eyes move over me before meeting my gaze.
“What,” Killian whispers, his voice dropping to a low and dangerous frequency that makes the floor vibrate, “was that?”
I lean my back against the cold stone wall, crossing my arms over my chest as I hide the trembling of my hands. My usual, sarcastic smirk slides back into place on my face: “Just some quick pest control, Alpha Killian. Your northern guard wing leaves a lot to be desired in the security department.”Killian doesn’t find this funny. He marches over the lifeless rogue, and his massive frame cuts off the moonlight from the window. He stops just an inch away from me, his heat radiating off his bare, blood-streaked chest. A suffocating wave of his warrior aura flares out, pressing tightly against my skin. “Do not play games with me, Reya. That was not normal wolf magic; that was ancient shadow manipulation. That’s a power that has been completely extinct for three hundred years. Who are you?”My shadow magic pulses beneath my skin, devouring his dominant pressure as I continue to meet his eyes, refusing to cower, “I am the girl you called a plain, useless omega three days ago.”
His large hand reaches out and grips my shoulder. His eyes burn into mine. "Answer me. Are you a spy? Did your father send you here with a hidden coven to drain my pack from the inside out?""If my father knew I had this power, he would have locked me in a basement and used me as a weapon to conquer the Southern Valley years ago," I snap, knocking his hand away from my shoulder. "My family knows absolutely nothing. They think I am a defect because I can suppress alpha leadership traits. They treated me like an invisible helper and traded me away for cash because Bernice threw a temper tantrum. You want to know the truth? You are looking at it!"
Killian stares at me in silence, his eyes scanning every line on my face for a lie, but all he can find is my raw, bitter truth.
Slowly, the tension in his shoulders drops. A dark, intense smile spreads across his face, making him look dangerous.
"They actually threw away a legendary weapon just to keep a pretty white wolf," Killian murmurs, a low chuckle vibrating in his chest. "Your father is an absolute, brainless fool. He handed the North an apex predator."
"I am a person, Killian. Not a gun you can just point at your enemies," I warn him, my amber eyes flashing in anger. This is why I hid all these years; I don’t want to be used.
"In the North, you are both, or you are dead," Killian shoots back instantly, his face turning serious again. He looks toward the door as the sounds of fighting outside begin to die down. "The rogues knew exactly how to breach our lower eastern wall tonight. Someone on the inside leaked our patrol schedules. We have a traitor in the pack house, and a major border war is coming. I cannot leave an unknown variable like you down here in the guard wing where anyone can walk in."
"So what are you going to do with me? Put me in a deeper dungeon?" I ask sarcastically with a raised brow.
"No. You are moving," Killian commands, grabbing my small suitcase off the floor with one hand. He gestures for me to move out into the hall. "You are coming to the high tower suite in the main house. It is directly adjacent to my personal chambers, behind three sets of guarded iron doors. If you are going to be a secret, you are going to be my secret."
My heart skips a beat against my ribs, a strange, warm tension sparking between us as I walk past his large body. "I thought you had zero desire to play husband to a fraud?"
Killian follows me up the grand stone winding stairs, his heavy boots echoing loudly in the quiet stairwell. He stops at the top landing, right outside a pair of massive, beautifully carved wooden doors. He turns his head, his ice-blue eyes flashing with a sudden, addictive intensity that makes my skin tingle with a weird rush of heat.
"You are not a fraud, Reya," Killian whispers, leaning down slightly so his minty breath brushes against my ear. "You are a miracle. And tomorrow at dawn, you are meeting me in the deepest part of the pine forest. We are going to start private, brutal combat training, and I am going to see exactly what those beautiful shadows of yours can really do when they are unleashed.”
