As Logan asked me to visit Rose moon pack with him, I agreed.
It’s been three years since I meet my family, and five years since I have had a peaceful talk with them.
I miss them, but never have the courage to ask him, if I can meet with them.
So as today he has given me a choice, I will not miss this chance.
I wanted to meet them, and about the consequences, I don’t care about them.
I know my life can’t change to be good.
He will never love me, as a mate loves his mate.
So at least, I can get this simple happiness by meeting my mom, my brother, and my father.
The next day, I and Logan started our journey to the rose moon pack.
As we are going as Luna and alpha of the blue crescent pack, we are taking the road inside the woods.
These roads are made for joining the pack, and only we werewolves know about them.
So we will reach there in two hours.
We get in our car.
Logan and I sit in the backseat, while Logan’s Beta Evan was driving.
After coming to this pack, Evan is the only person, who knows about the actual truth of our relationship.
Evan is Logan’s childhood friend and closest person.
Logan shares everything with him.
So it was normal for him to know.
But the most surprising thing is, though he knows everything, he never
disrespects me. Instead, he tries to help me.
He tries to make me feel comfortable in this pack.
Though I know it can’t happen ever, that everything became perfect in my life.
But I appreciate his effort.
That’s why I also like him a lot.
In these three years, we have become friends, and he is the only person with whom I can share my pain.
I feel comfortable when he is around me.
So I am relieved that he is coming with us.
Sitting in the car, I thought about my past.
That was the first day when I started my job as a secretary.
I was joining the office, so I called Marina early morning, and told her I would come to collect notes after the office.
But she assured me she would send my notes to my office, so I should do my work with no tension.
I got ready in a white shirt and Grey color pencil skirt. I wrapped a light blue color scarf and went out after locking my door.
When I reached the office, I was fifteen minutes early.
So I went inside and took the elevator to reach my floor.
Jane had already told me what would be my job. But I wanted to check
everything before Mr. Clark could complain.
When I reached my floor, as usual, Jane was sitting in her chair.
“Good morning Andrea. You are early, very good,” she gave me a smile that made my day.
Jane is a type of person who can make anyone happy, though they are struggling with any type of pain.
In a day I liked her.
“Yes. I don’t want to be late on my first day at least. And you can call me Anne.” I said, and she nodded.
“Good with me. Andrea is huge.” She said and I chuckle.
After talking with her for some time, and collecting my schedule, I went to my office.
Jane has told me already what are my jobs. So I start my work.
It’s almost eight, and Mr. Clark will be here in nine.
Before that, I had to arrange his schedule, replied to the emails, and arrange the files he needed to attend that day.
When the clock struck nine, my intercom rang.
“Hello,” I said, picking it up
“Miss Jackson I need a black coffee without sugar in my office.” Mr. Clark
said and cut the call. I looked at the watch and it was nine in the morning.
Shit, I forget that I have to serve him coffee.
So I ran to the pantry, made his coffee, and went to his office.
After I heard him say come in, I enter the office and place the cup of coffee on his desk.
“Here is your coffee sir,” I said
“Thanks. Jane must have forgotten to tell you about this?” he asked with a smile, but I feel guilty.
“No sir. It was my fault. I would not forget next time.” I apologized.
“OK. Take this file and sort out these. I want them before lunch. If you need any help, you can ask me.” He said and dismiss me.
I went to my desk and did my work.
But I didn’t know why his face came in front of me from time to time.
I didn’t know what is the thing. But, I felt attracted to him.
But this was wrong.
I agree he was handsome, but he was not my mate.
I couldn’t feel anything about anyone except my mate. It is wrong.
I would wait for my mate.
I composed my thought and tried to bury myself in work.
My work was over before lunchtime, and I went to his office to deliver his file.
But he was not in his office, so I kept them there and came back to my office.
At lunchtime, I had my lunch in the office cafeteria.
After the entire day of work, I came back home and completed my studies.
Marina was helpful.
She sent me all the notes of classes.
The day passed with no problem and I was so busy, that I didn’t have time to think about anything.
At night, mom called me, and after talking with her and telling her everything I went to sleep.
Mom was happy that I was passing my time with some work.
She also told me to take care of myself and don’t tire myself.
But I assured her I was fine and happy.
This time of day when I talked with my mother, was the best time for me.
