LOGINIt started with a headline.
Tricia wasn’t looking for it.
She was scrolling absent-mindedly that morning, half-awake, coffee untouched.
Then she saw the notification:
“Senior Peacekeeping Officer Confirmed Dead in Highway Explosion During State Transfer.”
Her stomach dipped.
Something cold slipped down her spine.
She clicked.
The article loaded slowly.
Too slowly.
The words blurred at first.
Then sharpened.
Colonel Raymond Stone...
Her hand went numb.
The cup slipped from her fingers and shattered across the floor.
“No.”
The word wasn’t loud.
It barely escaped her.
The article continued, official language, detached tone:
… convoy vehicle overturned following a roadside explosive device… severe impact… declared deceased at the scene…
She stopped reading.
Her ears were ringing.
This wasn’t how news works. This wasn’t how death works.
There would be a call.
There would be confirmation.
There would be,
Her phone vibrated. Unknown number.
She answered on instinct.
“Miss Watson?”
“Yes.”
“This is Command Headquarters. We regret to inform you,”
The rest dissolved.
She didn’t scream. Didn’t cry immediately.
Her body simply shut down.
The voice kept speaking, arrangements, honour ceremony, official statements.
She heard none of it.
Her knees buckled under her. The phone dropped.
The world tilted sideways.
The night they told him Raymond was dead, Mark didn’t react.
That was the first thing everyone noticed.
No shouting.
No breaking objects. No dramatic collapse.Just stillness.
He stood in the briefing room, hands clasped behind his back as the commanding officer spoke in clipped, professional tones.
“Vehicle impact. The fire spread too fast. Identification confirmed.”
Confirmed.
The word echoed.
Mark nodded once.
“Understood.”
That was all he said.
He drove to Tricia’s house in silence.
He didn’t rehearse what to say. Didn’t prepare for comfort.
When she opened the door, he saw it happen in real time.
Hope. Fear. Understanding.
She didn’t need the words.
She read it in his eyes.
And when she broke, he caught her.
Not because he was strong.
But because Raymond would have expected him to.
Later that night, long after family and officers had left, Mark stood alone on the balcony.
The same balcony where months ago Raymond had said:
“If something happens to me… you watch out for her.”
Mark gripped the railing until his knuckles whitened.
“You idiot,” he muttered under his breath.
Not angry.
Just hollow.
He thought about training days. Mud-covered fights.
Laughter over contraband whisky.He had never once imagined a world that didn’t include Raymond standing somewhere nearby.
His phone buzzed.
Sean.
“You alright?”
“No.”
It was the only honest thing he’d said all day.
Sean hesitated before replying.
“You’ll look after her?”
Mark stared out into the darkness.
“Yes.”
It wasn’t romantic. It wasn’t opportunistic.
It was duty.
Brotherhood.
A promise made before either of them knew what it would cost.
At the funeral, Mark stood a little apart from the front row.
He didn’t trust his emotions.
When Tricia swayed during the final prayer, he stepped forward instinctively.
Her father noticed. Their eyes met briefly.
Judgement. But also acknowledgement.
Mark didn’t care about approval.
He only cared about one thing:
Raymond’s woman would not fall.
Not while he was still standing.
That night, alone in his quarters, Mark finally allowed himself to break.
Not violently. Not dramatically.
Just quietly.
Because grief, for soldiers, isn’t loud.
It settles in the bones.
He poured two glasses of whisky.
Set one down opposite him.
“Should’ve been me,” he muttered.
And for the first time.
He felt the weight of a world without his brother.
Not knowing that loving Tricia later would be the one thing Raymond never warned him about.
The house that once felt full now felt suffocating.
She went there anyway.
Walked inside.
She stood in the middle of the living room.
Everything unchanged.
His boots are still by the door.
His jacket over the chair.
The coffee mug he favoured, still in the sink.
How can someone die and their shoes still be here?
She slid to the floor.
That was when the tears finally came.
Not loud.
Just broken.
Tricia sat frozen in the quiet of Raymond’s house.
The news still rang in her ears: Colonel Raymond Stone confirmed dead.
