Cassie POV
One Week Ago I was hiding in the closet of that room, covering my mouth with my hands as I listened to my boyfriend hooking up with my friend. Lately, I’d been suspecting Mark was cheating on me, so I’d been meticulous in following him, but I never expected to actually catch him in the act. Like, for real, and with Piper McCoy of all people— who pretended to be my friend just to sleep with my boyfriend. “Oh yes, Mark…!” she moaned like a cheap hooker, accompanied by obscene sounds. “You’re so damn hot, Piper…” Mark groaned too. Both of them were on the bed in the apartment we were paying for to live together. And I didn’t doubt for a second that Piper wasn’t the first girl he’d brought there. How could I have fallen for this guy’s charm? It all started when Kaylee, a freshman who attended my tutoring sessions—since I was super smart and helped people—seemed traumatized and told me that Mark wasn’t who I thought he was. She said she cared about me too much not to warn me. She didn’t give me many details because she was scared, but I wasn’t that naive, at least not as naive as Mark thought I was. That weekend, I told him I was going to visit my parents in my hometown, but instead, I hid in the closet. And as the saying goes, “Seek and you shall find.” “Am I hotter than Cassie?” Piper asked, dripping with malice. Even in a moment like that, she wanted to one-up me? “Pfft, obviously! That plain Jane? She doesn’t even come close to you, babe,” he said to her, and they both laughed. God, what a jerk! Not only was he cheating on me, but now he was talking crap about me too? I sniffled, wiping away tears. I hated him so much. I didn’t even want to date him at first, but he insisted so much, and I gave him the benefit of the doubt. And this is how he repays me, treating me like I’m nothing? I wanted to burst out of the closet and ruin both their lives right then and there. He had no right to barge into my life and then betray me like this. --- That same night, I was parking my car in front of a nightclub. I’d considered confronting Mark, telling him to go to hell, throwing out all the stuff he’d left at my apartment, blocking him, and never seeing him again. But Beck had other plans. “In moments like this, you’ve got to think cold, Cassie. That guy doesn’t deserve anything from you. So you’re going to get revenge on him the right way.” Unlike me, Beck was experienced with guys and knew exactly what she was doing. The plan was to dig up dirt on Mark and ruin his popularity at college, make him truly regret messing with me. “It seems like he’s been harassing Kaylee, a freshman at my college,” I said, sniffling. After managing to sneak out of that room without Mark noticing, I went straight to my friend’s apartment to tell her what was going on, and Beck comforted me. “If that kind of thing gets out, it could completely destroy him.” “Perfect, we can expose him good,” Beck agreed. “And I want him to suffer!” I said through gritted teeth. “But first, you’re going to do it the old-fashioned way. Give him a taste of his own medicine. I know a nightclub downtown with plenty of interesting guys. What do you think?” That was definitely not something I’d normally do, but I was feeling so awful. I had just turned 20, I was prettier than most, in control of my life, and knew exactly what I wanted. I couldn’t let that jerk destroy me like this. “Beckie, do you really think I need to do this…?” I asked, my mouth dry. I was wearing a tiny, low-cut dress that made me look absolutely stunning. “Of course, girl,” my best friend replied, rubbing my back as I parked the car at the club’s entrance. The plan was to get wasted, dance, have fun, and hook up with the first guy who caught my eye. If Mark could cheat on me, then I could sleep with whoever I wanted, right? “He told that skank she’s hotter than you. Can you believe that?” Beckie sounded outraged. “Who does he think he is?” “He’s a jerk, that idiot!” I huffed angrily. “He sure is, and Piper’s a slut. I told you not to let her get too close to you,” Beckie said, frustrated. “If I get my hands on her, I’ll smash her face! I’ll destroy both of them. I’ll kill them!” she swore. “No, Beckie. You’ll end up in jail if you do that,” I said, giggling despite my sadness. She laughed too. “Then let’s get wasted first before I end up in jail,” she said, stepping out of the car. I sighed deeply, knowing Beckie was right. Mark Skyland would never win. When I got out of the car, my high heels clicked against the asphalt. I adjusted my skintight, slutty dress and