LOGIN"You... you knew?""I remembered everything," she whispered, a tear finally spilling over her lashes. She clutched her crossed arms tighter, looking so small against the cabin wall. "I woke up the next morning and I remembered the way you held me, the way you kissed me... all of it. I'm not a child you know, my body reacts when I go through some⊠things.â"Then why did you pretend to forget?" I choked out, "Why did you act like nothing happened?""Because when I opened my eyes that morning, you looked terrified," Maya's voice cracked. "You looked so full of regret and disgust that it broke my heart. I thought... I thought you hated yourself for touching me. I thought I had ruined our friendship by bringing my pathetic breakup drama up.âShe took a shaky breath, stepping closer to me. "I pretended to forget because I wanted to save your feelings. I wanted to give you a time out so things wouldn't be weird between us. But then you started ghosting me and at the diner... when you screame
The two days leading up to the retreat went by quickly, but Jakeâs threat lingered in my head. âEither you tell her the truth, or we do.â They would do it, Jake didn't bluff.I forced myself out of the prison of my apartment. I went to the campus grocery store and bought actual food, forcing down meals that tasted like cardboard just so my cheeks wouldn't look so hollow. I shaved the rough stubble from my jaw, washed out my hair and packed a single duffel bag with hoodies and flannels for the cold lake air.I looked in the mirror on Friday morning. I still looked tired, the shadows beneath my eyes still a bit visible, but I finally looked like a human being again. I looked like the Leo Maya knew.But as I zipped my bag, my hands wouldn't stop shaking. How was I supposed to look at her? How was I supposed to look into the eyes of the girl I loved, the girl I had secretly broken, and tell her the truth?The morning air at the campus parking lot was freezing. The big charter bus was wait
It's been three days since I lashed out at Maya and I've been beating myself up ever since. She doesn't deserve any of that, she doesn't even deserve me. I couldn't bring myself to face anyone, I hadn't been going to school or basically anywhere. I was stuck at home like a prisoner.I tried calling Maya a couple of times either it went to voicemail or she wouldn't pick up and our friends also tried calling me but I couldn't talk to anyone until I apologized to Maya.I've been living like a zombie these past few days. A knock on the door caught my attention as I laid on the floor like a corpse. I closed my eyes, praying the person would get tired and leave but the person seemed to have all day because the knocking became louder.I groaned as I got to my feet and headed to the door turning the knob. I groaned as the light from outside almost blinded me. I was immediately yanked by my collar and hauled inside, pinned straight against the living room wall.âWhat the hell's wrong with you,
Even when we got back to class Maya still wouldn't let go, I mean who could blame her I've been a total asshole to her the entire week.We got to class late as expected and sat at the last two remaining seats at the back of the class, which gave Maya the perfect opportunity to torment me.She'd constantly tear up a piece of paper, write some things on it, and slip it on my book right in front of me.âIf you ignore me for one more minute, Iâm drawing a mustache on your face while you sleep.ââFine, be a grouch. But you still owe me a movie night.âI tried to ignore her, but it was hard and I was getting hard. Every single time I caught a whiff of her shampoo, I was immediately taken back to that night on her couch, with her legs wrapped tightly around my waist, her walls clamping down on me. My jeans felt tight, a throbbing ache pooling between my thighs. I had to position my backpack awkwardly over my lap just to hide the evidence of what her presence did to me. A rustling sound got
The next morning, sunlight filtered through the window, blinding me. Maya stirred first, groaning from the hangover, before waking up and realizing where she was.âLeo?â She asked as she lifted her head off my chest. âWhat are you doing here?â She asked, fully awake.She climbed off my lap and sat close to me on the couch. A sudden wave of uneasiness washed over me. Does she remember?âAre you okay?â I asked. âYou seem a bit out of it.ââNo, no, I'm fine, just a slight headache.â She groaned, rubbing her temple. âDid you remember anything?â I asked testing the waters. She paused, looking at me with a strange expression. âI remembered⊠We were playing that drinking game. But I don't know how I got back. Did I⊠fall asleep on you?ââYeah,â I croaked, my throat tight. âYou did.âThis was bad. Really bad. She doesn't remember? How am I supposed to live with myself knowing what I did to her?âI better get going,â I announced, unable to look her in the eyes. Iâm so disgusted.âNooo,â she
CHAPTER 2She whimpered, shifting on my lap, her soft thighs straddled me tighter, her pajama shorts riding up as her core pressed against the hard ridge of my erection. Every small roll of her hips sent sparks up my spine.âFuck, MayaâŠâ I groaned against her lips, my hands sliding down to grip her waist where her shirt had ridden up. Her skin felt so soft, Iâd imagined this too many times in the dark and the reality was destroying me. Her nipples brushed my chest with every movement and I couldnât stop myself one hand slid up, cupping her breast my thumb stroking over the stiff peak. Maya moaned loudly, her head falling back as I kissed down her jaw to her neck.âLeoâŠâ she breathed. Her fingers tangled in my hair as I sucked on the sensitive spot just below her ear. Her hips rocked faster against me, grinding down on my cock through our clothes and I was losing control fast. My other hand slipped under her shirt, palming her bare breast, rolling her nipple between my fingers. She







