LOGINChapter Six
The hum of the tires on asphalt was the only sound between us. No radio. No words. Just silenceāand the occasional creak of the leather seat when he shifted. The road ahead was black, ribboned by shadows and streaks of fog. Trees loomed like sentinels on either side, tall and bare, their branches skeletal against the moonlight. We hadnāt seen another car in hours. I wrapped my arms around myself, but it wasnāt the cold I was trying to fight. It was the feeling creeping up my spineāthe sense that everything familiar had been swallowed whole, and I was drifting in the dark with a stranger beside me. Except⦠he wasnāt a stranger anymore, was he? Not after the way his voice had broken when he said my name last night. Not after the way he touched my hand like it was both a promise and an apology. He hadnāt looked at me since we left. But I could feel him watching the road like it was a battlefield. Like he expected somethingāor someoneāto leap out of the dark and take me from him. He drove like a soldier. Like every turn had weight. āHow far?ā I asked quietly. āThree more hours. If the weather holds.ā āAnd if it doesnāt?ā āThen we adapt.ā I turned to study his profileāsharp jaw, faint stubble, lips pressed in a grim line. He was built like the man I married. Sounded like him. But everything else was different. I wasnāt sure when it happened⦠but Iād stopped wishing he was the man I used to love. Now, I just wanted to understand the one sitting next to me. --- We pulled into a gas station that looked like it hadnāt been updated since the ā80s. The lights above the pumps flickered. A rusted soda machine leaned against the wall like it had given up on life. The kind of place that existed only on back roads and in bad dreams. He stepped out first, scanning the area before motioning for me to stay put. Old habits. Protective instincts. Whatever it was, I obeyed. My fingers curled tighter in my lap as I watched him moveāefficient, alert. Like danger was always a breath away. Inside, the station was deserted. A single attendant sat behind the counter reading a dog-eared paperback, barely glancing up when we entered. The smell of burnt coffee and dust settled thick in the air. I wandered the aisles, pretending to care about the selection of overpriced snacks while he paid in cash. No trail, no cards. He was careful. When he returned to me, he dropped a protein bar and a small bottle of water into my hands without a word. The gesture was simple. Thoughtful. It hit harder than it should have. āIām not hungry,ā I murmured. He didnāt argue. Just nodded toward the exit. āEat anyway.ā Outside, the air bit through my sleeves. I leaned against the SUV while he filled the tank. For a minute, I let myself look up at the starsāscattered like a map I didnāt know how to read. āIām scared,ā I said suddenly. Quietly. Like admitting it out loud might make it worse. He didnāt look at me. Just kept his eyes on the pump. āGood,ā he said after a beat. āFear keeps you alive.ā His words should have chilled me. But when he finished, he came around to stand in front of me. His hand lifted slowlyāslow enough that I could pull away. I didnāt. He touched my chin, tilting my face toward his. His eyes searched mine like he was memorizing me. āI wonāt let anything happen to you, Celeste.ā āBut youāre the reason this is happening.ā That made him flinch. Just barely. But I saw it. āMaybe,ā he said. āBut Iām also the reason youāre still breathing.ā I didnāt know if it was a comfort or a threat. But when he opened the door for me, I got in. And I didnāt look back. --- The sun was just beginning to stain the sky gray-blue when the SUV slowed and crunched to a stop at the edge of a clearing. The safe house didnāt look safe. It looked like the kind of place where bad things happened in the dead of nightāweather-worn siding, windows boarded from the inside, a chimney that coughed smoke like it resented the warmth it was made to give. Trees crowded the perimeter like watchers. āThis is it?ā I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. He didnāt answer. Just shut off the engine and climbed out. By now, I knew what silence meantāyes. I followed him up the uneven path to the door, my sneakers crunching over frost-laced leaves. He unlocked it with a key that had been taped to the underside of a loose rock near the porch. Inside, the air was dry and stale. Dust motes floated in the weak light filtering through a cracked curtain. There were no photos. No signs of life. Just bare essentialsācouch, table, wood stove, a small kitchen. Survival, not comfort. He checked every room before motioning me in. I stood in the center of the living room, arms crossed. āThis was Jordanās backup place,ā he said finally. āOnly a few people knew it existed.ā āDo those people want me dead?ā His jaw tensed. āSome of them. Not all.ā āThatās not an answer.ā āItās the only one I have right now.