Chapter 105: Curiosity Killed The Cat

I didn't bother looking back. Now I was all alone in this library, surrounded by books and much more darkness. This isn't how I expected things to be but I guess that's how things are going to be for a while even if I don't want them to be like that. I was helpless and I wasn't liking it.

I shutted my eyes for a moment and tried to absorb the conversation we had. I needed to once again pretend that nothing had happened between us. I need to get out of this room and think that the conversation between us didn't effected me. I had to pretend and once again , I was just so done by this pretending.

Everything was so clustered in my mind and heart that it was getting heavy. You know the feeling when something worse happens to you and you are not yourself anymore. You heart is heavy and you feel like there is something stuck in your throat and it hurts but you can't do anything about it. And that was exactly how I was feeling.

The only person I ever wished could become mine, wanted to be no