She didn’t scream.
She didn’t cry at first.
She just sat.
Clutching the edge of the table, her fingers trembling.
His jacket lay over the chair. His boots still by the door. His favourite mug sat on the counter, untouched.
It all screamed life… while he was gone.
A hollow, unbearable silence filled the space.
Her father called.
“Tricia…”
She couldn’t respond. The words caught in her throat.
“You need to stay strong. For me. For yourself.”
She laughed bitterly, a sound that wasn’t laughter at all.
“Strong?” she whispered. “How am I supposed to be strong when… he’s gone?”
Tears streamed down her face. Her knees gave out, and she collapsed to the floor, curling into herself.
Memories of him assaulted her.
His touch. His laugh. His protective hand on her back. The way he’d pull her close in the evenings…
She sobbed until her body shook.
Outside, Mark watched from a discreet distance.
His mind wasn’t only on Raymond’s death.
It was on Tricia.
She was vulnerable. Heartbroken. Entirely alone.
He wanted to rush in, to console her, but restraint was key. He knew how fragile she was.
Finally, he approached slowly, knocking lightly before entering.
“Tricia…” His voice was gentle.
She looked up at him, eyes red and glassy.
“Mark… he’s… gone.”
He knelt beside her, careful not to crowd her space.
“I know,” he said softly. “I know it’s hard. I’m here.”
Her body trembled against him as she clung to his arm.
“I… I can’t…” she stammered. “I can’t believe it.”
“You don’t have to,” he whispered. “Not right now. Just… breathe.”
He didn’t try to fill the silence with words she didn’t want to hear.
He didn’t try to take her pain away.
He just held space for it.
For days, Tricia didn’t leave the house.
She barely ate. Barely slept.
Mark brought her meals, checked in quietly, made sure she stayed hydrated, made sure she survived each agonizing hour.
He didn’t press her. Didn’t push.
He simply… was there.
And in that simple presence, Tricia began to rely on him.
Not because she loved him, not yet, but because he made surviving possible.
He listened to her memories of Raymond. He let her speak of him endlessly.
Her grief was raw, and Mark never flinched.
A bond began to form.
The corridor outside the consultation room felt brighter than it had any right to be.Fluorescent lights stretched in long, uninterrupted lines overhead, reflecting against polished floors that carried the quiet echo of movement from distant nurses’ stations and passing trolleys. The air smelled faintly of antiseptic and something warm from a vending machine down the hall, an ordinary mixture that belonged to routine, not to endings.Tricia noticed the difference immediately.Inside the room, everything had narrowed to voices and breath and the careful placement of words. Out here, the world resumed its indifferent rhythm.The officer who had escorted Mark gave a brief nod to Greene before turning away, his presence already dissolving into the background of institutional procedure. Another nurse passed them with a clipboard tucked under her arm, barely glancing at the group gathered outside the consultation room.Life moved as it always did.Raymond stepped closer as the orderly adjus
The room settled into a silence so complete that the faint hum of fluorescent lights became noticeable.Mark sat opposite Tricia in county grey, wrists free but posture constrained by the presence of two officers near the door. Custody had taken polish from him, but not instinct. His hair was less ordered than usual, his jaw roughened by missed comforts, his eyes shadowed by poor sleep and anger he had not found a place to spend.He still entered rooms as if they might be arranged. He still expected openings.Tricia watched him without softness.“You do not summon me anymore.”The sentence struck cleanly.Mark blinked once. Then he leaned back as though composure could be recovered by angle alone.“You look well,” he said.“You waste your own time.”A small movement touched the corner of Raymond’s mouth and vanished. General Watson folded his arms tighter across his chest. Mr. Greene glanced at the clock and wrote nothing.Mark shifted tactics.“I asked to see you because things have
