_Astrid’s POV_
When I got dressed for the party, I made my way out of the room and straight downstairs towards the ballroom. The moment I stepped in, I wanted the earth to swallow me in an instant. The room came alive with the laughter, soft mucis and clinking of expensive glasses. The rich and powerful werewolf world filled every corner, and their presence was suffocating. I forced myself to stay calm as I moved forward, my head held high even though I could feel the stares of the dozens of people in the room. I was the only human here, it was normal to stare. Also, the dress was the worst part. Thin, barely covering anything, and way too tight. The red fabric clung to my skin painfully, the hem equally stopping at the upper thighs, making every step feel like a battle to stay decent. I found a corner to hide myself in, but before I could make my way towards the place, I caught sight of Zarek and Zade. They were both seated at a round table not so far from the stage as they shared drinks with their packmates. I hurriedly lowered my gaze and prepared to run off, but unfortunately, Zarek caught sight of my small form before I could make a move. “Astrid!" He called out loudly, a smirk on his face as I slowly whipped my head around to look at him. He gestured with his hand, urging me to come forward. I swallowed the lump in my throat, preparing to approach him. Deep down, I didn't want to adhere to his call, but I didn't want to be punished tonight. When I reached the table, I bowed slightly, my heart beating faster than ever. Standing before such powerful supernatural men, I could only wish the ground could open and swallow me. Additionally, Zarek and Zade’s remarkable good looks left me wheezing. How could they look so good yet dangerous. Zarek's gaze traveled from my face down to my legs. I subconsciously adjusted my dress to make sure I looked decent enough. They all laughed at my sudden movement, of course except one man, Zade. “You sure clean up so well, Astrid." Zarek quipped with an amused smile. He was referring to the fack that I wasn't reeking of dirty dishes water anymore. That bastard. “Lord Zarek, who is she? She’s human." One of the men seated with them asked, a smile on his face as he licked his lower lips at the sight of my legs. I subconsciously peered at Zarek, also waiting for an answer. He didn't buy me just to be his maid, right? “She's our new play thing.” Zarek muttered and chuckled when he glanced at his brother's impassive face. I clenched my fist in anger. Play thing? How dare he? " Oh wow, can we perhaps have a taste of this new plaything as well?” The same man questioned again and I felt bile rose in my chest. How despicable. "No.” Zarek said at once and I let out the breath I never knew I had been holding. The man raised his hand in surrender and released a forced laugh before minding his business. Without being told, I knew no one dares to mess with the twins around here. I couldn't tell for how long I stood there, but Zarek's voice broke through my riverie the next minute. “You look so stiff, pet," he drawled, tilting his head. “Take a seat and relax, Astrid. Have a drink." He ordered with his annoying smile. Once again, I wanted to reject his offer, but I dared not. I took the nearest empty seat close to me and the next second, a glass was suddenly in front of me, filled with something amber-colored. The scent alone burned my nose. “No," I instinctively shook my head. The men around chuckled. A few of them muttered something under their breath and laughed again. I clenched my fists in annoyance. “Oh, come on. Don't be rude. I bought you, didn't I? The least you can do is drink when I tell you to." Zarek's smirk widened as he said those words. I glanced at him, noticing the mockery in his eyes. He was clearly looking down on me. I swallowed hard, reaching for the glass. My fingers curled around it, my heart hammering in my ribcage. There was no point fighting in front of these wolves who saw me as nothing but a joke. “Drink," Zarek added, his voice leaving no room for arguments or refusal. I lifed the glass to my lips, forcing myself to take a sip. The burn was immediate, scorching my throat, and making my eyes water. But the moment I hesitate, Alpha Zarek's expression darkened. “All of it," he murmured low in his throat, but loud enough for everyone to hear. Trembling, I tilted the glass back and swallowed. It burned all the way down, spreading heat through my veins like wildfire. The moment I placed the glass back on the table, they all burst into laughter. Zarek leaned forward, his voice filled with mockery as he murmured with a smile. “Good girl." I wanted to slap that smile off his face. That goddamn bastard! I wanted to runaway as fast as possible. What was I thinking? I would be turned into a dog if I stayed here with them. He made me drink something that wasn't meant for humans, who knew what next he would ask me to consume? I stood up at once, but