LOGINReya
Being stuck in a carriage for three days is agonizing. I’ve never experienced such dull torture and meanwhile, it hangs over my head how horrible my life could be at the Blackwood Pack. It makes me wish the journey was longer.
Or that maybe I could’ve escaped this fate all together.
I really thought I found my happily ever after, but even my mate betrayed me. I look towards the ceiling of the wooden carriage and murmur to the moon goddess, “You picked a real good one for me, huh?”
The carriage grinds to a halt and my whole body lurches from it. I look out the window, the warm green fields from the south are gone, now there’s nothing but dark pine trees and a freezing mountain rainstorm that looks horrid.
The driver doesn’t open my door, he just shouts from his high seat, “We do not move closer, Lady Reya. The Blackwood border guards told us to drop you right here at the outer iron gates. We must leave immediately, good luck.”
I grab the handle of my small suitcase and I push the door open on my own. The second my cheap shoes touch the ground, they sink into freezing black mud. The icy rain drenchs my coat immediately and my whole body shivers from the cold. The driver rushes to turn around, speeding down the mountain pass without looking back. I’ve been left in a snow storm like a piece of garbage.
I wipe the freezing rain from my eyes and look forward, instantly halting my steps. On the other side of the massive stone and iron gates is a man who looks terrifying.
He has to be at least six-foot-three and has a massive, muscular frame that makes him look like a solid wall. He wears a heavy, dark fur cloak that is soaked from the storm. His short, pitch black hair is messy, and his sharp jawline is covered in dark stubble.
But his eyes make my breath catch in my throat. They are a piercing, glowing ice blue and they loow ruthless. Dark tribal warrior tattoos snake up his thick neck and disappear under that sharp jaw.
The monster of the North. Alpha Killian Blackwood.
He stands there, unmoving in the pouring ice and rain, staring down at me through the iron bars as if I’m a bad delivery.
He knows what happened. He knows that he has been swindled by my greedy, shitty parents. He does not open the gate for me, he just watches as I stand there in the freezing rain.
His voice is deep and gravelly and hostile, “You are not the white wolf.”
I grip the handle of my suitcase tighter, trying with all my might not to shake from the cold. I stare back into his icy eyes as I retort, “Astute observation, Alpha. I see the rumors of northern intelligence is vastly exaggerated. Should I have worn a nametag?”As his eyes narrow into slits, I realize I probably should’ve kept my mouth shut. He’s an Alpha and even though I’ve had a horrendous few days, he has the power to make my life so much worse.
A dangerous quiet tension fills the air and suddenly, a heavy suffocating pressure explodes from his body. This is his Alpha aura and it slams into my body like a physical punch. This dominant energy is designed to force any normal omega to beg on their knees for mercy.
But, I’m not some random weak omega. The second his power touches me, my ancient shadow magic wakes up. It coils around my core, absorbing the pressure and neutralizing it. I don’t bow my head. I do not drop to my knees.
I stand there, perfectly straight in the mud, staring back at him with a blank expression.
Genuine surprise crosses Killian’s face, but he hides it. His massive, scarred hand reaches out and unlocks the heavy gate and he pushes it open with a loud screech.
“Your family thinks they can play games with the Blackwood Pack.” He growls out, stepping into my personal space. He looms over me, smelling like rain, steel, and wild mint. He continues, “They kept the pure white wolf south and sent me a discarded, plain omega instead. They broke the treaty.”
I cross my arms over my chest, grateful for the minor warmth my hands feel as I retort, “If you have a problem with the contract, take it up with Alpha Thomas. I was forced into the carriage. I didn’t choose to come to this frozen wasteland for fun.”His voice drops to a dangerous whisper, “Watch your mouth, girl. You are not a guest in my territory. You are a political prisoner. Your father sent me a fraud and I have no intention of treating you like a true Luna.”"Good, because I have zero intention of acting like your wife," I shot back instantly. "So we are completely on the same page. Now, are you going to keep me standing in the mud all night, or does this stone fortress actually have a roof?"Killian stares at me for a long, quiet moment. His ice-blue eyes are full of intensity as he scans my face, searching for any sign of fear or weakness. I use my defensive sarcasm like a shield, and I will not cower from him.
