CHAPTER 5 - LYING TO THE ALPHA KING

The ice in my veins spread to my stomach. Rylan’s eyes were dark, not angry yet, but searching. He knew I was lying.

My mind spun. I could say I took a different path. I could say I saw a mountain lion and went tracking. But Rylan had known me since we were pups. He would hear the lie in my heartbeat.

So I did the only thing I could. I told him a piece of the truth.

“I was at the old tower,” I said, making my voice tired. “The broken one.”

“The Dead Zone? Why?” Rylan’s suspicion sharpened. “That is neutral ground. Dangerous.”

“I know.” I rubbed the back of my neck, looking past him. “I just… I needed to think. Away from everyone. The south ridge was just an excuse.”

I braced myself for more questions. Why think there? What was so heavy you had to go to a ruin?

But Rylan’s shoulders loosened just a little. “It is about your dad, is it not?”

I blinked. “What?”

“The pressure,” Rylan said, his voice dropping. “The whole ‘future Alpha’ thing. The lectures. I get it, Kaelen. It is a lot.” He sighed and sat back down on the step. “But you cannot just disappear like that. If something happened to you out there…”

Relief, sharp and guilty, washed over me. He had built his own truth, and I let him.

“Yeah,” I said, sitting next to him. The word felt thick. “It is that. Sorry, man. I just needed space.”

He nudged my shoulder with his. “Next time, tell me. I will cover for you. Or come with you. You do not have to carry that junk alone.”

His loyalty was like a physical weight. It made the secret in my chest burn.

“Thanks, Ry,” I mumbled.

The week that followed was torture. Every lesson on vampire weaknesses felt like a personal attack. Every story my dad told about their treachery made my skin crawl. I watched my pack… my family… with a new, awful distance. I was living a double life.

But the thought of seeing Lyra again was a bright, clear point in the dark. It was the only thing that kept the guilt from swallowing me whole.

The next meeting night, I was more careful. I waited until full dark, then I moved.

As a wolf, I was faster, quieter. I left no scent trail a normal patrol would follow. The forest was a blur of smells and shadows under the moon.

I got to the tower. She was already there, perched on a high piece of fallen stone like a dark bird.

I shifted back, pulling my clothes from the bag I had hidden. “Hey.”

She jumped down, landing without a sound. “You are late.”

“I had to be sure I was not followed,” I said. “It is getting harder.”

The easy silence from last time was gone. The weight of what we were doing was in the air between us.

“My second-in-command asked where I was last week,” I said. “I lied to him.”

She looked at the ground. “My absence was noted. I said I was in the deep archives. A research project. It was also a lie.”

We stood there in the ruin of the old world, two liars.

“Why are we doing this?” I asked. It was not an accusation. It was a real question.

Lyra was quiet for a long moment. “Because for an hour last week, I was not a Nightfall vampire. I was just… me. And someone listened.” She looked at me. “Why are you doing this?”

I thought about it. “Because when I am with my pack, I am the Alpha’s son. I have a role. A job. Everything is about strength, and territory, and the next fight.” I met her eyes. “With you, I am just Kaelen. It is… simpler.”

“It is not simple at all,” she whispered.

“I know.”

We started walking. This time, the talk was not about our worlds. It was about stupid stuff. I told her I hated the taste of beets. She confessed she was secretly terrible at chess, which was a scandal in her intellectual Court. We found a patch of wild winterberries and dared each other to eat one. They were sour. We both made a face and then laughed.

It was the best hour of my life.

As the moon started to sink, the reality came back.

“I heard my father talking,” I said, my voice turning grim. “He said the scouts have seen more vampire activity near the western pass. He thinks you are planning something.”

Lyra’s face went still. “There was a meeting three nights ago. The war commanders. They think the wolves are getting ready to push into the Blackwood to claim the silver mines. My Sire said it is only a matter of time.”

My blood ran cold. “The western pass… that leads to the mines.”

We stared at each other, the pieces clicking into place. Our leaders were not just trading insults. They were moving pieces on a board. They were preparing for a real war.

“My father will not strike first,” I said, but it sounded weak, even to me. “He believes in honor.”

“My Sire believes in survival,” Lyra replied softly. “And he believes striking first is the only way to survive.”

The warmth from the laughter was gone. We were standing on the edge of a cliff, and the ground was crumbling.

“We have to go,” she said. There was a new fear in her eyes.

“Same time next week?” I asked, but it felt hopeless.

“If we can,” she said. She reached out, then stopped, her hand hanging in the air between us. A vampire and a wolf. An impossible gap.

Then, she did it. She touched my arm, just for a second. Her fingers were cold. “Be safe, Kaelen.”

She turned and vanished into the trees.

I stood there, my skin tingling where she had touched me. The sour taste of berries was still in my mouth. But all I could think about was the western pass, and silver mines, and the cold, hard fact that our secret world was about to be crushed by the real one.

The secret started eating me alive.

At training the next morning, my father, Alpha Thorin, watched us spar. His eyes were like stones. When it was my turn, I faced off against Rylan. Usually, we are matched. Today, I was slow. Distracted.

He got a clean hit on my side, knocking the wind out of me. I stumbled back.

“Pathetic,” my father’s voice cut across the yard.

Everyone went quiet. He walked over, his shadow falling over me. “You fight like you are already dead, Kaelen. Your mind is in the clouds. The enemy is not in the clouds. They are in the Blackwood. They do not daydream. They plot.”

Shame burned my face hotter than any hit. “Yes, Alpha.”

“You will run the perimeter. Twice. In human form. Feel the borders you seem to have forgotten.”

It was a punishment. A slow, grounding humiliation. I ran. The winter air scraped my lungs. With every step, my father’s words mixed with Lyra’s. They plot. My Sire believes in striking first.

They were talking about each other. And I was stuck in the middle.

I finished the run at sunset, my legs trembling. I went to the communal hot spring to soak the ache away, hoping to be alone.

I was not. Rylan was there, up to his neck in the steamy water. He looked at me as I sank in.

“You want to tell me what is really going on?” he asked. No lead-up. Just the question, hanging in the steam.

My heart jackhammered. “I told you. It is the pressure.”

“Bull,” he said calmly. “I have known you since you were a pup crying over a skinned knee. Pressure makes you sharp. It makes you angry. This… this makes you look haunted. You are hiding something.”

The water felt suddenly too hot. I could not look at him. “It is nothing you need to worry about.”

“If it affects my brother, my future Alpha, I need to worry about it.” He moved closer, his voice dropping. “Is it a girl? From one of the southern packs?”

I searched his eyes as his question hung between us. But the way he held my gaze made something inside me tighten—like he wasn’t asking for the truth at all… like he already knew it.