The rain had stopped by afternoon.Sunlight returned in pale strips across the hospital floor, touching the chrome legs of chairs, the water jug on the side table, and the folded blanket near Tricia’s knees. The room looked cleaner in daylight, less haunted, though nothing inside it had changed by appearance alone.Mr. Greene stood by the window reading from his phone. General Watson paced exactly four measured steps, turned, and paced back again. Raymond leaned against the wall beside the door, arms folded, eyes lowered in thought.Tricia watched all three men for nearly a minute before speaking.“You are all moving around my problem as though I am furniture.”No one answered immediately.Then Greene lowered the phone.“I was reviewing options.”Watson stopped pacing.“I was thinking.”Raymond glanced up.“I was staying quiet.”She lifted one brow.“That may be the most suspicious thing here.”The corner of Raymond’s mouth moved.Good, she thought. Let them all remember the room belo
The words remained in the room after Tricia spoke.He thinks secrets are all I fear.No one moved immediately. The monitor beside the bed kept its measured rhythm. Outside the window, a siren rose somewhere in the city below, then thinned into the distance.Raymond watched her face. Something had altered in it. Not softness, not calm. Something steadier than either.For weeks, perhaps months, fear had appeared in her as flinching, hesitation, avoidance, tears swallowed before they formed. Now it looked different. It had shape. It had edges. It had become recognisable enough to stand against.Mr. Greene set his phone on the table.“That may have been a bluff.”Tricia did not look at him.“No.”“You believe he intends to follow through.”“I believe he intends to hurt whichever way hurts most.”Watson’s expression hardened.“Then we stop indulging this nonsense and let Friday answer him.”She turned her head toward her father.“You still think this is about court.”“It is about law now.”
No one spoke for several seconds.The hum of the air vent became strangely loud. Somewhere in the corridor, a trolley rattled past, wheels clicking over the threshold strip and fading again. The room itself seemed to draw inward around the sentence Mr. Greene had just delivered.He wants to see Tricia alone before Friday.General Watson was the first to move.He did not rise abruptly, did not slam a hand against anything, did not need spectacle to convey fury. He simply straightened where he stood by the window, and the temperature of the room seemed to drop.“No.”The word came flat and absolute.Mr. Greene slipped the phone back into his pocket.“That was my immediate response as well.”Raymond remained standing near the foot of the bed, shoulders rigid, one hand still resting on the paper bag he had brought moments earlier. He looked not at Greene, but at the floor for one brief second, as if organising whatever came next.“Why alone?”Greene opened the message thread on his screen
Morning arrived pale and undecided.Cloud cover pressed low over the city, turning the hospital windows into sheets of muted silver. The storm of the previous night had washed the streets clean, but it had left behind the heavy stillness that often follows weather violent enough to empty itself.Tricia woke before sunrise.The room was dim except for the thin blue line of corridor light beneath the door. Machines glowed softly at her bedside. Somewhere farther down the hall, wheels rolled over polished floor, then faded.For several seconds she did not remember why her chest already hurt.Then the memory returned in order.Messages.Mercer.Mark.Two weeks after Raymond came home.She closed her eyes again.The babies shifted low beneath her hand, a small rolling insistence that pulled her back into the body instead of the past.“I know,” she whispered.No one answered.Raymond was asleep in the chair beside the bed.He had insisted he would leave after midnight. He had fallen asleep
Raymond stared at the documents spread across the command desk.The room was quiet except for the soft hum of the overhead lights.Commander Harris crossed his arms.“You see the problem,” he said.Raymond nodded slowly.“The coordinates don’t match the route I was given.”“Exactly.”Raymond flippe
Morning came slowly.Sunlight crept through the thin curtains of Raymond’s bedroom, stretching across the floor and climbing up the side of the bed.Tricia was already awake.She lay quietly beside Raymond, staring at the ceiling while his breathing remained slow and steady beside her.He looked pe
Mark Coleman barely slept that night. The thought kept circling his mind like a predator stalking its prey.Raymond and Tricia.A getaway.Alone.Every time he pictured it, something inside him twisted violently. He imagined them walking together somewhere quiet, Raymond speaking softly to her, Tri
Mark stared at the tablet in his hands.The parking structure felt colder now.The system log on the screen showed the terminal ID used to access the navigation controls before the mission.He knew that terminal. Too well.His voice came out quietly.“That terminal… belongs to Sean Carter.”Daniel