fixed my hair using the car’s side mirror. My brown hair with blonde tips fell straight and loose down my bare back. My makeup was flawless—mascara highlighting my almond-shaped hazel eyes, and my small but plump lips, perfect for kissing, I’d say. Beckie looked hot too, with her chin-length black bob, tight mini-skirt, and scandalous crop top. We were both stunning. “Ready, babe?” She extended her hand to me with a little smirk. I smiled back, nervous but determined, and took her hand, fueled by my desire to get revenge on that jerk. “Let’s do this.” The club was called The Night Sins, a place Beck frequented often. She pretty much knew all the staff, and the club was super popular in that part of Chicago. As we approached, I felt discouraged seeing the long line to get in. I bit my lip in frustration and glanced at the VIP entrance. There was no long line there—people parked their fancy cars, strutted down the red carpet, and walked in. They looked so confident and well-dressed, and for a moment, I longed to be part of that world. “What would you give to be part of that, Cassie?” Beck asked when she noticed where I was looking, wrapping an arm around my shoulder and sighing. “Oh, stop with the drama. It’s bad enough I found out I’m being cheated on—don’t make me dream about what I can’t have,” I said, rolling my eyes. “I’m just saying,” she complained, sighing again. “It’s crazy how easy their lives seem compared to ours, but you know we can make the most of this situation, right?” She grabbed my hand and led me toward the VIP entrance. “Hey, what are you doing?” I asked reluctantly. We didn’t have the money to pay for that entrance. “I’m making sure we have a fun night,” she said, laughing casually, and I shook my head. Beckie led me to the entrance, walking down the red carpet. My legs trembled just being there. Her plan was to make the bouncer think we were rich like everyone else strutting down that carpet toward the VIP gate. A couple passed by arm-in-arm, and the bouncer let them through without a word. I felt confident he wouldn’t stop us either, but to our dismay, the guy blocked our way. “Where do you sluts think you’re going?” he asked rudely. The man was a huge Black guy, staring at us with an unfriendly expression. Beckie laughed to defuse the situation. “Well… we came with a friend of ours, you know. He’s probably already inside…” She lied so blatantly. “Then call him to see if he’s really in there,” the bouncer said gruffly, not budging. Beck and I exchanged looks. Now what? “No need to call. They’re with me,” a man’s voice said from behind us. I turned to see who it was and froze. He was tall and muscular, with tanned skin and defined muscles. His light, striking eyes and neatly trimmed beard made me want to run my hand over it. He was looking at me too, the corners of his lips curling into a gorgeous, inviting smile. He wore a modern, tailored suit that hugged all the right places. For that split second as I looked at him, I couldn’t help but feel a spark of excitement spread slowly through my body, making me tremble with attraction… He was, without a doubt, the sexiest man I’d ever seen in my life.Cassie's POVI don't know why, but when I turned around and saw Joshua right behind me, witnessing me talking on the cell phone with another guy, it made me feel like I was slightly cheating on him. It was a little embarrassing; I wasn't cheating on him, I was just talking to Mark.Yes, it was true that Mark and I had something big in the past. And yes, I couldn't deny that I found Mark to be a totally attractive guy, but no wonder I was here with Joshua. It was simply because I loved this guy right next to me, looking at me with clear jealousy over my conversation with Mark. I couldn't rule my heart; it was Joshua my heart wanted. It didn't matter if Mark was the ideal guy for me because of our age; I mean, I knew that Mark was rich, handsome, attractive, and in my age rating. I felt in love with Mark and this sounded like a nice American dream couple, but luckily, or unfortunately, I belonged one hundred percent with Joshua now, and I don't think I could love another guy like I lo
