CANNON“This is you starting a normal life with your woman and your kids beside you. Enjoy you fucking retirement Asher don’t whine at everything like Jason does”Jason was a whiny pussy, everyone knew that and although I had sworn, I wouldn’t fall in that category, shit around me was making no fucking sense.“I hate people, you fucking know that”“Don’t we all? But for the first time, soldier, shit ain’t about you only. They have to lead normal lives. Blend in with people if you want them to survive from the fucker that’s after them”Berkely’s translation for, the limp dick who thought he would survive if he tried to take me on.Lucas Hawkins wasn’t a shark in my world, he was a mere tad pole growing his skin and I would kill him any day if he tried to come close to me and my family.“I’ll kill him before he does so”, I roared my grip on the phone hard enough to break it.“Hey that’s our job. Your job is to be there for them, now for safety precautions lose the number Cannon”“How su
NICOLEDON'T GET ME WRONG. I LOVED BARBEQUES. My dad and I went to some of them very often every time elections were close by but this was different.We were going to a normal barbeque-ish gathering with people we didn’t know. God, if it were those cranky men from back in the days I used to converse with, I wouldn’t be this nervous.Senators were easy to charm but normal fucking people, that was hard and with what happened with Lucas the last thing I needed was seeing people.I rubbed my hands together standing by the foyer as I waited for the boys. They had been nervous as hell too.Well Jr mostly. Connor seemed ecstatic to go out, to make friends.Smoothing the crispiness of my dress again, I raised my head ready to shout for Jr and Connor that we were getting late only to find Callan leaning against the wall with a devilish grin.He owned the color black. Every black thing he wore seemed to be interwoven with him, seemed to perfectly match his physique and his aura. Because come on
CANNONEASY PEASY, LEMON FUCKING SQUEEZY.Except it wasn’t that easy, not by a long shot it wasn’t.“In the army huh. My cousin was a seal of some sort, five years in the TEAMS and he came back as a nutjob”, Ted or Jake ( I couldn’t fucking tell them apart anyway) said and I swallowed his insinuation of ‘ all military men are fucking nuts’ with a small forced smile.Try watching your pals blow into smithereens and then tell me how you would react after. We weren’t necessarily whack in the head but whatever shit we saw in the open field stayed imbued in us like a fucking drug.So, to Ted’s statement, I simply looked him in the eye and fought the urge to ask him whether he had ever shot anything except his seed in his wife’s pussy. I wouldn’t be surprised if his kids weren’t his anyway. He looked like a bad shot. In fucking everything. I could bet my money on it.“He was always a nutjob, Frank”, Billy said beside me handing me a mug of the shit liquor I had tried so hard to stay away fr
NICOLEHE DIDN’T KILL ANYONE. HE DIDN’T SAY A FUCKING THING right after I grew some balls and challenged him knowing very fucking well, he got pissed when he didn’t have control.I did it for me, taking that job meant finally doing something useful in my life. Not gonna lie with a father like mine I never had to work a single day of my life because daddy dearest made sure I didn’t and as such I lived in a bubble.A bubble that hadn’t prepared me to face the demons in the real world like Lucas.The other part of me the one that still craved family and love might have argued that I did this to make him jealous, that I did this to bring Callan and I together which I must admit was selfish to my boys but the heart wanted what it wanted.Even if what it wanted was a six feet hunk of muscle that would rather eat bullets for breakfast than forgive me for everything.“Two chocolates each or else it’s broccoli for supper. Oh God, I’m going to miss you two, come here”, I knelt on our carpeted l
CANNONLEONARD ARKINSON was the type of man to show up with ill fitted pleated khakis and a tweed jacket with suede elbow patches at a beer party.On this fine morning however, I had spotted the dick and his SUV right before he could cough up that lazy Brad fucking Pitt smile that must have worked on a ton of women in this town. Throwing off one of those British Vogue looks of ‘best dressed men’, Mr. Tailored suit stood by his car waiting for my wife.Can’t lie that I thought about how fast it would be to put a bullet through his head from where I was standing. It would take like what? Two seconds? Two fucking seconds to end the moron before he even knew what hit him.Nicole showed up a few seconds later and I would be lying if I said I didn’t want to use my god damn Swiss knife to pop the eyes of the smarmy bastard. If him licking his lips wasn’t a fucking sign he liked what he saw, then his pants tautening at his crotch was a clear fucking indication he was turned on.And Nicole?Da
NICOLEGOOD GLASS OF wine, a bold pair of lacy thongs creeping up my ass and a comfy night gown made me feel…I don’t know formidable?Would you believe that?The kids were already in bed, and Callan well tonight wasn’t about Callan.He was in the army or Marines whatever he called it and I’m a hundred percent sure they survived a whole lot of weather conditions like drought or hypothermia. A little draft in the garage wouldn’t kill him.Yet here I was trying to watch another thrilling episode of TOO HOT TO HANDLE, swirling red wine in my mouth and trying to convince myself I didn’t feel a pang of guilt invade my chest.What if he died in there? Okay. I was being overdramatic and I hated myself for even caring this much.He wasn’t even sorry when I got home. I had half expected him to cook dinner as a way of apologizing or flowers? God, he didn’t have to go through the hassle of buying me flowers we had a garden full of them, he could have just picked them for me and lied he bought the
CANNON“CAN WE COME WITH YOU?”I wish you would kiddo, I wish you would.I knelt on the ground, my duffel bag hanging loosely on my shoulder.“Your mom needs tough guys like you to protect her. You up for the challenge?”“I’m strong, I can protect her”, Connor grinned.“I’m strong too”, Jr lurched forward and I ruffled their hair.“No fighting. Be nice and protect mom at all costs okay”Not that I wouldn’t protect her. All the security cameras were routed to the phone in my back pocket and best believe I would keep an eye on them like a fucking hawk.“Are you coming back?” Connor asked, his eyes too fucking sad for my liking.“I always come back. You are my family. Come here”Hugging them, pushing the mellow crap aside, I watched as they both ran to the house. My eyes strayed to Nicole’s bedroom window.Apart from the light white curtains fluttering in the wind, she wasn’t there and fuck after what happened last night maybe this was for the best.I needed space to clear my fucking hea
NICOLEFRIENDS.The type of friends I had back then were the type to dunk a bottle of gin down your throat all in the spirit of Yolo. The type that encouraged you to strip naked at a music concert full of horny men that were definitely carrying chlamydia more than half of the people in the planet.And the type that thought doing vandalizing public property in the spirit of having fun meant being cool, meant showing off to the world that you were rich enough to get away with some of the most illegal shit in Miami.The type of friends gracing my ecru Millesimo seats however were so different. More like mother gathering at a boring book club and don’t get me wrong I enjoyed their company. Wine and dining? That I fucking loved. However, their questions…“Or that special perfume I see on my Tv, do you use that? Though it might be debatable that men actually fall for that stuff but I’m ready to try anything at this point. So, Nicole what’s your secret?” curiosity etched in Joey’s eyes and I