LOGINChloe forced a soft, practical smile when she saw her half-sister’s fiancé holding a drink in his hand and waving at her. But Ruan didn’t smile back. She had seen that look before—it was the expression of a man with problems.
Chloe hesitated when she looked around and didn’t see Megan with him. Meeting her sister’s fiancé in a bar seemed like a terrible idea, but the urgent, distressed voice on the phone had made her think something worse might have happened. By the time she realized it, she was already standing in front of him.
“Chloe,” he whispered, his voice raised, “happy birthday.”
She cleared her throat, swallowing the ache as soon as she heard him say it. Finally, someone had remembered her birthday. A smile spread across her face. Her heart was so shattered that Chloe thought it would take an eternity before she smiled again.
But something was wrong. Ruan hadn’t called her there just to say that.
“Where’s Megan?” Ruan’s eyes locked on hers as soon as he heard the question, and his expression shifted within seconds. “Did something happen to her?”
“Megan’s fine.” He sighed and gestured for her to sit beside him. “My invitation must surprise you.”
Chloe exhaled slowly as she slid into the chair next to him. Her fingers gripped the armrest tightly. The stench of cigarettes and alcohol in the air, mixed with the blaring noise, made her uncomfortable.
“Surprised isn’t the right word.” Thick smoke drifted like ghosts over people’s heads, laughter clashing with the pounding bass that exploded in her ears. Chloe felt that every sip of alcohol taken around her was a direct assault on her stomach. “What do you really want from me?”
Ruan sighed heavily, rubbing his forehead. Chloe shifted impatiently in her seat. This wasn’t where she wanted to be, not after everything that had just happened with Leonidas. Her heart was shattered, and she hadn’t even had time to mend it. She felt like she was only there because she feared something worse than her breakup had happened.
“Megan said she can’t marry me.”
Ruan said it bluntly.
Chloe stared at him, a knot tightening in her stomach with every word he spoke.
“She said she’s not ready, that she needs to finish college.” He shook his head, raising his glass to his lips and taking another swallow before continuing. “Her dress is ready. The guests have already arrived. Tomorrow is the day, and I don’t have a bride anymore.”
Chloe frowned, her eyebrows knitting together as she absorbed what she had just heard. It seemed she wasn’t the only one facing heartbreak that night. She knew how much Ruan loved Megan and how much he had planned and dreamed of this wedding. She could see the suffering on his face.
Not only that, but she had never seen him act so emotionally, and she figured the alcohol had something to do with it.
But she couldn’t speak. She didn’t know what to say to him because she couldn’t even console herself. She was broken too—where would she find the strength to comfort anyone else?
“Please, Chloe, convince Megan to marry me.” Suddenly, Ruan’s hands gripped her shoulders tightly, making her shrink back into her seat. “If you talk to her, she’ll listen.”
“It’s not that simple.” Her voice, muffled by the bar’s noise, barely carried. “Nobody convinces Megan once she’s made up her mind.”
Ruan sighed, disappointment flickering in his eyes. He slid his hands down her arms before finally letting go. The idea of solving her half-sister’s love problems instead of her own felt unbearable. Ruan wasn’t the only one hurting there.
“Fine.” He sounded like he was admitting defeat. “Just one try, and I promise I’ll leave you alone. Think of the humiliation I’ll face tomorrow if Megan doesn’t show up at the wedding.”
Reluctantly, Chloe nodded, then finally grabbed her phone, determined to end the difficulty. She made the call right in front of him, but Megan didn’t answer.
“I’m sorry, Ruan.” Chloe cast a discreet glance at her brother-in-law. Even though he looked defeated, there was a striking beauty in him that now seemed impossible to ignore—maybe it was the alcohol, the shared sadness, or just her desperation not to feel invisible anymore.
His dark hair fell over his forehead, his eyes were bloodshot, and the first buttons of his white shirt were undone, revealing a glimpse of his tanned chest. She glanced away. What kind of person noticed that on a night like this?