KillianThe archives beneath Blackwood smell like old parchment, and the kind of dust that remembers names no living man can pronounce. It’s a reminder of how dangerous things are because the dead rarely lie, but the people living once did. And that was the reason why I often secluded this part of the library. These archives are for my eyes and any future alpha's eyes to see.There is a single lantern that burns beside me as I unroll another scroll across the oak table. The room is a small island of light and a sea of shadowed stacks. Every document that I gathered in the last few days is open in front of me in a pile that is too big to be true.Some of these had been burned centuries ago. Some papers come from the Blackwoods library, others had been my father
ReyaOne week changed more than I thought it could.The Council still camps out beyond Blackwood’s gates, their silver banners are stubborn against the mountain wind. Every morning a messenger rides to the gate and demands an audience. Every afternoon Killian refuses. Every evening the riders return to their camp, no closer to taking me than the day before.The siege has become a routine. Oddly enough, my life has become a routine. After breakfast each morning, Killian and I meet in the training yard and every time I tell him how I hate training and every morning, he chooses to ignore me.“I’ve decided,” I announce one cold morning as I stretch a shoulder that protests my movement, “That your favorite hobby is making me miserable. I swear that this is getting too impossible for me to ignore. But this is the fact. It is real. You like making my life horrible and miserable. You like tormenting me. It is the only explanation that I can have!”Killian stands across from me, the practice s
KillianI wake up enveloped in warmth. But it isn’t from fire nor my blankets, it’s from her lying in my arms.For a long, quiet moment, I lie still, listening to the steady rhythm of her breathing. The morning light has already softened the room. Her hair falls loosely over the pillow and I can’t help but smile when I notice the one hand clenched on the front of my shirt, it’s like she was afraid of me vanishing during the night.She sleeps like a child that has finally been given permission to stop watching for wolves.I watch her, it’s a selfish thing, an indulgence that I haven’t allowed, but it steadies me. I didn’t know what dream she woke up to last night, but I know it wasn’t an ordinary dream. Dreams can be used as weapons now and the council has learned to use the dark between waking and sleep.A thin ribbon of shadow curls at her ankle and then retreats when it feels my presence. They’ve been protective over her and it shows me just how frightened she must’ve been, how shak
ReyaThere’s a darkness that doesn’t belong to me that presses against my skin like the winter wind through a thin cloth. It’s cld, hungry, and silent as I stand in the corridor of gray stone that has no beginning or end. My footsteps feel hollow and… wrong. It’s like I’m walking inside a bell with mist curling around my ankles.“Killian?” I call out as I look around. No one answers. The mountains aren’t here, neither is the fortress. There’s nothing but darkness. Then, a single small light, it’s not brighter than a small candle, but it pushes back the black like a stubborn lone star trying to light up the night sky.An old woman steps in from the mist. She wears a silver robe that moves like the water and she looks ancient. She looks old enough to have watched empires rise and fall and kept the secrets of old.She stops a few paces away and smiles with a sadness that makes my chest ache. “I wondered how long it would take before I found you. I thought that it would take longer, but y
KillianLaughter wakes me up.It’s bright and unexpected and it threads through the thin morning air and pulls me from my sleep. For a moment, I lie still just listening. The fortress has been quiet for days aside from the patrols, drills, and whispered plans. Half of my men haven’t slept. We are waiting for a decision and we switched positions when it came time to fall asleep. Some of us were awake, others were guarding, and so on.I thought I was imagining the sound, but I push the blankets and walk to the window.The courtyard is alive. Warriors are sparring, blacksmiths hammering, children chase each other between stacks of firewood. Life refuses to stop just because danger waits outside.In the center of the training ring, Cormac stands with a wooden practice sword. Facing him, grinning, stubborn, and utterly unmilitary is Reya.“Again,” Cormac demands, “You are going to keep doing this until you give me the right punch, Reya.”“I already hit you,” She replies with a laugh, “You
ReyaThe peace we have in Blackwood doesn’t last long. Still, I learn to treasure the moments when that peace comes even if the time feels borrowed.The Council remains beyond the fortress walls, their silver banners visible whenever I stand by the western windows.Skylar and the southern delegation remain under guard. Every morning, I wake expecting some new demand or threat, just another reminder that my life belongs to someone else. Instead, the day passes with shocking normality.Thankfully, they don’t come. It seems that something was done and things are going back to normal. Liam, the little boy from yesterday, has decided that the Shadow Horse is now his closest friend. He spends the morning dragging every child in the fortress to me insisting that I show them how shadows could fly, dance, or according to him, even sing.I laugh more than I intend as I create tiny birds, wolves, foxes, and one time, a very unimpressive fish that immediately sank in the air and dissolved. Even
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Reya"Stand straighter, Reya. You look like a hunchback standing next to your sister," my mother, Eleanor, hissed the words directly into my ear. She did not actually look at my face while she spoke. Her eyes were completely glued to my younger sister, Bernice, who was currently preening in front