ā I walked to the window, brushing aside the curtain just enough to peek out. Trees. Nothing but endless trees. No roads. No neighbors. No witnesses. Isolation had a sound. It was the kind of silence that filled your ears until your own heartbeat felt too loud. āI need a shower,ā I said softly. He nodded. āThereās hot water. Iāll build a fire while you settle in.ā For some reason, that small domestic detailāhim making a fireāfelt heavier than it should have. We were playing house in a nightmare. As I moved toward the bedroom, his voice stopped me. āCeleste.ā I turned. His eyes were darker than before. Guarded. āIf anything happensāif I tell you to runādonāt hesitate.ā I held his gaze, something icy crawling under my skin. āWill you be the thing Iām running from?ā A long silence. Then: āIāll be the one making sure no one ever touches you again.ā I didnāt know whether to feel safer⦠or more afraid. --- The fire crackled low in the corner as I stepped out of the shower wrapped in a towel that smelled faintly of cedar and dust. The heat clung to my damp skin, but a chill still settled deep in my bones. Maybe it wasnāt the air. Maybe it was something else. Something wrong. I passed through the small bedroom, the floorboards creaking beneath my feet, and found him crouched in the living room, one hand braced against the edge of the fireplace, the other holding somethingāblack and flat. A phone? No. Not a phone. It was a photo. An old one, slightly bent, the edges curling like it had been hidden a long time. āWhat is that?ā I asked. He didnāt flinch. Just held it up without looking at me. It was a picture of meāsleeping. I froze. My hair was splayed across a pillow I didnāt recognize. My face, peaceful. Vulnerable. āThis wasnāt taken by me,ā he said, voice like gravel. āIt was left under the mattress in the spare bedroom.ā My skin crawled. āLeft by who?ā He didnāt answer. I moved closer, noticing something nowāsomething scrawled on the back of the photo in dark ink. āYou can protect her from the lie, but not the truth.ā A weight settled in my stomach like lead. I reached for the photo, but he pulled it back. āIāve seen this handwriting before,ā he muttered. āItās his. Jordanās.ā āWhat the hell does that mean?ā He looked up at me then, and for the first time since the night of the accident, real fear glinted in his eyes. āIt means⦠he knew.ā āKnew what?ā āThat someone was going to take his place.ā The words struck like a slap. My heartbeat stuttered. āWas it you?ā I whispered. A muscle twitched in his jaw. āI wasnāt the first. But I was the one who stayed.ā I didnāt know if that made him better or worse. The photo shook slightly in his grip, and when he finally placed it gently on the table, I backed away without realizing Iād been moving forward. Whatever this wasāwhoever he wasāhe wasnāt the only one playing a long game. And we werenāt alone.Celeste The fire spread fast. Old files, abandoned equipment, and years of dust turned the vault into a furnace. Smoke clawed at my throat, stinging my eyes as I dragged Elias toward the exit. His arm was heavy over my shoulders, his weight forcing my steps slow. āKeep moving,ā I said, breath sharp. āIām fine,ā he gritted out, even though his face was pale. āYouāre bleeding through everything youāre wearing. Thatās not fine.ā His jaw tightened, but he didnāt argue. We stumbled into the night air, the cold hitting me like a slap after the heat of the fire. Behind us, the facility groaned as the flames devoured it. For a second, I stopped, chest heaving. It was over. Roarke was gone. But I didnāt feel relief. I felt the weight of everything still ahead. --- We didnāt go far. A cluster of broken-down buildings sat at the edge of Marrington, one of them still standing enough to shield us. I pushed the door open with my foot and guided Elias inside. It smelled of mildew and r
Celeste The roads out of the safehouse were slick with morning fog. Mist curled around the trees like fingers tugging at the hem of reality, and I gripped the wheel tighter to keep my hands from shaking. Carmen had given me a vehicle an old matte-black Jeep, dented, armored, and too damn loud. Nova slipped me a burner phone, two clips, and a shoulder holster before she disappeared again with a grin and the words: āNow youāre really one of us.ā I wasnāt. Not yet. But I was done being just someoneās target. Someoneās wife. Someoneās leverage. Now I was someoneās consequence. And God help them if they didnāt see it coming. --- āAre you sure about this?ā Carmen had asked earlier, arms crossed, eyes narrowing the way they did when she saw a storm brewing. āNo,ā I told her honestly, loading the magazine into the Glock. āBut I wasnāt sure about breathing yesterday either. Still did it.ā She didnāt smile. But she didnāt stop me. āYouāll want to head west. Marrington.ā That name a