A part of her, the rational part, wanted to stand up and leave. The other part stayed frozen, stretching the seconds as if she were waiting for him to say something that would justify her presence there.
Chloe bit her lower lip when she realized she had been staring too long. She jumped to her feet so quickly that her chair screeched against the floor, drawing attention. Her heart pounded against her ribs. She had just lost the man she loved… and now she was desiring her sister’s fiancé?
A hand caught her wrist. Ruan stood too, his brow furrowed, concerned.
“What happened?” he asked, scanning her face. “Are you crying?”
Chloe blinked slowly. Only then does she feel the tears streaming down her face. Shame hit her like a recent wave.
“You already have your problems. You don’t need to worry about me,” she said, wiping her cheeks quickly.
But he didn’t let go. He pulled her closer, and before she knew it, she was pressed against his chest, wrapped in his arms. He smelled of alcohol and sweat. She couldn’t take advantage of a completely drunk man, could she?
Chloe struggled to breathe. Every cell in her body screamed for her to run. But the warmth of his embrace held her in place. Her shoulders began to tremble as sobs slipped free.
“It’s your birthday,” Ruan said softly. “You should be happy.”
“Happy?” The word sounded like a cruel joke. How could she be happy when Leonidas had walked away without a reason? How could she move on when she didn’t even know what had broken?
She didn’t answer. She just let herself be held. For the first time in days, she wasn’t alone.
“What can I do… to make you happy tonight?”
Chloe lifted her face. His eyes met hers. Between them lay a chasm of right and wrong—but also a mirror of what she herself felt.
She took a deep breath. The question stuck in her throat for a moment before it turned into a decision.
“Take me to your place,” she said slowly. “I… just need somewhere to rest.”
Ruan hesitated for a moment. Then he nodded, without another word.
And as he led her out of the bar, Chloe knew that, although she had said “rest,” neither of them really believed that word.
Chloe looked at Grace packing her suitcase, tears welling in her eyes. Grace packed the clothes slowly, constantly pausing to wipe her face. Chloe couldn't tell if she cried out of sadness or happiness.“Promise you'll come visit me whenever you can,” she paused, turning to Chloe. “This house is going to feel massive without you.”She threw herself into Chloe’s arms the second she finished the sentence. She cried out of pure sadness, and that made Chloe cry too.“I’ll come visit you all the time,” Chloe said, swallowing the lump in her throat. “You should get a boyfriend, build your own family.”Grace pulled back suddenly and gave her an annoyed look. She wiped her face and tossed the clothes into the suitcase.“Men only cause trouble,” she snorted, irritated. “I feel like Ruan was my husband; all the anger I felt toward that man gave me actual trauma.”Chloe smiled because she knew it was true. From the very beginning, ever since Chloe married Ruan, Grace had been around, sharing in
“Chloe, wait,” Ruan jumped up before she could leave and blocked her path. “What exactly do you mean by that?”Chloe stood up, her knees popping suddenly as weakness took over her legs, though the virus had nothing to do with it.“That maybe I believe you,” she said, keeping her distance. “That perhaps I want to give our family a second chance.”Ruan caught his breath as Chloe walked right past him. He really hadn't expected that. He gripped the car keys like a trophy and walked through the door with a smile so wide that it even caught Chloe off guard.The ride was dead silent, which felt weird to her. He should have said something. He should have confessed his love all over again, but Ruan couldn't find the words and preferred the silence over saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.Chloe adjusted her round glasses, holding her purse tightly against her shoulders before stepping out of the car. She didn't look at Ruan, but she noticed him hop out of the vehicle and march right towa
Chloe stood by the closed door for far too long, tortured by everything she saw and heard from Ruan. Suddenly, she pictured herself walking a tightrope over a massive cliff. She felt ready to leave, to forget the past and all the pain she faced while living in Phoenix, and to start anew somewhere else. She craved a brand-new life, fresh opportunities, and meeting new people while achieving her career dream.On the other hand, she still loved Ruan madly. The feeling inside her heart grew so intense that it physically ached. Hearing him say those things made her want to run straight into his arms and kiss him.But she remembered exactly how much she loved him and how brutally he had rejected her. She felt like a broken plate trying to glue itself back together just to be useful again. Her heart was completely shattered. Suddenly, her knees gave out, and she had to grab the living room couch to keep from collapsing. The fever flared up again. Chloe dragged herself onto the cushion and sl