When we reach the Rose moon pack, Evan’s voice makes me out of my daze.“Alpha, we are here,” I hear Evan say.When I look around the car, it is standing before the very familiar house.The house, which was once the source of my peace and happiness, in which I grew up playing with my brother.But now when I look at that, I remember the suffering I went through, because of the people living in this house.The people whom I have thought my own, plotted against me, under the same roof.The house I had to leave for my safety.But I also know it is the house where my loved one lives, along with the people who caused me to suffer.Here are both people who will die and kill for me, and also who will use me as a toy because of his greed.The day when I left last time was three years back, when I got to know that Logan is my mate.But the situation was stiff, and I had to leave this house wi
After I finished my shower, I went to meet her.While passing my room I feel nostalgic, and enter my room.But what makes me surprised, my room was still the same, just like how I left it behind five years back. Even there is not any dust, too.As if I have never left it.I go inside and sit in my bed.My favorite teddy is still in the left corner of my bed, where I used to keep it.My every toy is kept neatly in its place.I smile, thinking about how possessive I was about this teddy.I let no one touch it, not even my brothers and my best friend.I used to sleep hugging it every night, from the day mom gifted it to me.I sit in the bed and take the teddy, and hug it tightly“Tin Tin, I missed you,” I say with tears in my eyes. When mom gave me this teddy, I named it ‘Tin Tin’.I was a big fan of Tin Tin so I named it.But everyone used to tease me about this.B
When I went downstairs, Logan was sitting there and talking with my brothers.“Hey, kiddo. Where were you? You missed all the fun. Your mate has a wonderful sense of humor.” Ariel excitedly says, seeing me coming downstairs.“Did you meet mom?” Aries asks“Yes, I just came from there,” I say and sit beside Logan. though we are sitting close by there is a distance between us.It’s a normal routine for us.We show people we are happy in our relationship.But our heart is far apart from each other.I never get the chance to know him, to love him.And Logan, he never tries to do that, too.Because I know he despises me. He never likes my presence.Or you can say he is the reason. There is a wedge between our relations.Because he never let the distance get closer between us.“This is not fair. We meet you after so long and you sit there with your mate? You want
After talking to my brothers, I went to the dining room with them.Logan also joins us, and he may have taken shower, as his hair is not fully dry.“Mom wouldn’t come?” I notice nobody is waiting for her or they don’t take any approach to call her.“Mom usually has her food in her room. She rarely comes out from upstairs. The maid must have sent her food already,” Aries says and I become sad.“Can I call her?” I ask maybe she will come downstairs if I insist.“Leave it. She will not come. We tried many times. Just enjoy your food,” He says and I become disappointed.“OK,” I take my seat beside Logan.But when we sit to eat, I hear a voice “Luna?” A maid gasps.“Mom.” I turn and see her coming down the stairs.“You have done with your lunch? Maybe I become late.” Mom asks, and I leave my sit to help her walk.
“I missed you so much, dad,” tear rolls down my eyes.“What are you doing here?” he asks again and this time he sounds angry.“I wanted to meet you all,” I say and try to walk toward him.“Stay there where you are standing,” he says, raising his hands and my step stops.“Dad. What happened?” I ask shocked by his behavior.“I am saying what you deserve. Don’t call me dad. Didn’t you leave with your mate, right? Then why you come back?” He asked with venom.“Dad, I missed you all. You are my family,” I say with tears.“Nobody is your family here. At least I am not your family. I regret giving birth to you.” he says and I feel the floor move from my feet.“Dad, what have I done wrong?” I ask disappointed by his word.I had sacrificed my happiness for him. But now he is telling me he regrets giving birth to
After talking with Ariel, I went to my mom.I wanted to talk to her.And Logan doesn’t want to see my face, so I don’t want to go there and disturb him.When I went to my mom’s room, she was sleeping.So I close her door and went outside.I will talk to her later.Though she is behaving well, I know she is suffering like me.She had become lean from the last time I saw her.Her hair lost its color, and her face was showing wrinkles.These incidents have made her lose the will of living, I know.But, I can’t lose her.I come downstairs and went toward the backyard.This is the place where I used to play when I was a child.I used to make my small house there and play with my dolls.Mom, me, and my dolls. My tiny and beautiful world.But then reality hits and I grew up.My beautiful world is attacked by some monster, and my prince charming comes out as the
“You didn’t know then, he was your mate, right?” He asks, and I shake my head.“No, I was only sixteen then. I wanted to kill my time as I was feeling lonely, and wanted to save some money for the future, too. So when Marina offered me the job I grab it.”“Then?” He asks curiously.“Then...”After I joined Logan’s office, my days were going well.I wanted something to pass my time, and what could be better than that.The job was not very troublesome.Logan had a busy schedule, but I had to just arrange everything, attend emails, and mostly attend some meetings with him.Logan didn’t want to depend on someone, so my workload was not very heavy.And about my studies, Marina was helping me a lot.She used to pass me the class notes and help me with my studies.All the weekdays when I was remaining busy with my office work, on the weekend I used to c
After dinner, everyone leaves for their respective room.But when I enter my room, it was pitch dark.Logan came early from the dinner. I thought he would be back here.Then why is not any light on? Maybe he went outside.Thinking this, I enter the room, but suddenly all the lights turn on, and I hide my face with my hand.When I open my eyes, Logan was sitting on the couch.His legs are kept on the coffee table in a crossing manner, and he is smoking. I didn’t know he had a habit of smoking.But I never get to know what are his habits.He crushes the cigarette in the ashtray and looks at me.I try to see through his mood. But his face has no emotion from which I can get a single clue.“Where were you?” he asks calmly still sitting in the same position.“I was at the dining table just now. You saw me there eating.” I say, confused why he is asking that.“Before tha