~GRAY~
I unbutton my dress shirt and shrug it down my arms. I toss it on the couch and undress myself. I saunter to the bathroom and switch on the shower. I stand under the shower with both my hands on the cold wall. The warm water rinse down my skin and all I could think is her. How I fucked up.
How I put her life in danger and how she makes my heart beat with just a smile.I missed looking at her.
I missed staring at her deep brown eyes, and I missed waking up next to her. I can't even think about anything else but her.I badly wanted to stop calling her. Grant her the space she wanted but I can't. My mind has never been at ease after she told me she wanted to stay away from me.I clean myself and put on a t-shirt and sweats. I pick up a cigarette and light it. Someone knocks on my door and I order the person in. Re
I hug myself as I whimper. Why can't I live life like every normal adult. Always running from gun men who wants me as captive to get to Gray. It's almost midnight and I'm inside Cage's car. We drove out of the club to some isolated area and he parks his car there. At first I thought he was gonna kill me. I still don't know why he tried to save me.The tension between us is so thick and I barely can look at me." Are you cold?" He asks.I swallow and nod. He smiles and turns on the heater of his car." Better?"" Better." My voice croak out." Who were those people?" I ask." I don't know. Maybe gangsters."" Why were they after me?"He chuckles." Your boyfriend is a dickhead maybe."I scoff and look away." Look, this always happens as long as you're a Mafioso. He's popular, he's powerful and people like that always attract rivals. Maybe they wanna hurt him and since they can
~LESLIE~I take a deep breath and look at my reflection in the mirror. I've lost everything. Friends , family and even school. I hate my life. How can I make such a terrible mistake? Ariel was the least person I ever thought I was gonna beg. I can't believe i had to kneel down before her because mom cut me out of the family.I wipe my eyes and look down at my stomach. There's no baby bump yet and I'm grateful. Most times I sit down and ask myself what made me sleep with a professor. I don't really know. Maybe I wanted to prove a point to the world. I forget the fact that you can't really please this miserable world. I shut my eyes and remember what Lawson told me.' you're pregnant? Now what do you want me to do? Divorce my wife and marry you?' he yelled at me.I stood like a moron in front of him that day. I look stupid and f
We take the elevator to Gray's office. I've not been here since the day we had sex in his office. I'm never looking at that office differently again." You look nervous." Brooke tells me and i ignore him. Fundraiser. Children Cancer research. Fuckin hell.The elevator dings and we step out. Cassandra raises her head to look at me with a sneer. So he's back and he didn't bother to call me. I feel the pit of my stomach twitch and I'm uneasy. What's he gonna look like after a month. He always looks hotter each time i see him after a long time." Is Gray in?" I ask Gray's PA, Cassandra." What? Go on and check for yourself Mrs Carter." She scoffs.I glare at her and walk to Gray's office door. I raise my hand to knock but i halt. My heartbeat is rapid and i can see myself freaking out with just looking at him. I'm nervous and afraid. What if he has finally given me up. Then I'm committing suicide. I knock and wait for a
I lean against the bathroom washbowl as I brush my teeth. It's almost 6:30 pm. I rinse my toothbrush and look at my reflection. My black locks are braided into pigtails and I'm nervous. One month was like a nightmare for me. I'm nervous and i don't even know what to do with myself." Ariel." Alexa shouts my name. She's always visiting since Gray left. Brandon and Piper knew he traveled but they don't know the story behind it. I can't tell them what Gray is and why he left.They always made sure I'm okay and they are always visiting. She knocks on my bathroom door and I open the door for her. She looks down at my towel form and smirk. I'm just with only my towel." Oh , shit. Expecting someone?" She grins.I chuckle and step out of the bathroom as we go to my room." Gray's back." I say and sit on the chair of my dresser." Oh my God." Alexa slumps on my bed." And you guys are planning to make babies tonight. I've got two
I quickly take my bath and brush my teeth. I can't believe I'll be shooting a gun. A damn gun. I clean my body and put on his t-shirt and boxer briefs. I blow dry my hair and wrap it up in a messy bun. I decide to cook something but Mr Carter thinks it's nice he ordered for food.I text Alexa on my way to the kitchen that Gray would love to recruit.From Alexa; No fuckin way. You mean he said yes?I roll my eyes and reply her back.To Alexa; kinda. Just come over today. I'm learning how to shoot a gun. How terrific.I chuckle and drop my phone on the kitchen counter. The house looks quiet than usual. I open the kitchen cabinets and decide to make tea since Gray decides to order food. My phone chimes and I grab it.From Alexa: you're shooting a gun. Gray wants to teach you how to shoot a gun. OMG. Finally he's done something useful.I chuckle and boil water.To Alexa; I'm nervous. I've never done this b
I grip tightly to the gun as I shut my eyes. Gray walks slowly to me and hug me. I smile and lean into his hug." Breathe , okay?"I nod and wrap my arms around his torso. Damn this gun is a bit heavy." Stop thinking the impossible, okay? Sinclair can't be your father. My father was his best buddy and he never mentioned he had a daughter."" What about a wife?" I ask, still hugging tight to him." Didn't get married. He was a hot head and powerful and there were rivals. He couldn't deal with a wife. But I think he got a mistress then."I release myself from his grip and look up at him." What happened to her?"" Got shot in a Mafia war. With the Russians too. Vladimir's father and she died."I sigh and take a deep breath. Got shot and she died. What if things go wrong and I'm six feet under the earth? God." It's okay. He's not your father. Don't let that Trent shit get into
" You smarked her butt?" Gray asks.The room turns quiet as everyone turns to look at us. I bet they didn't hear a thing. Just wondering what's got Gray worked up." Come on Tinkerbell." Gray grabs my wrist and take me upstairs.He opens the door of his bedroom as we enter. I lean against the door and cross my arms. Gray spin on his heel and glares at me." Why didn't you say a fucking word?" He yells.I chew on my bottom lip and rub my palm down my upper arm." Ariel, why did he fuckin smacked your butt and you didn't tell me. When did that happen?"" I didn't wanna come between you and your friend."" When did that happen?" He asks calmly and walks slowly to my tense form." That party with Trent. The day I had to put on a blonde wig." I tell him and sigh." What did he do?"" Look it's passed. I really…"" Ariel, what did he do?" Gray yells , louder than usual.I
I walk out of the bathroom wearing Gray's white dress shirt under my black lace panties and bra. I didn't bother to button the shirt. I smile at Gray's sleeping form on the bed. It's almost afternoon and he's still sleeping. I couldn't get enough sleep because Gray didn't let me sleep. We talked almost through out the night. The stewardess knocked on the door few minutes ago if we are ready to eat. But Gray isn't ready to get out off the bed. After he woke up pretty early to brush his teeth , he came back to bed.His black hair spread all over his face and he looks beautiful. Not that dangerous man he showed to the world. The yacht has been moving and i don't even know where we're going. I watch Gray's peaceful form. I smirk and silently walk to the dresser. I rummage through the drawers and pick up a red lipstick. I climb on top of the bed slowly and silently. He's the type of man who takes notice of every single sound and movement. I open the lipstick an