the moment I did so, my vision blurred. Oh no. I blinked rapidly, trying to clear my head, but my body felt strange. It felt heavy and sluggish. The room spinned out of control and the laughter in the background warped. Werewolf alcohol was hitting me too fast. Damn it. I tried to stand straight, but my legs wobbled. Suddenly, a hand grabbed my arm, steadying me when I almost crashed to the table before me. “Looks like the little human can't handle her drink." A deep voice rubmbled from behind. I turned sluggishly, my stomach lurching in fear at the sight of a big man standing with his eyes half closed. He looked drunk. His dark eyes roamed my body before he spoke again. “She looks like she needs some fresh air, Alpha." He turned to Zarek and said. I knew where this was going, so I turned to Zarek for help. My gaze pleading. I tried to push the big man back and get his hands off me, but my limbs were useless. “Relax, little human. I’ll take good care of you." The man said and held me closer, bringing his face closer to mine. I panicked at once, turning to Zarek again. “Zarek, help me!" But of course, he wasn't a good person like I thought. He was worse. He just sat there with his dark eyes as he watched that big man about to assault me. This was the humiliation I knew I would face if I ever came to this party. I wasn't surprised now. I tried to move, to shove that man away, but my strength was gone. My limbs felt like they weren't even mine. Instantly, I began to cry. But then, a firm hand suddenly shoved the man’s hand off me and gripped my wrist, yanking me back. When I turned to see who my savior was, I sucked in a breath at the sight of him. Zade. His face was unreadable, but there was something in his cold eyes. Without a word, he pulled me closer to him and glared at the big man. The man frowned, “Come on, Alpha. We were just having some fun." He said. But Zade ignored him. He didn't speak, didn't even look back as he lifted me from the ground and carried me bridal style out of the ballroom._Astrid’s POV_ The door shut behind Zade with a firm click after he placed me on my bed and left me alone. Alone, humiliated, and still feeling the lingering heat that refused to leave my body all because of the drink Zarek made me consume. I collapsed onto the cold floor, pressing my cheek against the wooden surface in hopes that it would cool my burning skin. It didn’t. My heart still pounded in my chest, my emotions swirling between frustration, humiliation, and something dangerously close to despair. I couldn’t stay here. Not for another hour. Not for another minute. I didn’t care if this Packhouse was filled with powerful werewolves who could probably sniff out a mosquito at twenty paces. I didn’t care if the person who “bought”—ugh, the word made me sick—was an Alpha who thought he owned me now. I wasn’t staying. I wasn’t going to be some pet they dragged around at their convenience. I pushed myself up and took in my room—a pathetic excuse for a guest chambe
_Astrid’s POV_ My breath hitched as my heart pounded in my chest. I knew they would catch up to me, but never this fast. And like I said before, I would never go down without a fight. I tried to run again, even though I knew it might never sit well with Zade. Honestly, I had thought of him as some kind of saint or something. I thought he would save me from his brother or perhaps let me go. But I was wrong after all. Zade was no different from Zarek, only that he was always calm, compared to his brother. “Don’t even think about running.” he warned coldly. “Turn around," His deep voice rang from behind me. He hadn't shifted to chase after me, hadn't roared in anger like Zarek would always do. His voice remained calm even when he dished out his order. I opened my mouth, but no words came out. I was scared to my bones. Suddenly, I felt like the whole world was closing in on me. My mind screamed at me to run, but my body wouldn't move. “I said turn around!" This time,
_Astrid’s POV_Darkness clung to me like a second skin, hefty and suffocating. I didn’t know how much time had passed since the punishment. My body still ached painfully from the lashes, but it wasn't the pain that haunted me. It was the memory of the guard’s lifeless eyes, the blood pooling beneath his neck and head, the way Zarek had ended his life without hesitation.I had seen violence before. I had lived in its shadow for as long as I could remember. But never had I witnessed someone's life snuffed out so easily, so mercilessly and right before my eyes.I wasn't sure for how long I had hidden in my room. A day? Two? A week? It was like a blur to me. No one had even come to see me. Not Zarek nor Zade. My meals were delivered in silence, the guards outside my door never uttered a single word either.I wasn't sure if I should feel relieved or concerned.Zarek had left for some Alpha business according to the whispers from the guards when they thought I was asleep.But no one knew
