LOGINWe are in an elevator leading to Julian’s place. I stood in the corner, clutching my bag against my chest . Next to me was Jullian.
"Julian," I whispered, the silence of the lift beginning to grate on my nerves. "My car is still in the employee lot. My laptop, my" "Everything you own is being moved as we speak, Elena," he said, not looking at me. He was checking his watch. "You won't be needing that apartment anymore. It’s compromised." "But I haven't even called my landlord. I'll lose my deposit." Julian finally turned to me. He stepped closer, crowding me into the mirrored corner of the lift. He placed a hand on either side of my head, his tall frame blotting out the light. "I bought the building an hour ago, Elena. Your deposit is the least of your concerns." The doors hissed open before I could process the sheer, casual power of that statement. "Wait here," Julian commanded, heading toward his study. I stood in the center of the vast living room, feeling like a speck of dust . My phone buzzed. Another unknown number. My heart leaped into my throat. [Unknown]: He’s lying, El. Check the top drawer of his desk. Room 402. Ask him about the red ribbon. I stared at the screen. Mark? It had to be. But Mark was supposed to be in the hands of security. How was he still texting me? I looked toward the study. The door was ajar. Julian’s voice drifted out, low and sharp. He was on the phone. "I don't care what he saw. If the reporter wants to keep his hands, he’ll kill the story. And tell Mark the next payment is contingent on him staying visible but out of reach. She needs to feel the breath on her neck, or she won't stay with me." The floor felt like it had turned to liquid. The next payment? I moved before I could talk myself out of it. My pulse was a deafening roar in my ears. I slipped into the study while Julian’s back was turned. He was standing by the window, his silhouette dark against the city lights. I lunged for the desk. My fingers fumbled with the top drawer. Locked. Check the top drawer. I grabbed a silver letter opener from the desk and jammed it into the lock, my "cold and professional" mask completely shattered. With a sickening crack, the wood splintered. I pulled the drawer open. It wasn't files. It wasn't money. It was a collection. A red ribbon from my third-grade hair tie. A tooth I’d lost when I was seven, encased in a small glass vial. A pair of my lace underwear from high school. And a stack of polaroids, hundreds of them. Me sleeping. Me crying at my mother’s funeral. Me laughing with a boy in the St. Jude’s library. And at the very top, a map of my current apartment. Every window was circled in red. Every exit was marked. The "stalker" hadn't been Mark. Mark was just the actor. "Looking for something, Elena?" I whirled around, the letter opener still in my hand. Julian was standing in the doorway. He wasn't angry. He looked... amused. Like a scientist watching a mouse finally find the trap. "You paid him," I breathed, my voice trembling so hard it was barely audible. "You paid Mark to haunt me for ten years. You made me lose my scholarship. You made me homeless." Julian walked toward me, each step slow and deliberate. I backed away until I hit the glass wall. "I didn't make you homeless, Elena," he said, reaching out to take the letter opener from my limp fingers. He tossed it onto the desk like it was a toy. "I made you available. You were wasting your life in that gutter. I simply cleared the weeds so the flower could grow." He grabbed my waist, pulling me flush against him. I could feel the cold metal of his belt buckle and the heat of his skin through his shirt. "You're a monster," I hissed, though a terrifying part of me was still reeling from the fact that he had watched me for so long. "I'm the only thing that's real in your life," he whispered, his lips grazing my ear. "Everything else, your friends, your jobs, even your fear. I bought it all. You belong to me, Elena. Down to the very air in your lungs." Suddenly, the front door of the penthouse swung open. A woman’s voice, sharp and elegant, echoed through the hall. "Julian? Darling, why is the security detail doubled tonight? And who is this creature?" Julian didn't let go of me. He turned us both to face the door. Standing there was a woman dripping in diamonds, her eyes narrowed in a look of lethal insecurity. Vivienne Montgomery. The fiancée. "Elena, meet Vivienne," Julian said, his voice dripping with casual cruelty. "Vivienne, this is my new analyst. She’ll be staying with us indefinitely. She has a bit of a stalking problem." Vivienne’s gaze raked over my tear-stained face and my disheveled clothes. She looked at Julian, then back at me, a slow, hateful smile spreading across her face. "A stalking problem? How appalling," Vivienne purred. She walked closer, her perfume cloying and sweet. "Just make sure she knows her place, Julian. I’d hate to have to break your new toy before the wedding." Julian’s grip on my waist tightened to the point of pain. He looked at me, his ocean-blue eyes reflecting the terrifying truth of my situation. "She knows her place, Vivienne," Julian whispered. "Don't you, Elena?" He leaned in, his voice a ghost against my skin. "Now, do you want to run back out into the alley where Mark is waiting with the knife I gave him? Or do you want to go to your room and wait for me to decide your next move?" I looked at the door. I looked at the dark room behind the bookshelf. I looked at the monster holding me. I realized I wasn't just in his home. I was his captive. And then, from the hallway, a third voice spoke. The booming voice filled with a cold authority that made even Julian stiffen. "Julian. We need to discuss the girl. Now." Arthur Vane. The father. The man who had trained the monster. Julian’s eyes darkened. He looked at me, then at his father, then back to me. "Go to your room, Elena," Julian commanded, his voice trembling with a sudden, raw edge. "And lock the door. If my father gets to you before I do, the stalking will be the least of your problems." I ran. I didn't stop until I reached the guest wing. I slammed the door and turned the lock, my breath coming in short, jagged gasps. I slumped against the wood, my head spinning. Then, I looked at the bed. On the pillow was a single, fresh lemon drop. And a note in Julian’s elegant, terrifying handwriting. [I hope you like the decor. I’ve been building