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My mind was fully invested in the meeting. Our offer was lucrative enough for the Armenians. Business administration was my preferred area of study. But seeing everything in practice was surely a blessing. The way Dante negotiated the terms almost made me like him. Almost. He was tenacious and unwavering, and he somehow knew exactly what the Armenians needed, not what they wanted. It was like he could read their minds. Dante is a smart man. There is no doubting that now. The only hope of defeating him is if I'm smarter. If I can hide my feelings better. Numb them like they don't exist and carry on with my plan as if it were a set of tasks for the day. But something was amiss. The Armenians. Their counteroffer was interesting and very good. In fact, too good to be true. Even now, as I stare at the bathroom mirror back at the company building, I cannot shove the image of the Armenian boss's face out of my head. His eyes— they betrayed him. He wanted something else. I knew it deep in my bones, like the knowledge of my own identity, yet I can't quite place what it is that he wants. What's so off and what makes this deal seem like a trap. Well, food for thought for another day. The water stops rushing from the tap as I turn it off and dry my hands. Stepping back into my office, I relax into the seat and continue working on the laptop. These meetings are so fucking many. How do I even schedule them? And this new project is gonna suck me dry with work. I hope it kills Dante before it kills me. "You did quite well today," Dante says breezily as he walks past me and out of the office. Stuck-up man. Of course I did well. It's me, after all. I stick my nose back into the laptop and continue working. "You coming or what?" His head pokes through the sliver of space at the door, his entire body outside the office and his brow raised in amusement. "Oh yeah, right," I'm supposed to follow him to the heads-of-department meeting. I scramble, picking up my laptop and the papers. My legs scurry me up to the door and... Oh no, my pen. Why doesn't this shirt have a fucking pocket? "Chelsea, I have a pen," Dante calls out just as I turn back to get my pen. How did he know I needed that? Damn. Close one. "Oh." I turn to face him, breathing out and calming my racing heart. "Thank you." Great, now he'll think I'm incompetent. I follow him out of the office and to the elevator. A few floors below is the company meeting room. "I never said I'd give it to you, though," he quips as soon as the elevator slides closed. I jerk my face up to meet his eyes, my heart jumping under my skin. God, I hate this man. "You look like you're gonna hit me," he says with an amusement that is there one second and gone in the next. Yes, I wanna beat you, you motherfucker. Of course I say that in my head and not out loud. "No." I glance down, ignoring the upward curve of his lips. I don't even know what the fuck is funny. ********** The ticking clock hit nine p.m. just as I lock the office door on my way out. I finally finished fixing all the schedules, and damn, my back is killing me. Oh, I need a massage. My phone vibrates in my pocket, and I pull it out. "Yeah?" It's Giovanni. "Could you hand me the Armenian files?" His voice is not as thick as Dante's, and he has a slight Italian accent. "Uh yeah, but I just left the office." "That's fine, I'm at the basement garage. I can give you a lift home." "Uh, okay." At least he'll take some of the work off my shoulders, and I get to hitch a free ride. Whatever my feelings towards him and his boss are, a lift home would really be nice. I mean, why don't I even have an official car? This job definitely calls for one. I step into the lift and click the basement level. As the elevator dings open, I step out into the garage. The air is thick with the lingering smell of smoke and rusted metal. A smudge of black disappears around the right corner into the dark. The dim light of the garage blinks lightly as I walk up to Giovanni. "Dante keeping you up late?" Giovanni walks toward me from the opposite end of the garage, his face all smiles. I won't kill him when the time comes. I'll let him watch the man and the family he devotes his life to crumble. An even worse fate than Dante's. Sad. "Yeah, what can I say, I prayed for this, now I can't complain." "No can do." His laugh is carefree as he takes the papers from me and opens the door of his car for me. If only he knows who he is being carefree with. "Um, you know what..." I roll my eyes, feigning forgetfulness. I think I forgot my tab at the office. "Oh." "Yeah, I've gotta go get it." I start walking back slowly so as not to alarm him. "I can wait." "No, I can't do that to you—" "It's no problem." "I insist, I can leave on my own. I don't want to keep you waiting" "Okay." He shrugs and enters the car. The engine revs to life, and he takes off down the winding path to the entrance of the garage. My every sense perks alert, listening for any sound. "Come out, whoever you are. I know you're watching," I call out into the almost empty garage, my voice bouncing off the walls in echoes. Whoever it was that disappeared into the dark when I entered the garage is definitely still in the building. Kicking my heels off my feet, I silence my steps, my trousers now reaching the cement floor of the garage and picking up dust. A clink of metal echoes behind me. I turn swiftly to face the danger. Soft air whooshes from my left, and I duck, narrowly missing a hand trying to grab me. Jumping back, I stop in my tracks to spot who is trying to grab me. The manager?CHELSEA The manager of the Armenian company. Why is he attacking me? I saw him during the meeting. I wouldn't forget that face so easily. He and the CEO had a similar look on their faces. The type of look I couldn't trust. "What the fuck?" I almost yell in obvious surprise at him. "I just want to talk." He raises his hands in the air, palms facing me. Talk? Reminds me of my first meeting with Ilya. What is it with these people and sneaking up on me to talk to me? "What do you want?" My guard is still up and my eyes track his every movement. "The contract is a facade," he speaks, almost too quickly. Pfft. Could've seen this coming from a mile away. "It's all fake. We wanna dupe him. Or at least try. You'll stop us." Dante. "Wait, what? I'll stop you?" He nods. "Well then, why are you telling me this? You do know I'll run and tell him, don't you? It's a horrible plan if you're telling me." I laugh. "No, you won't." "Because?" "Because you need him to trus
