I was lucky in life.
I was a pretty woman, with long, black hair, a nice, curvy figure, plump lips, a pointed nose.
I had a gorgeous, caring boyfriend, with dark brown hair, thick brown eyebrows, a beautiful, chiselled, stubbly face, pale brown eyes, a muscular physique, and the most amazing personality to match...
I loved him more than anything in the world, and he loved me right back.
I had got the career that I'd always dreamt of having.
Right now, at this point in time...
I was happy.
I'd worked hard for everything I had.
I'd worked hard to get to this point in my life.
To achieve everything I'd achieved.
With no hand-outs...
Nothing given to me on a silver platter.
Just blood, sweat, tears, and dedication.
But my life wasn't always like this, and that was the reason for the nightmares I still had to this day.
When I was younger, I was a victim of human trafficking.
It went on for years and years, the physical pain and emotional damage was unbearable.
It took what felt like forever to escape from the hell that I was living in.
Running away from the man who groomed me...
Lazarus Landucci.
And the man who tortured me...
Vladimir Potter.
My heart pounded against my chest.
Memories flooding back to the surface, taking me back to where my story began.
Right from when I was just a child...
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lily
Rewinding time.
Back to when Lily was just a child.
“And then the beautiful princess got saved from the highest tower, from the handsome prince.”
Papa finished his story, before kissing my forehead, soothing me to sleep.
We were sitting inside the tent of the refugee camp.
Papa had blonde hair, blue eyes and pale skin.
He always looked so tired and worn out.
I hated seeing Papa so upset and exhausted all the time.
He cared for me more than anything else in the world.
“Will I ever meet a handsome prince, daddy?” I asked, as I rubbed my eyes, yawning loudly, feeling myself begin to get tired.
“Of course you will,” Papa promised, grinning, with his hands on his hips. “You deserve to be treated like a queen, Lily. When you get older, never settle for any less!”
I smiled at him, feeling comforted by his words.
“Will we ever get out of this place, daddy?” I asked hopefully. “I want to live in New York, where all the famous people live!”
Papa's face fell to a timid expression, as he drew out a deep breath, heaving his chest sorrowfully.
“I don't know when we will get out of here, honey...” he whispered. “But we will one day, I promise you that! I'll work as hard as I can to make it happen.”
“I love you, daddy. Can you read me another bedtime story?”
“No, you need to go to sleep!” he tutted playfully. “Goodnight Lily.”
“But I'm not tired, Dad!”
“Tough,” Papa grinned.
He dusted himself off, taking off his knitted sweater, and putting it on me, to keep me warm in the cold, damp weather.
“You can wear my hoodie to keep you warm.”
“Wow Dad, it's really comfy!” I exclaimed happily.
“I know,” said Papa. He drew out a deep breath, a tear rolling down his cheek. “And it'll give you something to remember me by.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, furrowing my eyebrows, confused. “You're not going anywhere, are you daddy?”
I could hear Papa's heart hammer against his chest, and I could feel my insides twist into knots with worry.
Wondering what he meant by what he said.
Trying to put the pieces together.
Papa shook his head, dismissing my thoughts.
“Forget I said anything,” he said quickly.
I still felt uneasy.
“Goodnight Lily.”
He kissed my forehead, before departing from the room.
It was almost as if he were trying to stop himself from crying.
A tear rolled down my cheek, as I did my best to go to sleep.
I wondered what Dad meant when he said "something to remember me by"...
I did my best to stop thinking about it, and go to sleep.
After all...
Papa wouldn't want me to worry.