He snatches my suitcase from my hand, turning and walking to the dark stone fortress that looms behind the thick mist.
Killian commands without looking at me, “Follow me. And stay out of my sight. The North has no room for soft, whiny southern princesses. If you break under the weight of our winter then I will not waste my time in an attempt to save you.”
I follow him through the heavy wooden doors of the fortress. I expected a grand ballroom or a warm parlor like the ones we had in the south, but this place is built for one thing - war.
The stone walls are bare, torches flicker in the hallways, the air smells like smoke and wet fur.
Killian doesn’t lead me to the main living areas, instead he takes me into the deep cold stone corridors of the isolated guard wing, far away from anyone else.
He stops in front of a small wooden door, pushing it open, and he throws my suitcase inside.
I look around, a dull ache inside my chest. This space is barren and has nothing but a hard small bed, a thin blanket, a tiny wooden chair, and a washbasin in the corner.
There is no fire to keep the winter chill away and the walls are cold to the touch.
Killian’s voice is colder than this weather ever could be, “This is your room. You do not enter the main pack house without my permission. My warriors do not trust outsiders and they like southern traitors even less.”
I walk over to the bed and sit down on the hard mattress, looking up at him with a sarcastic smile. "Wow. Thank you for the five-star hospitality, Alpha Killian. The view of the blank stone wall is truly stunning."
He doesn’t appreciate my joke, his expression remains stoic as he jaw clenches tightly as he stares down at me. He shakes his head, “Save your smart mouth for someone who cares, Reya. You are a useless pawn in a game your father already lost. You are completely alone up here."
"I have been alone my entire life," I respond, my voice dropping its sarcastic edge for a brief second, turning flat and honest. "A cold room isn't going to make me cry."
Killian steps back into the corridor, his heavy hand gripping the edge of the wooden door. His ice-blue eyes flash with brutal, unyielding light as he delivers his final warning. "We will see how tough you are when the real winter storms hit us next week. Remember your place here, girl. You are a mere political prisoner under my thumb, and if you break under the harsh winter, I will gladly send your frozen corpse back to your family in a casket."
KillianThe archives beneath Blackwood smell like old parchment, and the kind of dust that remembers names no living man can pronounce. It’s a reminder of how dangerous things are because the dead rarely lie, but the people living once did. And that was the reason why I often secluded this part of the library. These archives are for my eyes and any future alpha's eyes to see.There is a single lantern that burns beside me as I unroll another scroll across the oak table. The room is a small island of light and a sea of shadowed stacks. Every document that I gathered in the last few days is open in front of me in a pile that is too big to be true.Some of these had been burned centuries ago. Some papers come from the Blackwoods library, others had been my father
ReyaOne week changed more than I thought it could.The Council still camps out beyond Blackwood’s gates, their silver banners are stubborn against the mountain wind. Every morning a messenger rides to the gate and demands an audience. Every afternoon Killian refuses. Every evening the riders return to their camp, no closer to taking me than the day before.The siege has become a routine. Oddly enough, my life has become a routine. After breakfast each morning, Killian and I meet in the training yard and every time I tell him how I hate training and every morning, he chooses to ignore me.“I’ve decided,” I announce one cold morning as I stretch a shoulder that protests my movement, “That your favorite hobby is making me miserable. I swear that this is getting too impossible for me to ignore. But this is the fact. It is real. You like making my life horrible and miserable. You like tormenting me. It is the only explanation that I can have!”Killian stands across from me, the practice s
