ログイン~Lilian~Sahib!"How did I get here?" I asked, hoping he doesn't just dismiss it as a blabber from someone who had just woken up."It's time to take your medication," he spoke, causing a smirk to grow on my lips.I honestly wanted an answer,"How am I here?" I tried again."That doesn't matter right now,does it? You should be grateful that you're here and not on the streets."Sahib had spoken the words like they weren't what he wanted to say, and immediately, he had turned his body away from me. That is, after dropping the tray he had come in with on the bed, close to where I was now sitting, my eyes rolling in utter confusion."I only asked a simple question." I tried again."Look at me---," Sahib said, moving quickly towards me and clutching my shoulders, his thumbs digging harder into my shoulder blades.His hard gaze was dripping with a maddened fury. I couldn't keep contact for too long."Are you pretending to not notice these things or you are intentionally choosing to ignore th
~Lilian~The last thing I heard was the bang of the door as it shut to my face, then everywhere went still again.My eyes were heavy, my head was heavier. What just happened?I felt a bout of laughter coming up my throat. I didn't stop myself. In a moment, I was cackling with laughter.And once I had started, I just kept laughing, a tight pain twisting a part of my stomach.What just happened?Nikolai threw me out. Throwing me out of his house in the middle of a humid afternoon was his best approach to stopping the fight that had broken out unexpectedly between Sonia and I.Someone grabbed my arm, the security man in his tight expression and threatening gaze.I had to leave. I knew it. A part of me wanted to scream until the mansion start to crack and maybe breaking down right before my eyes to my satisfaction.I thought about what I could do to get back at these people, but the weirdest thought to think at the moment kept overshadowing my sense of concentration.Nikolai was especial
~Nikolai~"What are you doing here, bitch?"The thoughts of her most likely first words and how much energy it would carry made me sick.How could I have allowed this to happen?As fast as I could, I gently pushed Lily aside and climbed off the sofa, retrieving my pants, but unable to do anything about my hardness.I didn't dare to look down, but I could feel it tight against the material of the trousers I wore.I ignored it. Maybe, trying to adjust would make me appear more pathetic.On the other hand, Sonia was indifferent about the whole situation.She seemed not bothered, it was almost as if I was the only one that could see Sonia.My eyes moved from Lily to her best friend who happened to be my daughter, but I wasn't regretting.The pang I felt in my heart wasn't because I regretted doing what I had done, it was because of how hard it would be to now explain it to Sonia.All these while, I had been denying having anything to do with Lily. I had to come up with a good excuse.In a
~Nikolai~I don't know if it was just in my head, but it had happened just like I had thought - making peace with Lily will get my hotel moving again.Like magic, our ratings shot up again, just a day after I met Lily. I don't care how that happened, I'm just glad it happened.But now, I feel the strong urge to keep Lily close. Even closer than we currently were.After that day, I had tried reaching her and wasn't able to, so I had stopped trying altogether. Too, I had been so busy with the team to make sure the hotel remained at the top of the charts.These days, the house felt empty and cold, even with the fact that Sonia had been around for the past two days.It had been so bad, I intentionally stayed back at the hotel on most nights.Today, I needed to get away from the chaos of work, so I had to come home.It hadn't been up to an hour since I entered. I just showered, and came down to the kitchen to grab something light.The fridge was empty to my surprise, and I wondered what ha
~Lilian~The next day, I didn't see Sahib at all.I tried so much to not think about the possibility of him never seeing me again, to not regret being rude while he spoke to me the previous day.He was the only person on my side, more like an ally. I felt empty.My health wasn't looking good. The doctor had just left my bedside after speaking to me at length."The gynecologist attended to you. She had to. Your genitals are over labored. I can't say much about that, but it's all in your documents. It's more serious than it sounds, and I trust you know how to go about helping yourself," the blonde doctor had spoken, his eyes running through the file he carried the entire time.As I laid there helplessly, my eyes refusing to leave the cluster of balloons that kept flying up the sky outside of the window, I couldn't help but think about the incident with the remote last Christmas.I had been careless and desperateBut why does all of this matter? It was beginning to not make sense.Later
~Lilian~The small needle connecting the colorless drip hanging above me to my veins pricked the back of my palm.I winced to the pain, and he took a curious step forward, but that was it. He didn't come any closer."I do not want to talk to you," I said amidst my heavy breathing.He sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair, the mass of curly strands rumpling together then bursting out free again.I felt like my chest was going to explode if I kept talking."I don't think so. You have to talk about this...sooner or later anyways."His voice was serious. He had never being like this with me."What came over you?" I wondered out aloud."We're talking about you, Lily! We are talking about you," he snapped, taking another step forward.I shuddered, feeling like him grabbing me and yanking my arm off if only it would make me listen to him was not entirely possible.For the first time since I met him, I was scared to be in his presence. I still don't even know his name.Slowly, I dragg
~Lilian~I was f*cked last night by a man whose name I don't even know, who appeared willing to give in everything to bring Nikolai down, who thinks I was the perfect s*x machine.It was an amazing experience, but a risky one.I was only lucky to have woken up safely the next morning, and before hi
~Lilian~I woke up elated this morning.Last night was the closest thing to satisfying l had ever felt during foul play.Nikolai was obedient like a puppy that would do anything for milk from his mother's br*asts.I could say I used him, and it was good to know.At first, it didn't seem like it was
~Nikolai~"The blonde teenager resigned. Something about family relocating.""I knew he wouldn't last a month, but it was good while it lasted. What else?""There was a fight at the reception last night.""Come off it, we get that all the time. Anything else?""The Godson's party is in two days. Yo
"Excuse me?" I said, my orgasm dropping to almost no feeling at all."We are done here. You're done with whatever game you're playing, and you have no right to barge into my office as you please. Get out."Every one of his words punched my skull harder than the previous one, but I tried as much as







