As soon as we arrived at Seth's apartment, I was presented with warm water to take a bath and a fresh set of clothes. Since I really needed to clean myself of the evidence from the previous night, I hurried into the bathroom, took a bath and got changed swiftly, only to be invited for breakfast in the dining hall.
Sitting, thus, on the dining table, I waited for the food to be served, trying not to look into Seth’s eyes. Nonetheless, the hawk-eyed man didn’t take long to recognize that I hadn’t been truthful to him. Instead of being mad about it, he asked me in a rather kinder manner, “Are you sure you’ve been telling me the truth, Christie?”
“Why would I lie to you?” I asked instead of giving him the truth, for I couldn’t afford to do so. It would tarnish my image in front of him, which was why feigning ignorance seemed to be the ideal thing to do.
Shortly, the food arrived. I, accordingly, paid heed to the grumbling of my stomach and served myself some warm soup and buttered toasts, something I thought would inspire the man to postpone the questioning session. Undeterred, he asked again, “Why are you lying to me? Aren’t we friends?”
It was true that we had been friends since my first day in college. Consequently, we grew closer to each other. I still felt that the revelation of my previous night’s wrong decisions could only contribute to misunderstandings about my character. Despite being my friend, he was still a man, bound to misunderstand my drunkenness as perverseness.
“I do not understand, Seth,” I pretended to be innocent, conscious of the consequences of telling the truth.
Once we were done with the breakfast, he took hold of a napkin and wiped my mouth for me, very tenderly, pointing out, “Why do you have so many marks on your neck? Since they’ve turned purple, I am certain that they must be hurting you.”
How could I tell him that those marks weren’t bruises? They were rather love bites. I, thus, lied again, “The insects bit me last night, as I didn’t cover myself properly while sleeping.”
Since Seth wasn’t foolish enough to believe me, he altered the subject of our discussion, “Are you seeing someone? Was that the reason why you didn’t answer your sister’s calls because you spent the night with that special someone?”
“Nothing of that sort,” I answered, frustrated with the unremitting conversation about the previous night. "I just drank too much until I passed out."
"Then, how would you explain the marks on your body? I know those aren't insect bites," declared Seth, confronting me about my lies.
"Perhaps some other day," I responded upon recognizing how I couldn't continue to lie to him while growing paler than before.
“I am sorry. I didn’t realize that I was making you uncomfortable,” apologized Seth, standing up and leaving me sitting alone in the dining room.
I knew Seth was more disappointed than upset with me, but I pretended not to notice it. Since I was convinced I had been taking advantage of his kindness while simultaneously hurting him by keeping him away from the truth, I didn’t want to trouble him with the task of dropping me home. I, hence, stood up and requested his driver to take me home instead.
“But, I need to consult the Master first,” said Mister Thomson, unsure if he had the authority to take the decision of dropping me off on his own. “He mightn’t like the idea of me taking you away without informing him.”
“I’ll talk to him later. Could you please take me home instantly?” I urged, impatient to leave. “I don’t want to be here anymore.”
The driver heeded my request and guided me to the parking lot, something we both knew he would be in trouble for. As soon as we got inside the car, he hit the engine, and we began moving away from Seth's place.
“Thank you for putting my discomfort over your obligations,” I paid my gratitude to the kind driver. “I will be forever grateful for this.”
“Master Seth has always advocated prioritizing the needs of the guests over everything else, so I am convinced he will lend me an ear before getting upset about everything that I am doing for you,” suggested Mr Thomson. “Besides, I am glad I could be of use to you.”
Shortly after, the familiar structure came into view and my heartbeat went rampant. The mere thought of standing before my parents left me trembling in fear, something that prompted Mr Thomson to think I was cold. He, therefore, offered me his blazer to keep me warm.
“It’s alright. I can manage,” I tried to refuse.
Shaking his head, the man assured me that it would be right for me to take it. Since I couldn’t turn down his kindness, I took it and covered myself to escape the unsympathetic slaps of the biting cold wind.
Once we’d reached our destination, I got out of the car, thanked the driver and then hesitatingly turned towards the entrance of my house, speculating about the possibility of making a wrong decision. I, thus, began contemplating turning around and leaving.
Before I could take any steps back, I was spotted by our housemaid, Maria Blunt, who rushed to the outside with palpable joy in her eyes. Having been concerned over my inability to return home, she held me in a warm embrace and declared, “I missed you. I don’t know what I would’ve done if you hadn't returned.”
“I am sorry. I should’ve informed you about my whereabouts,” I said, recognizing my mistake for making the only person who cared for me worry. “If I would’ve been aware of the repercussions of my actions, I would’ve never done what I did.”
Instead of wanting to know about my last night’s misadventures, she caressed my head lovingly before telling me, “Your parents have been equally worried about your disappearance.”
I had a hard time believing that people who would easily go on days without worrying about their younger daughter’s needs could miss her when their older one was there to provide them with company. I, thus, did not comment on it. Instead, I just nodded and allowed Maria to take me inside.