KillianI wake up enveloped in warmth. But it isn’t from fire nor my blankets, it’s from her lying in my arms.For a long, quiet moment, I lie still, listening to the steady rhythm of her breathing. The morning light has already softened the room. Her hair falls loosely over the pillow and I can’t help but smile when I notice the one hand clenched on the front of my shirt, it’s like she was afraid of me vanishing during the night.She sleeps like a child that has finally been given permission to stop watching for wolves.I watch her, it’s a selfish thing, an indulgence that I haven’t allowed, but it steadies me. I didn’t know what dream she woke up to last night, but I know it wasn’t an ordinary dream. Dreams can be used as weapons now and the council has learned to use the dark between waking and sleep.A thin ribbon of shadow curls at her ankle and then retreats when it feels my presence. They’ve been protective over her and it shows me just how frightened she must’ve been, how shak
ReyaThere’s a darkness that doesn’t belong to me that presses against my skin like the winter wind through a thin cloth. It’s cld, hungry, and silent as I stand in the corridor of gray stone that has no beginning or end. My footsteps feel hollow and… wrong. It’s like I’m walking inside a bell with mist curling around my ankles.“Killian?” I call out as I look around. No one answers. The mountains aren’t here, neither is the fortress. There’s nothing but darkness. Then, a single small light, it’s not brighter than a small candle, but it pushes back the black like a stubborn lone star trying to light up the night sky.An old woman steps in from the mist. She wears a silver robe that moves like the water and she looks ancient. She looks old enough to have watched empires rise and fall and kept the secrets of old.She stops a few paces away and smiles with a sadness that makes my chest ache. “I wondered how long it would take before I found you. I thought that it would take longer, but y
KillianLaughter wakes me up.It’s bright and unexpected and it threads through the thin morning air and pulls me from my sleep. For a moment, I lie still just listening. The fortress has been quiet for days aside from the patrols, drills, and whispered plans. Half of my men haven’t slept. We are waiting for a decision and we switched positions when it came time to fall asleep. Some of us were awake, others were guarding, and so on.I thought I was imagining the sound, but I push the blankets and walk to the window.The courtyard is alive. Warriors are sparring, blacksmiths hammering, children chase each other between stacks of firewood. Life refuses to stop just because danger waits outside.In the center of the training ring, Cormac stands with a wooden practice sword. Facing him, grinning, stubborn, and utterly unmilitary is Reya.“Again,” Cormac demands, “You are going to keep doing this until you give me the right punch, Reya.”“I already hit you,” She replies with a laugh, “You
ReyaThe peace we have in Blackwood doesn’t last long. Still, I learn to treasure the moments when that peace comes even if the time feels borrowed.The Council remains beyond the fortress walls, their silver banners visible whenever I stand by the western windows.Skylar and the southern delegation remain under guard. Every morning, I wake expecting some new demand or threat, just another reminder that my life belongs to someone else. Instead, the day passes with shocking normality.Thankfully, they don’t come. It seems that something was done and things are going back to normal. Liam, the little boy from yesterday, has decided that the Shadow Horse is now his closest friend. He spends the morning dragging every child in the fortress to me insisting that I show them how shadows could fly, dance, or according to him, even sing.I laugh more than I intend as I create tiny birds, wolves, foxes, and one time, a very unimpressive fish that immediately sank in the air and dissolved. Even
ReyaThree full days passed, and I quickly realized that living in the guard wing of the Blackwood fortress was basically like being a ghost. Alpha Killian completely kept his word about ignoring me. He did not check on me once. A quiet, elderly omega servant brought a tray of minimal rations to my
ReyaThe fairy tale did not even last until midnight. The very second our carriage pulled up to the Oakwood estate, the illusion shattered into a million pieces. We barely made it through the front doors before the first heavy crystal vase came flying across the grand parlor, smashing directly into
Reya"Stand straighter, Reya. You look like a hunchback standing next to your sister," my mother, Eleanor, hissed the words directly into my ear. She did not actually look at my face while she spoke. Her eyes were completely glued to my younger sister, Bernice, who was currently preening in front