_Astrid’s POV_My mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water as I gazed at the man before me. Missed him? In his dreams. But I couldn’t say that out loud. The last thing I wanted was another punishment while I was still healing.“Get up,” Before I could process my next words, his cold tone rang out again. This time, I dared not disobey. I slowly crawled out of bed and sat on the other side.“Come here,” He demanded again, his scrutinizing gaze lingering on my form for some odd reason.I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat, then slowly got up to my feet. Slowly, I moved towards him, my heart beating faster than ever.What was he planning to do? What did he want with me at this time?Was he finally going to kill me?Oh, Goddess.When I was close enough, I paused. I peered at him when he made no move to approach me. What was he thinking? Why the hell was looking at me that way?“I see you haven’t recovered fully,” He slurred, even though he wasn't drunk.Something felt o
Just as Astrid tried to predict Alpha Zarek’s next move, he did the complete opposite. There she was thinking he would probably bring her up to her feet, maybe kiss her passionately just to quench the fierce lust in his eyes and body.Zarek pushed forward instead, stopping just a few inches from her.In one swift motion, he moved his hand and the clattering sound of his belt vaguely reverberated in Astrid’s ear, causing her already quick breath to rev even more. Her eyes widened when Zarek directly and shamelessly let his cock out in the open and before her eyes. She gasped at the length of it, her hands scrambling to cover her mouth.Seeing the look on her face, Zarek’s lips curled up in satisfaction. “What are you doing, Alpha….” She opened her mouth, ready to question him when suddenly, Zarek’s hand grabbed her chin harshly, his smile still intact as he warned, “Keep your mouth shut. Don't act like you don’t know what’s about to happen, little rabbit.” She swallowed hard. Of cou
The next morning, Zarek and Zade came downstairs for breakfast. The long dining table was already set, and the maids moved around after briefly greeting the both of them and trying to make sure everything was set to perfection. Zarek glanced around the moment he sat down, he noticed Astrid was absent and a frowned settled on his face. He was in no mood for small talk, so he turned to the head maid and inquired, “Where is Astrid?”The head maid turned towards him and bowed slightly before she replied, “She's still in her bedroom. Hasn't stepped out since yesterday. I have no idea what's wrong with her." She said with a smirk, her happiness was that this time, the twin would definitely punish Astrid for her absence.The bitch always felt she was higher than them all just because she was named the personal maid to the Alphas.‘let’s see how she gets away with this one,’ she thought and released a thin smile, a barely noticeable one.Zarek's jaw tensed, but before he could say anything,
_Astrid’s POV_I lay in my bedroom, fear clawing at my senses as Zarek's words replayed in my mind. Entertaining their guest. With the ache all over my body, I doubted I’d even be able to move, let alone entertain their guest.What was I supposed to do?I couldn't ask any of the maids because none of them seemed to like me. They all had the same look on their faces every time they saw me.This was going to be harder than I thought.My gaze remained fixed outside my small window as I watched the day fade into night, and darkness settled in.A sharp knock echoed through my small room after a while, making my heart slam against my ribs. Before I could even react, the door burst open with a deafening bang.Esme and a few other maids walked in carrying a lot of makeup equipment. A few of them came with boxes that resembled that of a designer dress.“Get up, we need to doll you up for tonight," Esme said, her gaze filled with a burning hatred for me.I swallowed hard, slowly pulling myself
_Astrid’s POV_The moment I stepped into the grand hall, I felt fear coil in the pit of my stomach. The scent of wine, expensive cologne, and something primal loitered in the air. I forced myself to keep my steps steady as I descended the staircase, slowly moving to join the other maids who were already moving gracefully between the guests, serving drinks.The dress I wore clung too tightly to me, Oriana had told me that Esme chose that dress particularly forme. That witch. I clenched my fist, inhaling deeply and trying to steady my nerves.I scanned the room, counting the number of people present. At least six men, their conversations reeking of the power and influence they possessed. But my eyes were particularly drawn to the long table at the far end of the hall.A man sat at the center, dressed in a well tailored black and gold coat, his dark hair perfectly styled. He was relaxed and even leaning back in his chair, one hand holding a wine glass. That had to be the Lycan King.