EliasIt didnāt matter how many times Iād been shot at, stabbed, hunted, or betrayed. Nothing compared to walking away from her.I did it anyway.Because if I stayed, sheād be next. And Iād kill too many people trying to stop that from happening. There wouldnāt be a soul left untouched by the fire Iād bring down.So I left before the burn started.By the time Roarkeās people caught up to my trail, I was already in Savannah. Iād left false footprints along the back channels, pinged my location through three burner phones, and sent up smoke where I knew theyād look.And still, they came too fast.Roarke had mobilized everyone. Not just mercs. Not just corrupt suits. Everyone. The cartel-adjacent dealers. The washed up government agents heād bought with blackmail and blood. Hell, I even spotted one of the twins from Morocco.He wasnāt playing around.And neither was I.---The alley reeked of oil and mildew. My leg was bleeding again nothing fatal, just messy. Iād taken the shot to the t
Celeste The first thing I noticed when I woke was the cold. Not the kind that comes from air conditioning or poor insulation. No this was the kind of cold that wrapped around your bones like a warning. The kind of cold that only made sense when you realized something was missing. Elias. His side of the car was empty. Driver's seat vacant. Door ajar. The blanket weād shared lay folded across the console, untouched, too neat. Too intentional. I sat up quickly, heart already racing. "Elias?" No answer. I shoved open the door and stepped outside into the damp morning air. Mist clung low over the grass, and the rusted Shell sign above the gas station creaked softly in the breeze. Nothing. No sign of struggle. No note. No tire marks. Just... gone. He left me. The thought hit like a punch to the chest. Not because I didn't expect it. But because deep down, I thought maybe just maybe he'd stay this time. I turned in a slow circle, scanning the horizon, listening. Wai
Elias There are two kinds of silence in this world. The kind that gives you peace. And the kind that presses a blade to your back and waits for you to move. The silence now at the edge of this empty rest stop, buried in a tangle of woods and cold wind was the second kind. Roarke was coming. I could feel it in the pressure behind my ribs. The way my body hadnāt unclenched in over an hour. It was like Iād swallowed tension whole and forgotten how to breathe it out. Celeste was still asleep beside me, curled under the blanket, her cheek pressed to the curve of my arm like it belonged there. She didnāt know I was wide awake. Didnāt know I hadnāt closed my eyes once since Carmenās message came through. Roarke landing in Savannah meant one thing: this was personal now. He wasnāt sending contractors anymore. He wanted to handle the job himself. And when Roarke got personal, people died. --- I got out of the car just before dawn, letting the chill slap me back into my old skin.
Celeste The moment we crossed into Charleston, the air changed. It tasted like memory. Like panic wrapped in perfume. I kept my eyes on the road ahead, but the skyline made it impossible to forget. Every steel edge, every glass window, reminded me of a life lived behind them one where I smiled for photos, kept quiet at dinners, and learned how to cry silently into thousand-thread-count sheets. Now I was coming back with a gun tucked against my spine and the weight of a manās lies in my pocket. I didnāt know if I was returning home⦠or walking into a trap. Beside me, Elias hadnāt spoken in over twenty minutes. He was watching the mirrors like a wolf scenting blood, the tendons in his hands tight against the steering wheel. āYou donāt have to come inside,ā I said, not because I wanted him to stay behind but because if something went wrong, I wanted at least one of us to make it out alive. Elias didnāt look at me. āIām not letting you walk into that place alone.ā The
CHAPTER FIFTEENEliasThe woods didnāt creak.Thatās how I knew someone was there.Not a twig snapped. Not a branch rustled. Just a silence too perfect to be natural. And Iād survived too many missions to mistake perfect silence for peace.Carmen had set up sensors. Nova had layered in comms jammer
*Celeste* The name echoed like gunfire in my head. Ilyan Roarke. Iād never heard it beforeānot once in all the years Iād smiled through charity galas or sat quietly at lavish dinner parties by my husbandās side. But I could feel it in my bones now. The weight of that name. The threat coiled
*Celeste* The silence followed me long after I left the room. I closed the door behind me, leaned my back against it, and stared at the hallway like it could offer answers. But the air was heavy. Still. A little too still. The cabin felt like a stranger now. I used to move through it with ease
Chapter Twelve*Celeste*The suitcase clicked shut with a finality that felt like a funeral.I stood over it, palms pressed against the hard shell, trying not to cry. My bedroomāonce pristine, once mineāwas in chaos. Drawers yanked open. Closet half-empty. The life Iād built, now reduced to a duffe