CHELSEAMy mind was fully invested in the meeting. Our offer was lucrative enough for the Armenians. Business administration was my preferred area of study. But seeing everything in practice was surely a blessing. The way Dante negotiated the terms almost made me like him. Almost. He was tenacious and unwavering, and he somehow knew exactly what the Armenians needed, not what they wanted. It was like he could read their minds. Dante is a smart man. There is no doubting that now. The only hope of defeating him is if I'm smarter. If I can hide my feelings better. Numb them like they don't exist and carry on with my plan as if it were a set of tasks for the day. But something was amiss. The Armenians. Their counteroffer was interesting and very good. In fact, too good to be true. Even now, as I stare at the bathroom mirror back at the company building, I cannot shove the image of the Armenian boss's face out of my head. His eyes— they betrayed him. He wanted something else. I k
CHELSEA That insufferable man. Ugh. I kick a small stone in my path a bit too hard, passing a rather dark alley. I'd chosen to walk all the way home after what happened at the office. Dante had yelled at me just before leaving work. What did I do to deserve that? Absolutely nothing. Or maybe something. But it was a little mistake compared to the threats he leveled at me. He would fire me and make my life miserable? We'll see who'll make whose life miserable. "Who does he even think he is to threaten me?" "Your boss." I step back, pushing a few people in my path at the voice in the alley. Damn, I said that out loud? I swivel, and my feet are already planted in a fighting stance before I recognize the voice of the person standing in the alley. Concealed by the shadow, only his feet are visible to me. But I'd know Ilya anywhere. "Why have you come?" My feet are cautiously treading the line between the darkness of the alley and the bright light illuminating the
CHELSEA The ride back to the office is steady and quiet, just like our morning run earlier. He had only asked me about the schedule for the day and tried to make small talk. I mean, I knew I'd have to follow him around before I even took up this job, but now, after working for a week, I just hate it.And now, the only sound is that of the car's engine and my fingers tapping on the keys of the laptop. I really want it to stay that way. "So, I take it you're not purely American." He finally speaks, and there go my fleeting wishes.I glance forward, where I'm supposed to see the driver, but a pane of black glass separates us from him."I'm Iraqi. I've never been to Iraq. The terrorists you all fear," I add with a snicker, not caring in particular what he thinks of it. "Terrorists? I wouldn't throw sick accusations around. But let's just say certain groups have a bad rep. Either way, I'm not American." "I can tell," I respond, my eyes still glued to the laptop screen. "How?""Really
CHELSEA The dark peephole glares back at me. I have a job to do. Taking a deep breath, I press the doorbell. The soft ring carries across the hallway. Moments later, Dante opens the door. Once again, my gaze meets his dark green eyes, and all I can think of is how I want to gouge those eyes out. No. That will have to wait. "Come in," he steps aside to let me in, his face more at ease, and for the first time, I notice his looks. And they were not wrong when they said the devil was the most beautiful angel in heaven. This man may actually be the devil, but he is devastatingly beautiful. Eyes like the forest caught in a stormy sky, and lips that— Fuck, focus. I step in past him into the warmth of his apartment, and he closes the door behind us. Shivers prickle my skin as he leads me to the dining table on the left side of the apartment, a half wall separating the kitchen from the dining area. He seems to be fond of half walls. "So this is the list of my most important emails and
CHELSEA I can't believe I have to go through this every morning. Shit. I take a deep breath, straining against the urge to rip the hairband into shreds. This is what I get for being Iraqi. Hair as thick as a fucking forest. After more attempts than I care to count, I finally pull my hair into a neat ponytail without stray strands flying about like they don't belong on my scalp.I mean I could just let my hair loose but it has a tendency to be rather wild. And nothing is gonna stand between me and Dante. Not even my own hair. Staring at my reflection in the large mirror, I force a wide smile onto my face. "Good morning, Mr. Romano," I say to the mirror with a wide and noticeably fake smile. My eyes alone carry the weight of the pain and anger that even the smile can't hide. Guess I'll have to really get into character. "Good morning, Mr. Romano," I repeat to the mirror, filling my mind with every good memory my less-than-beautiful life has accumulated. This time, my smile reac