Zarek groaned with each passing minute as time ticked by. He glanced at the entrance of the mansion again, wondering what the hell was keeping that woman in there. Today was a very unfortunate day, why? Because their father, Alpha Vincent, had requested that the twins bring their future Luna to him. The moment he heard that the boys chose a wife, he had informed his wife happily, thanking the goddess for finally touching their hearts. He had urged them, together with their mother, to settle down with one of those women they kept moving around with. Also, they could settle with anyone, except for the human girl they brought home. He had heard so many stories about them already.Zarek’s foot tapped a furious rhythm against the gravel as he leaned against the black SUV again, arms crossed, jaw tight.“She’s been in there for a goddamn hour,” he growled again, glaring at the front doors of the mansion like they personally offended him. “What the hell is she doing in there, applying a
The ballroom shone in black and red, filled with the finest of werewolf royalty. This was no ordinary event, it was the official masquerade ball held by the Elder Council. A rare occasion where all Alphas gathered not to battle, but to make peace.Zarek stood stiffly near the edge of the crowd, his mask barely covering the annoyed twitch of his jaw. Beside him, Zade remained calm, as always, though his eyes scanned the room with a calculating edge.Tonight, they were not here as warriors or rulers. They were here to apologize.Formally.It was the Council’s condition. If they wanted to be considered for the Gehman title, they had to win back the trust of the Alphas they had recently clashed with, either through bloodshed or cold disrespect.Zarek hated every second of it.He downed his champagne in one gulp and muttered, “This is a damn circus.”Zade smirked under his mask. “Play nice.”Before Zarek could respond, a voice rang out from behind them.“There they are! The future Luna an
_Astrid’s POV_I couldn’t remember how long I had been here.Days? Weeks? Time didn’t make much sense in this place. Valerian’s home, or prison, if I’m being honest, was cold, both in feeling and in spirit. The windows were large, but they didn’t open. The guards outside my door didn’t speak. And the silence that filled the halls screamed louder than any cry I’d ever let out.At first, I tried to stay strong. I told myself the twins would come. That Zarek, with his sharp tongue and wild temper, would burst through the door. That Zade would hold my hand again and quietly promise me that everything would be okay.But nothing came. I didn't know if they would ever come either, considering the letter I left on the table in the kitchen. The one Valerian had made me write. He had held me at gunpoint and made me scribble down the letter with shaky hands.And the worst part? Gideon had a hand in all these. It turns out that Valerian wanted me, Gideon wanted me to leave the twins. The best
_Zarek’s POV_“I didn’t understand back then. I was scared.” Cassia explained for the hundred and fourteenth time after cleaning my wounds.Zade sat there and watched her like she grew a second head or something.Cassia wouldn't stop begging us to take her back, that she was a changed person. But I would rather eat glass than believe she changed her foolish ways.“Cassia, just give up," I told her and ran a hand through my hair."Never! I'm not lying to you, I love you both! My brother… he’s made me see things differently. He’ll be here tomorrow, he just wants to talk.”I raised a brow at that last one. “Your brother?”She nodded. “Yes. Caelen is coming.” Yes, he shared the same name as Zade's wolf.Great. Just what I needed. Another high-ranking wolf in this fucking circus. “Alright, you can stay here for today, after the meeting with him by tomorrow, you’d leave with him.” I sighed and slowly stood up. I needed sleep, to let Creighton recharge a bit.Cassia tried to follow me, but
_Zarek’s POV_Blood. Fucking silver blood.It soaked through my shirt and burned like hell, and still I was standing, barely. Zade helped me to the car while I clenched my teeth so hard I thought they’d crack. The warehouse reeked of blood, death, and betrayal. We had wiped out every damn wolf who turned on us. Every single one.Except for that motherfucker Veyric. He ran like the coward he’s always been. Next time I see him, I’ll bury my claws in his damn throat.“Drive,” I growled, slumping into the back seat as Zade climbed in beside me. My whole body throbbed, but I didn’t care. Not yet.The second I opened my eyes to see who was in the driver's seat, my face fell. I saw Gideon, the same one who was supposed to be guarding Astrid. He was waiting in the car, blood splattered across his shirt but unharmed. Too fucking clean for a guy who was supposed to be protecting Astrid.“What the hell are you doing here, Gideon? Where is she?” I snapped, my voice cold.Gideon shifted in his sea
