I want to weave loads of truth & harsh reality. The unsaid truth. Things we so often don't say, don't talk, but think. And as I'm annoyed by the big d*ck cult, I'm putting a reality blow to it here as well.
James I woke up with a happy smile, and the first thing I see is my beautiful mate lying next to me. Despite all her cold and distant behavior yesterday that was crushing me and my hopes to the dust, she did want me. Oh, and I had her! I mated her like a wild animal for several hours. I hope I didn't hurt her. After months and weeks of denying my natural pull to her, I lost myself in her. I wanted her in every possible position because I loved to see her body from different angles. Her body was perfect and slim with glowing skin. At least it was like that in my eyes. And I had to have her all over the house. I guess, it was partly my wolf, as we needed to mark all her place as our territory. Laila was lost in her thoughts facing ceilings while I observed her profile. Her lips were swollen red. My rough kissing had brussed them. But that red color and thickness of lips were so enticing. I want to kiss them more. I greeted her and she responded to me with that once over making me hard
Laila I headed towards the stairs to go to the kitchen and take some water. As I exited the hall, I ran into Fay. My eyes went slightly wide as if I was caught doing something wrong. I pulled in a breath. - Hey! How are you? Fay asked with a bright smile. What do you say to that? - Awkward. I breathed out with despair on my face. Fay's eyes went wide with questions. I let out a nervous chuckle. - I guess it wasn't the reply you wished to hear. I chuckled nervously again. - I'm fine, yeah, fine. I replied with another nervous chuckle as I rubbed my forehead. F*ck. This sucks. I hate being fake. - No. You totally can be honest. I just wonder...Like...Is it... Fay stammered. - Is it because of me? She asked in one breath with sadness in her eyes. - It is because of everything? I asked more than said with a frown on my forehead. She looked at me with those wide, questioning eyes back again. - You know, you and everyone here are werewolves. James barged into my apartment to
LailaWe hugged all night, he didn't push anything s*xual, which I was grateful for. As I woke up first and he was still spooning me, I didn't want to wake him up with me moving around. My thoughts drifted back to everything that had happened in the last days, in the last weeks even. I was lost in my daydreams when I felt James woke up with a husky "Good morning" and a kiss on my exposed neck. Instantly goosebumps travelled down my spine creating a spark of desire.- What are you thinking so hard early in the morning?He asked while nuzzling my neck with his nose and continuing to call out my body for reaction.- I was actually wondering - what have you done so bad that you got yourself such a weak mate?I spit out my question that was itching at the front of my brain without consideration.- What?James pushed himself up on one hand and rolled me on the back, so I would face him.- You are not weak! You are perfect for me!He exclaimed. Sweet talking, but I quirked an eyebrow at him.
Laila As I was in the bathroom I looked at the shower contemplating whether I should take a shower now or return to him and kiss him and rest a bit more while entangling in a hug with him. My thoughts ran further as I imagined that sleeping next to him naked and kissing him, might entice him for the second round, but I wasn't ready for that at the moment, so I pushed the stall door open and slid in opening the tap. I was still waiting for the cold water to run out as it became lukewarm when I heard the stall door open and James pushed inside with a sly smile. - Taking a shower without me? He questioned with a disapproving click of his tongue. I didn't reply anything just turned around away from him as I stepped under now hot water. I wasn't sure if I was okay to take a shower with him at this moment. He pressed his front to my back and grabbed my boobs gently massaging them while kissing my shoulder. It was nice and sweet but it took only a few more seconds for his member to poke my
Laila The more days pass by, the more I get used to my new circumstances. Weird enough but living together with James in one room feels like a completely normal thing as if it has always been like this. It's weekend at last and we are descending the stairs to rest and chit-chat with Fay in the living area. As we sat down on the sofa James hugged my shoulders and pulled me closer to him. He is a very touchy guy but I don't mind it at all as it is comforting and sweet for me. Maybe it is because I'm alone in this country. His s*x drive has been way too much for me, though he mentioned it was a werewolf thing. But he still was the gentleman in bed making me come first, before filling me to brim. I guess my statement about not being able to org*sm during s*x pulled some strings in him, because last times he often would f*ck me and then would drop down and lick me for a few minutes, then would push his c*ck in my folds again while playing me with his fingers. Cherry on the top was that a
James - Mother!!! I bellowed through the house as I entered it. I took a deep breath to see how it smelled and only got scents of all our family members which made me sigh in relief. At least that means Laila is safe. I don't know why I hoped my mother was at home if, by typical routine, she should be at work. I tried to mindlink her but got nothing. She felt far away, which only confirmed that she was out of the pack territory for work. Next, I tried to reach my father but got nothing as well. - Fay!! I called out while walking towards her wing and trying to mindlink her the next moment but got nothing from her. She felt like she wasn't on the pack grounds either. Where the h.ell was she? I turned in the opposite direction, trying to reach Adriana. "Adriana!!" I screamed down the mindlink. "For Goddess's sake, why are you screaming? What's the matter?" She scolded me through the mindlink. Thank Goddess, at least she is responding. "Where are you?" I demanded the most important
Laila Just half an hour later James announced that we were going for lunch as everyone ate at a certain time during the day in a big dining hall. I am grateful James is with me, as we enter the dining room all the chatter stops and all the eyes are on us. No, me. I am the complete outsider here, the ugly duckling, the oddball. Maybe it is my imagination, but I felt like they were judging me with grunts and huffs and displeasure that they had to share their space with a weakling human. I guess I was freaking out without a reason as some smiled and some just kept on eating staying on neutral grounds. James nodded at everyone and guided me towards a buffey-like table where we could put whatever we wanted on our plates and I was grateful many items were cooked and placed separately so I could choose something vegetarian among tons of different kinds of meats. As we had our plates full, he pulled me towards a group of people among whom I recognized his cousin with whom I danced at the ch
Laila Just after lunch, James was called for an urgent task, so I was left behind sitting in the room. As I stared into the space that was not in any way mine yet, I felt fidgety. I wanted to get out of here, so I left the room. I would have loved to walk around the pack grounds, maybe even wander inside the forest, but unfortunately, James forbade me to do it alone and I didn't want to be anyone's burden yet, so I decided to walk around the pack house and see what was where. I decided to go down and see floor by floor. I stepped onto the third floor seeing there were many doors on each side of the long hall. I absentmindedly just walked from one end to the other until I found myself at the doors with a golden-color plate that stated: "Alpha Ayden Ridgeway" in black letters. Wow, on a golden plate, huh? I wonder if it is real gold...A smug smile spread on my lips. Let's see what this special person is made of, shall we? I thought to myself and knocked on the doors. - Come in, Laila