Joshua POVWhen Cassandra lent me her cell phone so I could talk to Sanchez, I can't deny that I had a real urge to snoop on her cell phone. I mean, the most personal device in the life of the person I cared about the most was right here in my hands. If I opened and read her chats, I would know everything about who she talked to and what they talked about. If I went to her gallery, I would find very personal photos and videos of her and the people she liked. This was an opportunity for me to find out if Cassie had any other men in her life besides me. I can't deny that the fact that she decided to go to that club a few days ago and get involved with other guys didn't surprise me, and even if I told myself that day she and I still hadn't talked about feelings and that she was basically free to leave with whomever she wanted, even then I had just hated it.Just the fact of imagining her with another man already made my blood boil; the cell phone was still open in my hands. I couldn't
Cassie POVKissing him was like smelling the scent of flowers on a rainy day; it was refreshing and enchanting, I felt safe in his arms and that made me feel good, although it took us a while to finally admit the love we had for each other, seeing that now every feeling of ours was reciprocal, left my warm heart. I loved Joshua Carter, and I didn't know what our lives would be like from now on, but I was willing to do anything to make this love we had for each other work and grow more and more. I took my hand to his back and caressed while I felt that the kiss was getting more and more urgent, our breaths mingled fleetingly and his silky tongue in my mouth was more possessive. I let out a moan when I felt him squeeze my bare ass under the towel, the hand big and strong. He knew exactly where to touch me to make me horn more and more for him. I opened my legs better, arranging his torso between my legs and returned his urgent kiss, Joshua went down his mouth on my collarbone making
Cassie's POVI thought Joshua's persistence was amazing. I had kicked him out of my house, but even though he stayed outside on my doorstep for hours, he probably would have spent the night sitting on my doorstep if I hadn't let my guard down and let him back into my flat. "I'm thirsty…" he said quietly as soon as he was inside my house, sitting on my couch. I had him covered with a blanket because he had been cold outside, so I went to get a glass of water and handed it to him. I was feeling bad for leaving him out there for so long, but I really didn't know how to act very well in that situation; I wasn't able to understand the love he felt for me. Who was I anyway to deserve love as big as his? Why was that man insisting so much on me? "Here, your water," I said and sat next to him, handing him the glass of water that he took and soon started drinking. "Take it easy; you don't have to be in such a hurry." But he had already finished all the water and was coughing from drinking
JoshuaI couldn't believe what was happening to me. It seemed too surreal for me to even believe it was true, for God's sake. Was I being rejected? Was Cassandra really kicking me out of her house and her life? Did she really not believe that I was capable of truly loving her? What the hell was happening to me? I had never reached this point in my life; I had never lowered myself so low for a woman, and I never expected to do that, but there I was hesitating more and more. I was still standing in front of her door; she had slammed the door shut in my face. She was so mad at me, it looked like she never wanted to see me again. First I wanted to blame Mallory for filling Cassie's head with uncertainty, and now the girl couldn't believe me anymore; she thought I was the worst person in the world; it was all Mallory's fault. I was in a bad mood to go to Mallory's house and just kill that woman for ruining my relationship with Cassie, but I also needed to think coherently; it had always
Cassie's POVI got up from the couch, running my hand over my head to smooth my hair out of my face, with a long sigh. Joshua Carter had just told me he loved me, and I couldn't believe him; he must not be serious, and Joshua must not be taking any of this seriously. Things of the heart are not to be trifled with; you can't just tell a girl you love her just like that. "You don't believe me? Do you think I'm lying to you?" He asked, still sitting on the couch, his hands helpless, hands that were so lovingly caressing me a few minutes ago. I let out another sigh and crossed my arms under my breasts. "Why does it seem so hard for you to believe that?" I was looking at him now."Look, I'm young; I'm still nineteen, but that doesn't make me stupid or naive,” I began. “I understand that you and I are completely different people, that we live in completely different worlds, so a simple ‘I love you’ doesn't convince me." I was serious; I was shaking a little inside, but he had to realize ho