PAIN

I have a strange feeling inside my heart...a fear...a different fear….a fear of losing myself..losing into the darkness...of the people with so many faces...a new face of them everyday….

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Tears fell down from my cheek, my hands were shaking and my legs were numb,  putting my hands over my head. I sat beside the bed taking the support of it..I couldn't stand properly..the way I was broken enough from inside...the physical pain never bothered me but the pain..the feelings I felt from inside, had completely destroyed my inner inside..completely bewildered me. 

'That night meant nothing to him' Those words were repeating in my mind..but that night meant everything to me..I not only gave him my body..but my soul..he took my soul..my inner part..that part which has to be given to the love of your life. 

I was so scared to face myself, face him. He despised me.

Was I bad enough to love,