“Vladimir must be back already!” I screamed to myself. “I better make my way back to my cage, or I'm a dead woman!”I bolted back to the cage as quickly as I possibly could, before Vladimir could notice that I had tried breaking out.If I went back now, it would be as if nothing had happened.I crouched down on my knees and slammed the cage shut, doing my best to make sure that nothing looked amiss.And then I blew out a deep sigh of exhaustion, knowing how close I was to blowing it.And then I allowed the tears to fall.Because when I'd seen the cage unlocked, I truly believed I would have the chance to escape...And perhaps make a life for myself other than the terrible, miserable one I had right now.I guessed I had thought wrong.I guessed I was gullible and naive for ever believing that happily ever afters and better days existed for people like me.44lilyI bravely wiped away my tears, as I heard Vladimir's footsteps approaching the cage.I watched him walk inside the room, and
40lilyYears after being sold to Vladimir Potter“I've gotta do some paperwork with the client I was telling you about,” said Vladimir matter-of-factly, folding his arms. “He's going to come and see you tonight. I've left some clothes inside your cage, change into them while I'm gone. I won't be long.”I was sat inside my cage, with my hands wrapped around my legs, trembling...With tears streaming down my face.The cage was the place I was forced to stay whenever I wasn't on a job.Vladimir departed from the room, and I could feel my blood boiling to the point it almost dried up, as my eyes burned into his back as he left.Hating him.Despising him for doing this to me.For treating me this way.And the pent-up anger and frustration that I'd kept inside of me, began getting the better of me.I stood up on my feet and began rattling the cage angrily, screaming and sobbing hysterically, even though I knew nobody could hear me.“I'm sick of this!” I bellowed. “I'm sick of being locked
36lazarusI stood at the back of an alleyway on the other side of town, in a deserted area, where nobody would be able to see me.I was in the middle of a business transaction, with a very rich, wealthy, and filthy motherfucker, who was going to make me a lot of money.His name was Vladimir Potter.Vladimir Potter was a sick, twisted bastard. He had veiny blue eyes, scruffy black hair, scars all over his body, and a burn mark covering half of his entire face.He was about to make Lily's life a big, big fucking misery.I had the little bitch Lily with me, with her short, black hair tied up in pigtails, and I’d got her to wear a pretty little dress, ready to meet the fucking customer.Dolling up her face, making her look the fucking part.Needing to satisfy Vladimir's desires.“She’s fresh meat, old man,” I shrugged. “Twelve years old, straight from Russia.”The man narrowed his eyes, eyeing up the little girl up and down with a predatory regard, a smile forming on the corners of his m
“You see, your dad has been... shall I say... misbehaving... while he has been working for me. He warned me to stay away from you, but I didn't listen. I couldn't resist. You looked so young and beautiful, it would be a shame for that to go to waste.”An exasperated growl escaped from my mouth.“He constantly tried to run away. Constantly tried to defy orders. Constantly swore and got into fights. Trying to come up against the likes of me. He had no idea who he was messing with. What I was capable of.”I balled my hands into fists, rattling them angrily.“So what would be a better punishment... If I took his beautiful daughter? There would be no better punishment.”34lazarusI gritted my teeth.“From here on out, you'll be listening to my commands. You'll be doing whatever I tell you to do. If you want to stand a chance of fucking surviving.”I folded my arms.“But I'll never kill you. No, I'll never do that.“I'll just put you through endless torture. Just as you think it's about t
29lilyI sat in the backseat of Lazarus's car, my heart thumping against my chest with the excitement of seeing my father at last.I was so excited...I was getting out of the camp at last!My cheeks flushed pink, as I felt myself warm at how much Lazarus had helped me.I couldn't wait to see my Papa...And show him the prince that I met, who was taking me to him.30lilyLazarus pulled up to the curb, and stopped driving.He pulled up to an abandoned house, that looked like nobody had stepped inside of it for years.The windows were broken, the surroundings were dirty...It almost looked haunted.Did Lazarus live here?I could feel myself hesitating, but continued to follow Lazarus inside.The inside looked just as worn-out and battered as the outside did.How could Lazarus live in such bad conditions?I thought he was a rich man.What was this creepy place?“Your father was inside here.”He signalled one of the corridors inside the mansion.“Oh, okay,” I replied, unsure what to thi
I couldn't even find Valerie anywhere.What would I do now?I needed my Papa to come back.I wouldn't survive on my own.Suddenly, I heard the approaching of footsteps coming from behind me.I turned around, hoping that it was Valerie.But to my surprise, I saw Lazarus there.“Hey Lily,” he said coyly. “Why are you crying, beautiful?”I heaved my chest, before shaking my head.“My mama passed away...” I whispered.I trailed off my sentence, as I recounted the number of hours I'd spent laying limply, sobbing and screaming next to her dead body, just wishing that I wasn't trapped in a nightmare.Except it wasn't a nightmare.It had been real.Very, very real...“I can't find my friend Valerie anywhere. I just feel so alone.”Lazarus crouched down next to me, squeezing my palms in his.“Don't feel alone,” he whispered. “You have me!”25lilyMy eyes burned into Lazarus's, not sure what this feeling was when he showed me such kindness.I shakily shivered about my spot.“C - can you help m