Ten

GISELLE

Perhaps we were both just addicted to occasional s"x with each other. I never saw it coming. Back then, I mistook his lust for love and yeah, see where it lands me.

Things looks really glamorous back them with him so it wasn't my fault for not seeing how faulty we were.

Now that he's gone, his memories are still intact and that's exactly why I despise him the more. He was never really there. Being blind to see him for whom he truly is, he must have find fooling me pretty much ecstatic.

All out of the blue, he's out of our life. No doubt, he could have been formulating this all the while. He must have stayed for that long simply because of our addiction- at pleasuring each other.

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When I look around, I notice Theo sleeping comfortably as a powerful beam of the sun king hit my eye. I blink three times to remind myself that I was going delude again, that I was not lying next to him. I smack myself because it might have been another of my fantasies about him. Even with my fou