it for ten years.] I turned around to look at the room for the first time. My heart stopped. It wasn't a guest room. It was a perfect, identical replica of my childhood bedroom from ten years ago. Every scratch on the baseboard. Every book on the shelf. Even the smell of my mother’s lavender detergent. And on the desk sat a laptop. It was open. A live video feed was playing. It was a camera inside the prison cell where my father was supposed to be serving time. But the cell was empty.One year later. Friday again.We go back to the garden on the same date we got married. Thomas Vance Garden.It has thirty chairs now, not ten. The star-yellow banner is permanent. There are bowls of lemon drops everywhere. When we first built it, it was for my father. Now families sit there while their parents sit in the private wing, in those chairs by the windows, and watch. They watch weddings. Birthdays. Even bad afternoons. No one has to die alone anymore.Sarah meets us there. She isn't crying this time. She runs the garden charity now. She found a purpose after finding my dress in one day. She has a clipboard and she looks happy. Real happy.We sit in our two chairs. The same ones from the wedding.Julian wears the same suit. It still fits. I wear a black dress this time, not white. I'm not the maid of honor anymore. I'm his wife.He hands me a small pharmacy bag. New bag. Same look.Inside is one lemon drop."For you," he says.I take it. Around my neck, the star necklace. It
Elena’s PoVThree days after the wedding, my father has a very good morning.He's back in the chair by the window. He can see across the courtyard to the family room where Julian and I have been sleeping, our honeymoon and he shouts."You two still in that bed? Go get a real honeymoon!"We shout back, "It's a same-room honeymoon, Dad!"And he laughs. Not the tired laugh he had in the private wing. The real one. The one from before prison, before he got sick.Then comes the bad afternoon.The machines start to beep. Not loud at first. Then faster. A nurse looks in and then the doctor calls us. Not in an emergency way. In a soon way. The kind of soon we tried to outrun by getting married on a Friday.We go in. Same ritual as always. His blue blanket. Our hands holding his. Only now he's not in the chair by the window. He's in the bed.He looks at Julian first."Suit still fits?" he asks.Julian's tie is loosened. We haven't left the family room in three nights."It still fits," Julian
Elena's PoV*Friday is a good day.Doctor calls at 7am. "He's awake. Clear. Angry about Jell-O. That's good sign."Julian is already in suit that fits. Not the fifteen-year-old big suit he wore to ask about candy. Real suit, black, tailored. He looks nervous, which is new. Julian Vane is never nervous in board meetings, but he is nervous about wedding in garden outside private wing window.I wear white dress Sarah found in one day because Sarah can find anything in one day. Simple. Not Vivienne's Birkin dress. White dress, star necklace new chain old star always touching skin, red ribbon bracelet from seventh grade he kept ten years, gold Vane Seal ring, diamond too big he bought at eighteen.No veil. I don't want veil. I want my dad to see my face from chair by window if he can't come down.We get to private wing garden at 9am. Garden is small. Ten chairs. Lemon drops in little paper bags on each chair, like my dad's old pharmacy bag from when he kept one for ten years. Sarah set the
*Julian's PoV*Soon means we have to plan a wedding.I have planned mergers, hostile takeovers, a fifteen percent board share purchase at midnight for forty million, a private wing payment for Thomas Vance because state infirmary said he would not survive six months, a 3am star necklace fix.I have never planned a wedding.Elena has never planned a wedding either, but she watched Vivienne Montgomery plan hers. She was desk outside glass office then. She remembers Vivienne saying, "Birkins for bridesmaids, penthouse for honeymoon, live feed for Napa."Elena doesn't want that. She wants soon, because her father has good days getting fewer.We sit in same room, same bed at night, same desks now with a notebook Sarah gave us that says WEDDING on it in gold letters. Sarah bought it because Sarah buys everything."What do you want?" I ask Elena."Same bed," she says immediately."We already have same bed," I say."I know. I want wedding in same bed. No. I mean I want wedding where we promis
*Elena's PoV*The first week of same room is chaos.Not romantic chaos. Real chaos. Like, Julian is on a call with Tokyo and I am on a call with Sarah about the charity campaign and we are both talking at the same time in the same glass office and Tokyo can hear Sarah say "no, not the lemon drop yellow, the star yellow."Julian mutes Tokyo."You want star yellow?" he asks me."I want star yellow for the private wing charity banner," I say, also muted. "Not lemon drop yellow.""Star yellow is what color?" he asks."The color of my star when the light hits it," I say.He stares at my neck. The star necklace, new chain."That yellow," he says."Yes."He unmutes Tokyo and says, "Sorry, my wife is deciding what yellow is star yellow. It's the color of a cheap drugstore star that her mom gave her before she died. We will need to come back to revenue projections."Tokyo is silent for a second, then says, "Congratulations on your marriage."We are not married yet. But everyone thinks we are b
*Elena's PoV*My father has a good day on the day we decide to tell him we are officially engaged again, for the third time but the first time with his permission.We bring no Jell-O. We bring rings.He is in the chair by the window, the one where he gave Julian permission. He looks smaller today but his eyes are clear."Did he ask properly this time?" my dad asks me as soon as we walk in, before we even say anything. He points at Julian."On bathroom tile," I say. "With a diamond he bought when I was eighteen and kept in his desk next to my red ribbon from seventh grade."My dad looks at Julian. "Bathroom tile? That's where you propose?""It was where she was," Julian says. "I didn't want to wait for a better location. Same room matters more than nice room."My dad nods like that is a good answer.Elena, show him, Julian says quietly.I show my dad my hand. Gold Vane Seal ring from graduation, diamond ring too big from eighteen-year-old Julian, and my star necklace, new chain, old st