Gunshots and the sound of tearing filled the air.Zarek and Zade were covered in the blood of the men before them.When Zarek saw a van filled with more men arrive, he cursed under his breath and turned to Gideon. Now things have become horrible.“Fuck, Astrid, go!” Zarek’s voice was rough and wild, the sound of it filled with more command than fear. “Gideon, take her!”Astrid was frozen in place, her legs unwilling to move, even as her heart thundered in her chest. She didn’t want to leave. Not now. Not when the world was tilting sideways around her. Not when Zade and Zarek were already charging into a fight they didn’t start. What if something happened to them?Even in the middle of trying to survive, they only thought about her.“Zarek—” She called, her lips trembling and her voice cracking.That was when the shot rang out.It happened so fast, that she barely saw it. A flash of metal. A bang and a choked sound.Zarek stumbled slightly as the bullet hit him in the arm, blood bloomi
Zarek glared daggers as realization dawned on him. The man they were doing business with—Veyric—stood just a few steps away, a silver-plated gun aimed straight at Zarek’s chest. Behind him, three more of his men raised their weapons, pointing them at Zade, Gideon, and Astrid.Zarek’s jaw clenched. “What the hell is the meaning of this, Veyric?”Truth be told, the twins hadn't seen this coming.Yes, they knew there would definitely be an attack during the receiving of the packages, but he never once suspected that the one person they should be wary of was the main trader.The one who was supposed to hand everything over to them.Goddess, they had blindly trusted him.Zarek felt his anger boil over in his chest at the betrayal.Veyric smirked. His eyes shined faintly with a cold kind of pride. “Bold of you to think we’d give you this shipment for just that little money.”“If you wanted more,” Zarek said slowly, keeping his voice steady, “you could’ve said so. We’d have given you more. Y
_Astrid’s POV_I should’ve stayed behind.That thought circled my head like a hawk as I sat stiffly in the back of the dark SUV. The leather seats were cold, but not as cold as my nerves. My palms were sweating, even though I kept them hidden inside my dress. The same dress I thought made me look badass when I left the pack house. Now, I just felt small.Zarek and Zade sat in front. Zade was behind the wheel, his face carved in stone like always, and Zarek was next to him, drumming his fingers on the dashboard to some beat only he could hear. Occasionally, they exchanged quick looks and short words I couldn’t hear over the engine. They were calm. Well, maybe this mission wasn't a deadly one. But I still couldn't help feeling fear crawl up my skin.I heard from my father one time of how he had gone to receive a shipment with a few people too, and a brutal war broke out. In a war that killed almost hundreds of people, he happened to be among the survivors. And I knew it was the same for
_Astrid’s POV_“Here you go," Ori handed me the glass of water and I swallowed the pills in my hand.Once done, I handed it back to her with a grateful smile. “Thank you so much, Ori."“You're welcome. But I have to ask, for how long do you plan to take these human pills?" She asked, her gaze lingering on my face.“For as long as possible. Since I chose to stay here with the Alphas, there's no doubt that we’d always get intimate. I can't afford to get pregnant with their child since I’m just a human.” I said with a soft sigh. It had been one week already, and yes, I always had Oriana bring me human things to prevent pregnancies since Zarek and Zade never used protection each time they fucked me.I couldn't imagine getting pregnant for werewolves. So I chose to take the pills to avoid any problems.She nodded in understanding and suddenly grinned at me. “By the way, the Alphas seem to like you so much. Look how they've been hovering around you all the time, even pulling you along to me