Chloe stood frozen right there, her hair messy, her shirt unbuttoned. She had heard everything. She looked confused and deeply uncomfortable, as if she were witnessing a car crash for the very first time.“Chloe,” Ruan stepped closer, thinking she might run away, but Chloe stayed put, merely avoiding his eyes. “How are you feeling?”His voice trembled now, and he absolutely hated himself for it. Ruan wanted to avoid making things worse between him and Chloe again at all costs.“You have company,” she said, glancing toward the door, straight into Megan's eyes. “Don't keep her waiting.”Megan let out a soft, wicked laugh that echoed down the entire hallway.Chloe turned on her heels with great effort, her heart pounding and making her blood run hot, but Ruan caught her before she could leave.“Wait,” he said, staring into her eyes. “Whatever Megan has to say, I want you to hear it.”“I don't want any part of whatever is going on between the two of you,” Chloe tried to break free, but Ru
Chloe felt the cold water hit her back while she gripped Ruan tightly, leaving red marks across his back. He didn't complain. He ran his hands through her hair, then slid them down her neck just to make sure her temperature was dropping. Not only that, but he had forgotten how good it felt to be with someone he truly loved.“Can we get this over with soon?” her voice shook. Chloe’s chin trembled uncontrollably; she could barely speak. “I’m freezing.”“I know,” he said, holding her even tighter. “Just hold on for one more minute.”Chloe rested her head against his chest. She couldn't remember a single time she had held Ruan like this and felt as safe as she did right then. Chloe had promised herself she wouldn't let him get close again. She had imagined walking away and never looking back, but now she lay in his arms, wishing this moment would never end.He finally turned off the shower. Without letting go of her for a single second, he reached out, grabbed a towel, and wrapped it arou
An icy chill ran through Chloe’s body. She trembled beneath the sheets after a nightmare jolted her awake. That specific scene had haunted her since the day Ruan confessed his love. Chloe thought about it constantly; it became an almost sickly obsession, the words “I love you” circling her mind without granting her a single minute of peace.She curled into a tighter ball as sweat covered her body. Chris sat up in bed, still half-asleep, and touched her shoulder.“Are you okay, Mommy?” She turned her neck and stared at him, rubbing her eyes.“I’m sorry if I’m keeping you awake,” she cleared her throat, her sunken eyes signaling that something was very wrong. “Don't worry, I'm fine.”Chris stared directly at her face and placed his small hand on her sweaty forehead.“What are you doing?” she asked.“You're sick,” he stated with a certainty that startled her. “You need help.”“What?” Chloe watched the boy get out of bed, open the door, and walk out of the room.Chloe tried to get up to f
Megan’s lips pressed into a thin, tight line as she left the house before sunrise. She had seen Ruan sleeping in the guest room before she walked out, and the remnants of last night’s fight still littered the dining room floor.She felt as if the world had closed in around her. Before everything ha
The heat in Phoenix was unbearable, but Chloe’s body trembled as if she stood in freezing weather below zero. Her hands sweated, and she couldn’t stop thinking about the surprise on Ruan’s face when he saw her with another man.“Why on earth was she thinking about Ruan?”Elijah sat across from her,
Chloe smiled at Elijah before getting into his car. Her smile was so genuine and captivating that, for some reason, it almost made Ruan fall to his knees.He couldn’t stop staring at them until they finally drove away.Ruan wanted to break something. He wanted to run after them and drag Chloe away
The sweaty hand ran through his messy hair. Beads of sweat glistened on Ruan’s face the moment his eyes fell on Chloe, standing right in front of him. In six years of marriage, he had never seen her so beautiful.She had never dressed up like this for him. Her full lips wore a bold layer of red lip







