Clara
Today morning has been more of a robots' programmed morning. I walk up, had a shower, brushed my teeth, smelled Damien's shirt for over ten minutes, cried over the loss of him, sat down on the floor and drowned in thoughts.
Okay, maybe not robotic. Robots don't cry, they don't smell their mate's shirt and crave him. Ughh! They don't even have mates! Lucky for them, they don't have father's to drag them away from their mates!
My wolf has been off. She is too sad to even communicate with me. Well, for me, I am on the verge of running mad. I haven't been able to pull myself together. Trust me, I have every possible plan of escaping from here and running to Damien.
I am sure every plan could work, I could make it to Damien's place. It could work but it wouldn't be helpful to our current problem.
If I run mad, it will be father's fault. I have heard about and known many members of this pack and other packs who run mad after losing thei
DamienTonight, I am going to attend to council meeting to decide about the turned victims in the house that Lazarus had put them. We haven't moved them from their yet, we are going to first set the strategies.After feeding, I head for the Ventrue headquarters. Mithras, Celeste and Cassius are already there. We begin the meeting immediately without wasting time.After a lot of discussing, we finalize our decision and we all agree on distributing them amongst the families of the Ventrue clan. Since I already have six turned humans under my supervision, I am assigned ten new ones. Mithras, Celeste and Cassius are assigned fifteen each. The remaining three are given to Mithras."We are going to need to build another building in Damien's territory because he needs more space," Celeste suggests. What? Space? I know my family has the smallest house in the Clan but the ten more members won't fail to get where to live."Oh, yeah! By the way thanks for rem
ClaraIt has been over a week since I last saw Damien and I am starting to cope up. I admit that this last week has been the worst week of my life but I feel better after having multiple visits from Emily. She managed to annoy me and comfort me all together.Her point of view of what happened was like Jason's. I don't blame her. Everyone else in this pack has a different idea of what happened and a wrong mindset towards Damien. However, Emily managed to believe my side of the story.I have been trying to avoid father, but I met him yesterday at dinner. He didn't say anything to me and I wasn't interested in saying anything to him or to anyone.At first, I didn't want to see or talk to anyone. I felt like everyone was to blame for what t was going through but now I don't blame anyone. If I were father, I would have done the same thing. Who would let their enemy have their daughter? Not him, not anyone.I still miss Damien a lot. The longer we
DamienThe new members of the house have already settled in and they aren't giving me much of a headache. Well, most of them miss their families and there is even a dad! Sure Lazarus has wrong tastes. The dad misses his wife and son. He has tried sneaking into his own house multiple times to check on them but they think he just abandoned them.That is the sad life of being turned against your will. You lose all the advantages of your normal life and have to live in the shadows. Some of them have studies, others have jobs and mostly they have families to worry about.I have been listening to their stories and trying to give them counselling. It is do hard to give others advice when your relationship just slipped out of your hands when there is nothing you could do about it.There is nothing we can do about the situation of them being turned. They have to accept who they are now and embrace the reality. There is no going back to being human again. The
ClaraFather bought me a dress dress to wear on Liam's party tomorrow. I don't know how time has gone do fast but it has been almost two weeks since I last saw Damien. Mentally, I haven't recovered well. Physically, I think I am getting sickly every morning.I know I should inform someone about how weak I have been feeling lately but I should be able to handle this on my own. If I tell dad or Jason, they will call all the skilled doctors and check up on me but I don't want all that attention over such a small matter.It is not like I have been having a strong fever or terrible stomach and back ache. I just feel sickly. I think it is all because of all the depression and stress that I have been going through. I think I am going to be fine in a matter of time.I don't want to miss Liam's party tomorrow. I just want to be out and have fun that I haven't been able to have in a long while. I just want to get out of my room and this house for once and have a go
DamienTonight is the night of Liam's party. I have already arrived at the venue. Raul, Katherine and Orpheus have come along. Very few members of my family are party animals. I am not a party animal either, but I am only using this chance to chase my happiness.The party has already started. I wanted to be, maybe the first guest to arrive on the venue so that I can check for every guest that arrives, but I got caught up helping one of the new members who wanted to sneak into his home and check on his family.I thought it wouldn't take long but he is a very emotional man. He had to weep when he saw his wife crying over him. I wouldn't blame and I didn't want to rush him so I let him take his time.He told me that if things go well and he can be able to handle his Vampire senses, he will go back to his wife and marry her again like a vampire this time. He even asked me if I think she will love him the same after knowing that he is now a vampire.
ClaraI pull away from the kiss and look Damien in the eyes. I still can't believe he is here. He came here to see me. I can't get my hands off him. I feel like if I let go, he will slip away and I won't be able to see him again."Are you alright, Clara? How are you?" he inquires from me while his eyes inspect my face."I am fine, Damien. I just miss you so much. I miss you a lot," I tell him."I know, baby. I miss you more. That's why I had to come here. To check on you," he says and his lips find mine once more. I close my eyes and let him kiss me. I missed his lips: the way they gently slide over mine and though sometimes they can be possessive and a bit rough, I love all of it.I am breathless when I pull away from the kiss. I want Damien to carry me in his arms and take out of here. I want him to take me his home. Where I belong. I am already tired of this party and I just want to go with him. I don't care where he takes me as long as I
CLARAI can't believe that I am finally back here. I have been having a lot of thoughts about running away from home and showing up at this door, but I have been trying hard to keep myself under control. Now I am here. Damien has brought me back. I have made up my mind not to think about father or worry about what he will do when he finds out. I just want to enjoy myself while I am here.Damien opens the door for me and I enter. This place has a way it makes me relax. This is where I belong. Emma and Logan walk to the door to check on us."Clara, you came back!" Emma shrieks with excitement when she sees me. She runs to me and embraces me into a tight hug."I am glad you are back. I missed you so much," she says and my heart melts at her words. I am at loss of words knowing that there is someone who cares about me here more than I even imagined."How are you guys? How are you doing?" I ask them."We doing great. Damien and everyo
DAMIENI pull away from the kiss and look my girl in the eyes. I can't believe she is here with me after such a long time that feels like forever. I am so impatient to savour her. To taste her skin, her lips, everything. I feel like I have been starved all this time and I just want to devour her.I hold the band of her panties and slowly pull them down her legs and off her body. The scent of her arousal fills the air making my nose flare. Oh, god! She smells so good!I lower my head between her legs and notice how wet she is! Fuck! My cock gets ten times harder at the look of this amazing sight. I lick my lips in anticipation. Clara's chest heaves up and down as she watches me, also anticipating what I will do next."Fuck! You are so wet for me," I groan while rubbing my fingers up and down her wet slit. Fuck. I might come in my pants just my doing this. I need to control myself or else I might finish before I even begin. I am so hard, my pants are starti