As soon as we entered, a wave of laughter came to our ears from the living area. Curious to find out what could be possibly amusing to the parents with a missing daughter, I headed straight to the source of the sound.
The morning sunbeams were streaming through the bedroom windows, warm and golden, that covered everything with a soft glow. I slept in a bit later than usual, enjoying the serenity that had become a constant in my life. Life had changed in so many ways, and for the first time in what felt like forever, I was finally happy.I turned to my side and smiled at Seth, still sleeping beside me. His chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm, his face relaxed, and his hand rested near mine as if he unconsciously sought me even in his dreams. This was my life now—this love, this stability, this sense of belonging.A soft flutter in my stomach made me smile even wider. The secret I had been carrying for weeks was growing stronger, more real, and soon I would share it with Seth. This thought filled my heart with equal parts of excitement and nervousness, but mostly joy.I slipped out of bed without waking him, padding into the kitchen. The house was quiet, the silent kind that makes you feel at home
~Noah’s pov~The walk back to my apartment seemed to stretch endlessly. My feet moved in a mechanical sequence, one in front of the other, but my mind went round and round, reenacting the scene at Christie and Seth's house. Her words echoed louder than the traffic, louder than the distant hum of the city."I don't belong to you. I never did."I had been so sure—so certain—that if I just showed up, if I just made her see what we had, she would remember. That she would feel the same pull, the same ache that I had carried with me since the day we parted. But she hadn't. Her gaze had been steady, her voice firm, as she told me that she had moved on. That the new Christie didn't need me. Didn't want me.When I finally reached my apartment, I sank onto the couch without bothering to turn on the lights. The dim glow of the streetlamp outside cast long shadows across the room, fitting for how I felt inside.It was the first time in years that I allowed myself to think—really think—about every
I heard a knock. It was sharp and insistent against the quiet rhythm of our morning. I was at the sink, washing dishes, while Seth worked on something at the table. The sound jarred me, and for an instant, I hesitated. Something about it—urgent, almost aggressive—put me on guard."I will get that," Seth said, already standing up from his seat.I quickly dried my hands and trailed after him, wondering and afraid. He opened the door, and I was to confront the last person I could have expected to meet- Noa.He looked exactly as I recalled him: tall, broad-shouldered, blonde hair tousled. There was something in his eyes, though, that I had never seen before: desperation.Christie, he whispered aloud, his voice low but fervent, his eyes fixed hard on mine.I froze as if my breath was physically caught in my throat. It was to see a ghost, a fragment of a life that no longer exists for me. Seth tensed up beside me, his grip on the door's edge tightening."Finally, Noah," I said, my voice cra
The restaurant was warm and dimly lit. A faint aroma of garlic and freshly baked bread clung to the air. Seth sat across from me, as calm and steady as always, his fingers lightly tapping against the base of his wine glass. I studied him discreetly: a sharp line of his jaw, a slight crease between his brows when he was lost in deep thought. He looked utterly, amazingly tired, as if he wanted tonight different, better.I also wanted it.The past weeks were turbulent, and therefore a jumbled mass of feelings that I couldn't make sense of.Memories I thought I'd long since buried—the evanescent meetings with Noah, leftovers from a life that had belonged to someone else—emerged now to haunt me at odd moments. So long I had harbored these memories, allowing them a slice of myself. Now sitting here with Seth, I see just how much they took.Christie?" Seth broke into my thoughts, his voice soft but tinged with angst.I blinked, realizing that I had silently stared at him. "Sorry," I said qui
Seth had come down with a fever recently. Illness had washed the colour from his cheeks and put shadows under his eyes. More than his look, though, the silence that crept in during those days seemed to live in my head: distance, but not out of malice. More out of fear.I hovered by the door of our bedroom, hesitant to step inside. Seth had asked me to come in, his voice steady but with an edge of something I couldn’t quite place. Resignation, perhaps? Pain? I couldn’t tell. The thought sent a shiver down my spine. This was the man who had been my anchor, my unwavering support, and now he seemed so… tired.I entered at last, and he sat on the edge of the bed. His shoulders were slumped, heavy with a weight I didn't understand yet. He looked at me then, his dark eyes softer than usual but unmistakably determined. My stomach tightened at the look."Christie," he said, his voice calm but strained. "We need to talk."My heart sank. Those words—they were never good. They heralded endings, s
Walking home with Noah, I felt a lightness in my chest that I hadn't felt in so long. It was as if a weight had been placed upon one shoulder and then, in effect, had flipped to the other, if only for a fleeting moment. I laughed at something he said; in this case, not really listening to what he said, but to the comfort enfolding us. It was a cool evening air, adorned with a soft breeze that brushed my cheeks, and streetlights softly lit the path before us. I knew I should not have agreed to walk with him. I knew this was wrong. But Noah had this strange pull on me, something that was beyond explanation and resistant to stopping.His presence felt familiar and cozy, and at this moment I cleared all the mess and madness from my mind. I let myself enjoy it, let myself pretend everything was easy and matter-of-fact, despite knowing deep inside of me that it wasn't.I should have stepped back when approaching that house. Reality was slowly sinking in: where and what I was doing stood rig