CHAPTER 108
I can’t help but to stare at his peaceful sleeping face. We’re still naked under the sheets and he’s fast asleep but I still can’t find myself to sleep because of the thoughts that keeps bombarding my mind. He told me he missed me…is there anything behind it? Even though he can recognize me now, he still can’t remember the memories we shared together. The only thing he remember is our first meeting when I was still young.
I sighed heavily and tried to close my eyes and as I fall asleep, I felt his arms tightly hugged my body. I felt so much warmth and comfort. I feel so comfortable that when I woke up the next morning without him by my side made me panic. Was that only a dream? I roamed around my eyes in the whole room and sighed in relief when I realized that I am in Alqamar’s room. It wasn’t a dream. It’s real. I covered my naked body with the comforter when someone opened the door and s
CHAPTER 109 (HIS SIDE)ALQAMAR SAN DIEGOI was still a young cub when I started to realize what future I have to become. My father always says that sooner or later I will be the one who will take the throne and lead the whole pack. He also said to me that everything that my eyes could see in this whole forest are mine. At first, I don’t want to believe him.How could a creature like us can own this huge forest? There are so many creatures in this place and my father claimed it to be his. But I was just quiet while listening to him, especially that everyone respects him. Everyone bows down to him that even my friends fear him.“Alqamar! What are you doing there?” I heard Fin asked while I am lying comfortably in the branch of tree. I was about to sleep but Fin is disturbing me.“I am sleeping,” I coldly said.“What? But your father said that we have to catch a fo
CHAPTER 110My hatred and madness made me a cold and dangerous man. Now, everyone feared me, and I feel like even my friends distanced from me. The only one who stayed and remained the same is Cristine. My anger is over to the roof that I feel numb whenever I am watching my pack devour a human body. The numbness I am feeling is like no other that I can even kill.Yes, I killed the woman. I searched for her in the entire province that even she hid herself I will still find her to kill her, to get my revenge. But it wasn’t easy. She begs for forgiveness, she told me that she was just so angry and felt so betrayed that she got blinded by those emotions which leads her to do those things. I don’t want to believe her. In the entire years of searching for her, I hid my true self. I avoided the softness of my heart and replaced it with steal. I don’t want to forgive her. She killed my parents. She’s the reason why I’m hurting right
CHAPTER 111I don’t know if the Goddess is just playing around, or it is the truth. How come that I am mated at that very young girl? And she’s a human for pete’s sake! How could this happen? I thought we can just be mate to humans if they are connected to us? That child is so random that I think she doesn’t even know about wolves!I closed my eyes problematically while I am leaning on the tree and watching the dark night sky. I can’t forget what I felt when I met her. I couldn’t forget how her eyes affects me. I didn’t know that this mate bond would be this powerful that sometimes I want to believe my father that once you met your mate all your concerns and fear will always about her, that all you can do in this life is to protect her.Is this what my father felt when he met my mother? Is that why without thinking twice he left the human and married my mother? My father didn’t even think that the hum
CHAPTER 112The cold is creeping down my veins as I searched for Lexis. The moon is a full moon tonight and the light of it is filling the whole forest. She may be heard my conversation with Cristine because I felt her presence behind the trees but now, I can’t feel her anymore.This night is a very dangerous time for her. A child like her shouldn’t be here and if anything, bad happens to her I won’t ever forgive myself!I turned myself into a wolf form because it will be faster this way. I am hoping that she’s safe but shit who am I kidding? This place is dangerous especially for a human like her and I can’t believe that it was because of my hatred and greed. It makes me regret the decision I had years ago. I was so angry, and I wanted so much to get revenge that it led me to this decision. I didn’t know that it will endanger my mate’s life. I can’t think of anything else but to find her and protect
CHAPTER 113I woke up feeling awful the next day. My head is spinning like crazy. I don’t know but I felt cold. Damn! I am not usually like this. Maybe because I let myself in the rain yesterday? Well, wolves can also possibly catch a cold, but it will just pass by like before.I get up from the bed and changed my clothes before going out. Everyone made away for my arrival until I stopped in front of them, I saw my whole pack waiting for me to speak. I sighed and started to elaborate the things I wanted to say.“First of all, I wanted to compliment…Carlos’ group for guarding the boarders of this province, the other wolf pack wouldn’t have the chance to cross the island because of that,” I said and looked at Carlos and beside him is Herman. Carlos just nodded courteously at me. There’s a reason why I’d give that mission to him. So, that he will be far away from my pack while I’m investigating hi
CHAPTER 114After I send her home, I immediately washed myself. I feel like her puke is all over me. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water dripped down my body. Watching her closer like that makes me insane. It’s been years since I last watched her close like that and she was just a young girl back then. Now that she’s and a grown woman I can’t help but to feel crazy over her.I woke up at dawn and the sun hasn’t risen yet when I drove myself towards San Isidro. I have a house in the city if ever I don’t want to go home yet or won’t be able to go back early. This province is an hour far away from the city. I parked the car in my usual place and walks towards the village.Everyone greeted me as soon as they saw me. I just nodded every time. I don’t have any plans today and I think I’ll go back in the city during Lexis’ graduation. I’ve never missed every celebration she has. I was alway
CHAPTER 115I can sense her presence now. I just saw her car arrived at her grandmother’s ancestral home. I watched her guided by her parents and her grandma who looks shocked of seeing her. I stared at her grandma. She looks familiar but I shrugged it off when I saw Cristine watching me. I stood up straight and looked away from Lexis’ direction.“I was right. You’re here,” she said and raised a brow at me. I ignore her and walk like nothing happened. I am going now to the village. It’s enough for me that I saw her safely arrived.“What do you need?” I asked when I felt her followed me.“Do you have plans? You know that Herman and Carlos are allies to bring you down, right?” She asked calmly. I sighed. I have plans but it’s not necessary to tell her anymore.“What are your plans? Make Lexis fall in love with you first and then tell her the truth and finally you&rs
CHAPTER 116I parked my car in the parking lot of the school. I sighed heavily when I saw the students coming inside the school. I can’t believe that I am here. I must be crazy. I looked at myself in the mirror before coming out of my car. I went straight at the faculty and checked my schedule. I unconsciously smiled when I saw that my first schedule is Lexis’ section.But my smile faded when I remember something. She’ll see me again. As her professor. Would she recognize me? What if she recognizes me and run for hill to hide from me? Because she’s scared? I gritted my teeth. I hope it won’t happen though. I would rather want her to not recognize me and remain to be a stranger to her. Goddamn it! Am I masochist?I sighed heavily and collected my things to attend my first class. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I am used to it but…they are college students. They should look at me with respect and not&helli